Really struggling with the energies...

[Cherubtree]

Dear Family:
Well..I don't know..guys..thought I was doing really well for a while. Was even walking and walked 7 miles last week..and then it hit me again. The abd pain, the pains in my legs...this am I actually felt like I was dying and it would have been ok with me at this point. I have been chanting for the last month and it seems to help me, but thinking of going to the Doc again...had a fingerstick at Henry's and my cholesterol is up to 220..used to be 187 and my ast was slightly elevated(liver enzymes). the alt was ok.(which is more indicative of liver problems..so go figure...gallstones again? The ast can be be correlated with heart and kidney, too.This time the pain was on the right side under my ribs after eating...
How are you guys doing with food right now with all the new energies? Do I need to fast through all of this..so diffficult for me as I love to eat...and have given up everything else...lol.
I am also feeling dizzy and my short term memory is really suffereing...can't remember where I parked my car when I get out of the store..forget what Iwas going to buy when I get inside. This is so unlike me..lol! Am I getting Alzheimers overnight? Please help me..:-) I feel very lost!
Much Love to you guys,
Spirit

[destra]

Hi sweetheart

I have become discombobulated myself in the past week or so. I would say it is quite normal - natural - and as it should be. It is frustrating though - I relate!

As for food, I have just manifested an intolerance to lactose in the past 3 weeks - that is NOT fun!!! I'm not handling food very well at all lately.

It would seem that our bodies are being very vocal right now, speaking through our eating, our muscles, our sinuses/heads and blood pressure. All I can suggest is following your inner instincts, and staying as grounded and shielded as you can during this topsy turvy time for you.

I know within my deepest core that this too will pass!

Much Love!
Destra

[beone]

Dear Cherubtree

I had very similar symptoms over the xmas break, I found it very hard to digest food without getting
wind which caused all sorts of discomfort, Im feeling better now but I had to acknowiedge my fears and love them as part of my creation, then let them go, easier said than done.
I found I had to talk to myself as if I was giving advice to someone else before I could find my freedom from this.
I am still working through some mild symptoms but Im thinking in a better way.

Love Beone.

[liza]

I feel like some days I don't need food... so I don't eat for a whole day, and I didn't feel my stomach grumble. Society teaches us that it is not healthy to do that, because body goes into starvation mode and hoards fat and all that. I'm not an expert in that sort of science, but I'd like to think my body is an expert on itself and that we're finding ways to reconnect. Some channelings say that one can talk to one's body on a cellular level. What do you think of that?

Oh, and I've been lactose intolerate for a while - it correlated at the times I were really depressed and wanted to hide from the world. That's what I noticed. I didn't know which way was up or down. Right now, I can handle milk ;D I don't know about the rest of you... what else do you notice at the same time you are lactose intolerant in these periods?

I also find that when I overextend myself, perhaps due to an existing template within that cannot handle more energy than it can at this time - my chest hurts intensely as if something is pressing on it (symptom of panic attack or anxiety, I think)... and I used to be isonmiac for months, and then the back of my leg started to hurt badly.. my eyes got "worn" out... I felt like I had taken in a lot energy that I couldn't stay asleep. I think it started when I told my body that I'd love to oversleep more often.... Never again!! At least I know how that feels now.

[Cherubtree]

Dear Family:
Thankyou for all your responses. I am sure we are all feeling these symptoms. I don't know what I would do if I could not come here and talk about it. Other people think I am crazy when I talk about these things..especially when the symptoms are inconsistent. Doctors really think you are crazy..lol, too. I find I start to isolate because I cannot explain what I am going through to anyone and then it gets very lonely.
I have had a job come to me where I can be of service...and I have not worked in a year because of my illnesses. I would be taking care of a man in end stage ALS. It's a private duty job and he needs a lot of care. I am not sure I am up to it, but his wife is so nice and has been taking care of him for 2 years round the clock. I have so much respect for what she has gone through with him, and him, also. He used to be cycler. You certainly wonder about these illnesses in people who have been so active. I have a friend, whose husband was a professional football player and now has MS for the last 17 years. Then I feel blessed, because I do not think I couldhandle suffering that long.
Destra...I have been having trouble with milk intolerance for a long time. I don't drink it anymore, but someitmes have non fat yogurt...and take vegetable-based enzymes when I do.
Liza....I have had the chest pain at times, also..thought I was having a heart attack..but then it passed...I think the digestive pain can cause that pressure, too. Can be acid reflux. I also have has the leg pain come and go..and I think sometimes it is nerve pain radiating to the leg from whatever is distressed..because it passes...and gets worse depending upon what I am eating. Ususally fatty foods cause it...I do believe we can talk to our bodies on a cellular level and do invoke the violet flame a lot, too..which seems to help. I have noticed those people who are spiritual are feeling these things more than others so we must be vibrating at a higher level.
Beone, I had that too..excessive wind at Xmas time..i was eating a lot of fat and attributed it to that because that part has pretty much left.
I also have been having some intense headaches...and I do not know what is causing them...sometimes when I walk into a room of people...like the spa...and I try to work it out of my system and it is still there when I leave.
I agree these are crazy times...I feel like I am passing in and out of different dimensions and it is difficult to be on the road and drive. That is when I notice my short term memory is not working and I cannot recall things. Because when I feel like I am anchored in 3D again it is fine. Have any of you noticed that it is difficult to think when you are in higher dimensions? It frightens me..like I have lost control of a part of myself. I love all of you guys! Thank you so much for being here for me!!!!
Love,
Spirit

[destra]

I was at my doctors on Monday for the bronchitis i'm getting over, and he asked me "when did this come on?" And I said "Saturday afternoon"... I hesistated and then added "right after an Energy work healing session" and I grinned playfully and looked at my doctor. He turned around, looked right in my eyes and said "What is that?" So I told him a bit, about energy, chakras, and he was very at ease with it all. I was holding my book in my hand, from his lobby, and he grabbed it from me (he's a playful old guy!) and looked at the cover - he said "Is her name really Doreen VIRTUE?" and giggled.

I never EVER would have talked to any doctor or professional about this stuff, even a year ago. But now I am trying to become comfortable with the notion of it. And he received it very well!

As for lactose - I can't have it right now. I've NEVER had a dairy problem, in the past 3 weeks however it has become a huge issue - lots of pain any time I have any lactose! Hours of suffering lol

I think my body is trying to ask me to shy away from foods i've been used to eating, which are lowering my frequency - what do you think?

Much Love,
Destra

[Cherubtree]

Dear Destra:
Right on with the Md..I am so proud of you and that he received it well...and interesting comment abut Doreen Virtue..who I dearly love and support all
of her stuff. I am so hoping medical professionals will open up more to this..I think Nurses alaready have..Psych nurses...esp (me) but med-surg ones are more left brained. As far as the dairy..I think you are right about that..our bodies are talking to us...wanting us to be higher vibrationally...try to explain that to meat eaters...lol.
Much Love,
Spirit

[sama]

absolutely right. i am certain that these are all ascension related problems. i have had the lactose intolerance, the food intolerance, etc. meat has turned my stomach, and i have been existing virtually solely on bread and milk and water.

we will get through this, but it is going to be a pain in the bum while we are doing it, thts for sure!

i have found green tea to be really helpful.

sama

[LilliHart]

OK,OK gurlfriends...and guys,
You remind me of a bunch of old grannies sitting in their rockers and kvetcing about their aches and pains...LOL, and yes I still love you all, but...

and this is a big BUT OR MAYBE A BIG BUTT, BUT here goes...

What about taking resonsibility?

You/we are all supposed to be leading the pack, guiding the way, shiinig the light AND USING OUR TOOLS.

I too have had problems digesting my food so I started to bless it, with my hands and my energy...raising it to my vibration and voila, no more indigestion, no more troubles.

And the aches and pains really respond well to meditating and raising ones' vibration.

And YES you can talk to your cells and experience them and change the way they are behaving but you have to get past the whining and focusing on the bad stuff so you can clear your minds out enough to be CLEAR and focus on what it is you want from them and from YOU and life in general.

Sounds very Polyanna-ish, but I have decided to try it and it works. As a matter of fact it's my goal for the year...to alter my cellular body and learn to master it. I am certainly not in perfectioni at it for sure. I forget more than i remember but at least I am conscious of it and working on it and you can too.

I agree it's great to have a place to share so we know we are not loosing our minds, but then if we did loose our minds be sure that SOMEONE would find them and maybe we wouldn't even want them back.

Please, please add to this positive start. What can you do to make it different, to change these things? The new energy that is coming in is for independence not for making victims. Learn to manipulate it and use it to your advantage. It's there for the taking. Mould it like clay and make it work FOR you not against you.

Have fun with it even if you dont' think you can...do it anyway.

Lili

[Sowelu]

No thanks, I prefer to bitch and moan.

[liza]

We learn by sharing... thick 'n thin, I think. Works for me because I trust that there's a time for everything.

[Cherubtree]

Lili:

[Cherubtree]

Whoa..got cut off before I could finish..lol...Lili..that is very good advice and I like being in control...so I am going to try to master these things...actually this am I do feel so much better...so I must be integrating some of the new energies better..the pain is much less. I rested all day yesterday. I am gong to focus more on meditating and blessing my food...and trying to cut out the fats...lol. All advice is appreciated...but sometimes it is necessary to vent what you are going through.
Love,
Spirit

[destra]

*Giggling @ Sowelu*

Liliahna such a great reply - yes sweetheart, personal responsibility, accountability, realization that we ourselves are causing our own symptoms. This all makes big sense. And i'm so glad you are at a point where you can see this, and claim it, own it, and be it!

Be gentle with the rest of us though. It does not take us out of our Light to bitch to one another. We form family bonds here on these boards, and it is a safe place to come and talk about our experiences. We can't very well talk to people in our every day lives at work, or the store about this stuff, we'd be laughed all the way out! If I said to certain people "I have pressure in my head which I know is directly relative to my awakening DNA structure" they'd look at me like a grew another head.

So I can come HERE and talk to YOU all about it! Because I know you all are experiencing it consciously too! We can blow off steam, discover it. No one is expected to swallow the pain and disharmony of ascension and do it alone, or put on a strong face for the world. We are merely expected to live through it, and discover what we can about ourselves, and Life as we do.

So I don't think it is at all wrong for us to "bitch and moan" to one another here. Its a great outlet! And it would be very dishonest of many of us to pretend that ascension is a walk in the park. For me personally if I didn't have forums like this to open up honestly in about all of this, i'd probably be a very unhappy Starseed!

I guess the biggest thing to remember while you're ascending is that others are too, and their process may not be just like yours. And if they are dealing with complaints and struggles, it is likely something they HAVE to work through. So let them, with Love, and support, without frustration at their drama. Drama is a great catalyst into knowledge sometimes - and though we are working towards the Divine, we still ARE very human, very much so. So lets not beat each other up for our weaknesses, rather lets hold each other tightly and show compassion!

Much Love, to all!
Destra

[Cherubtree]

Thankyou Destra:
Ditto..could not have said it better...:-)
Much Love to us all,
Spirit