What the hell...has everyone ascended already?

[LilliHart]

Boy or boy is this place deader 'n a dog...

Where are y'all? Holed up in some cave somewhere and you didn't tell us?

[Edward]

Hello Lili,

I think it's a shift in energies right now. People preparing, people doing other things, ppl going with the flow. The forum had a similar period a while back. People are were they need to be. It is good to see you back, ironically as it may be, you are now posting more often and ppl here are not, where as before when it was the other way around where you barely posted and others posted alot. Just something I noticed anyways.

I would love to chat with you on Skype. I have skype but haven't used it lately because I didnt have a fast connection. Now I do and I can connect well. Would love to hear from you.


Peace, Love and Joy,

Ed

[Sowelu]

Heh heh... colorfully stated, Lili. (((Hugs))) *heehee*

Yeah... I've been dealing with tons of energies and changes on the inner levels. Nothing to say, for the time being I guess. All my focus and energy is inward for now, in spite of the home alterations I've been working on. They act more like an active meditation for me, I guess.

To give you an idea of the energy I've been dealing with, I woke today and soon after was bombarded with a very disorienting energy that caused nausea and vomitting. ACK! I HATE that feeling, and I can probably count on one hand the number of times I've had to deal with that in the last 20 years. Man! Awful feeling!

After that, I spent the better part of the day lying down, allowing. Energy movement, emotions, ideas, visions... you name it. Lots of stuff moving and shifting inside. It feels like a total reorientation and reorganization of my total energies, frankly. Don't know how long it will go on, but it's pretty intense.

Love you! ((((Hugs))))
Sowelu

[sama]

lili, its the same EVERYWHERE!!! all the forums i belong to, and my own forum also are as quiet as the tomb!!

i am wondering whether perhaps the forums have been a sort of waystation......getting together all those who were experiencing ascension and didnt quite know how to on their own....

hugs
sama

[liza]

I asssscenddddded.... no? Dont believe me?
Got carpal tunnel syndrome so I gotta lay off postin' and imin'.
Does that count as ascension symptom?

[ADMIN]

I for one is making huge changes inner ones ans exterior, so I will be kind of quiet. Hehehehe!
I am starting to feel vigorating and buidling up some strange feeling related to being me, strong, and walking a peace walk.....feeling good, but have noticed that i am totally forgetting everything, like letting go of all past memories. seems like theyt are erasing it all and are downloading all new...wow! what a heck of a trip! otherwise, physically feeling good and as Sowelu syas, feeling that energy swirling inside trying to settle in...what a download.
each one is different and honestly, feels like we are walking away from all that pertains to this plane and entering the golden light Era!

[ADMIN]

THE AWAKE ONES

Consider all the dramas playing out in life right now, all the potentially “nasty” stuff. How would you like to be released from your every concern and anxiety over it all, as if it all disappeared? Most people would be very happy if they could change the world instantly to meet their likes, wants and desires. Since it probably won’t happen before you go to bed tonight, consider an alternative, a perception-shift, which, if it’s your time, is guaranteed.

I’m not talking about ignoring what’s going on (unless you can, or unless you are able to observe and watch only) but I am talking about not stressing, worrying and being afraid of what’s going on or may happen.

(If you are currently engaged in life’s battles (and truly, if you are, you cannot, not be) it is perfect).

People all over the world are WAKING-UP and being released from the dramas of life. They are what I have come to call, The Awake Ones.

What are they waking-up from?

They are waking up from the illusion’s of life–their illusions, and the illusions promoted by others that they have come to believe.

Perhaps your time is at hand and you will awaken as well.

Perhaps you are already one of The Awake Ones.

THE AWAKE ONES, A SELF-TEST, WHAT THEY KNOW AND THE BENEFITS THEY ENJOY:

Awake Ones know things that change their perspective about life. It IS their perspective (the way they view life) that brings them benefits.

The following information is being given based on the concept that: When the “student” (person) is ready (his time has come) the information appears, whether from Spirit, higher-self, an article or book or from another person. Thus, if it is your time to awaken, the information that follows will make sense and you will have one of those “AAHA” moments (or an epiphany, if you will).

If you are not already awake or it’s not your time to awaken, this information may seem ridiculous, and may even make you angry, which is perfect.

Though one might construe that sharing this information under the heading of THE AWAKE ONES, is creating a label or tag that shows an elitist or vain attitude, it is anything but, which will become self-evident as you continue reading (there is a time for each person to awaken–it’s about timing, not exclusivity–for no one is exempt).

There is a quick self-test you can do that will reveal if you are an Awake One or an Asleep One. Here it is:

(1) Do you get irritated, upset or angry?

Do you anguish, fret, stress and worry?

Do you become nervous, anxious, afraid or fearful?

(If you are any of the above, to any degree, you are either an Asleep One or a not yet fully Awake One).

(2) Are you at ease and untroubled?

Are you calm, serene and at peace?

Are you light-hearted, carefree and joyous?

(If you are any one of the above, at any given time, no matter what, you are an Awake One).

(There is a time-period, unique to each person, where he receives information that works to transform him, and during that time he will experience a lessening of the “self-upsetting” attributes and an increase of the peaceful ones–it’s usually not an over night transition, though it can be).

There are many people who believe (and “know”) the information that follows, however, until the information has transmuted their DNA (saturated every fiber of their being) there will be periods of UPS (happiness, joy and peace) and DOWNS (anger, worry and fear). Knowledge alone does not make one an Awake One (according to the definition I am using) not until all “self-upsetting” attributes are eliminated (it takes conscious effort and willpower to eliminate them , which, if you are ready to do it, means, you’ll have the willpower and make the effort to do it, thus, IT IS YOUR TIME TO DO IT).

(THERE IS A SHORTCUT: Stop thinking about life and just live it. Just go-with-the-flow of things unchangeable, unalterable, inevitable and that you choose not to work to change).

A BRIEF LOOK AT A PORTION OF THE INFORMATION:

How is it man THINKS he has free-will, agency and freedom to act? It is an illusion. An illusion that serves man, but is no less an illusion, a fantasy and a trick-of-the-mind.

All things are predicated upon first cause (the evolution FROM first cause) and all things can be traced back to it.

If you where currently ALL KNOWING, you would see the chain, the web and the matrix that connects, interconnects and weaves from FIRST CAUSE to ending effect. You would know what WAS, IS and WILL BE (the past present and future) at once, and then you would watch it disappear into the void from where it was called forth–the end of the cycle (circle) that came into being with the first “WORD,” and ends with the final “WORD.”

Man, and all creation, has no free-will, agency or freedom to act.

LIFE IS A PLAY.
THE WORLD IS A STAGE.
MEN ARE ACTORS.

As in a play (a script written by a man) every “I” is dotted, every “T” is crossed and every word is written and known. From the stage, dialogue, interaction, scenes and acts, to final curtain, all find their antecedent in first cause: THE AUTHOR AND HIS WORDS.

Can you be who you are not?
Can others be who they are not?

Why are you the way you are?
Why are others the way they are?

Why were you born the way you are?
Why were others born the way they are?

Why was the world created the way it was?

Man’s THINKING creates many belief systems to answer those questions, over 4,200 different ones.

All beliefs aside, life is a play, we are actors and the world is our stage.

YOU CANNOT BUT BE TRUE TO YOURSELF.
EVERY PERSON IS TRUE TO HIMSELF AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT.
CAN A FIVE-YEAR OLD ACT BUT AS A FIVE YEAR-OLD?
CAN YOUR SPOUSE BE OTHER THAN WHO HE/ SHE IS IN THE MOMENT?
CAN YOU?

When we arrive in the world, the world is as it is, a stage upon which we have entered to play our parts.

Your “spiritual”-self arrives in the world with your body, intelligence, emotions (or, if you will, with your own unique and specific, spiritual, mental, emotional and physical DNA).

In a perfect world, nothing is left to chance–NOTHING!

YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE, AND THE WORLD, WILL PLAY-OUT THE RESULT OF FIRST CAUSE.

IF IT IS YOUR TIME, YOU WILL AWAKEN WHILE IN THE PLAY, AND THEREAFTER, YOUR PERCEPTION OF REALITY (THE PLAY) WILL CHANGE, AND NOT A SINGLE DRAMA OR ALL THE DRAMAS IN THE PLAY WILL DISTURB YOUR PEACE.

You will not get irritated, upset or angry?
You will not anguish, fret, stress and worry?
You will not become nervous, anxious, afraid or prowess?

You will be at ease and untroubled
You will be calm, serene and at peace?
You will be light-hearted, carefree and joyous?

Thus, you will be one of THE AWAKE ONES, experiencing more joy, peace and happiness than you ever have before.

You will not glory in your blessings nor be vain, for you will know that YOU did not create YOU.

You will not be vain or prideful, nor glory in your intelligence, knowledge, understanding, talents, aptitudes, abilities, attitude, looks, physical prowess, physical beauty, family and cultural advantages, education, nor will you be vain, prideful and glory over your possessions, power, wealth and fame.

You will not be any of those things, because you know that without YOU BEING exactly the way YOU CAME AND DEVELOPED (and others and the world itself) none of those things would have been possible.

And you know that all of it was based on THINGS NOT OF YOUR OWN CREATION.

Nor will you lament the lack of any of the above.

And you will not berate yourself and others.

And as your judgements cease, your joy will increase, and all the dramas of life will go on their “merry”-way without you.

All points of view will be posted, without attribution

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[ADMIN]

Funny how I encountered the above post. Hell yeah we are all awakening....LOL!
I learned a new saying last week-end.
"don't worry about anything, cause worry ain't gonna worry about you"
LOL!

[sama]

i just wish i could shake this terrible, deep grief and sorrow that i have experienced for the past two days. i am so happy in my new home that it is an absolute devstation for this to well up again. no idea what is causing it, there is just a deep, deep well of pain and anguish.

there are times when ascension truly SUCKS!

sama

[LilliHart]

sama said:

there are times when ascension truly SUCKS!

sama

Yes Sama there are times and right now I am deeply embedded in one of those times. Tonight I had a shattering experience and haven't had one of these in a long, long time...many years. this one made having my place flooded with septic waste a few weeks ago look like a piece of cake.

I spend the majoirty of my time in my house. In the last 10 years I have become a recluse and a hermit. I never used to be. I used to be outgoing and social, had friends with flesh on them who I spent time with, boyfriends, lovers, even a husband...got rid of him tho' and my kids and pets.

Now I have myself and my computer, my dreams, my world according to me, very limited and controlled...a place I can have my mind and be in my right mind...a safe sanctuary that I can be myself regardless of what others think...if I dont' like what they think I can turn off the computer, hang up the phone and close the door to shut them out.

Over the last years of this lifetime, I have noticed that I am less and less able to tolerate being with people, their energy and the world a large. I have become so sensitive I can't watch or read the news, talk for too long on the phone or listen to and participate in most conversations even the interesting ones because I can't tolerate the vibratons of others.

But...I still have my dreams that one day that may change.

Yesterday I got a call from a friend that invited me to go out to dinner with her and two other women friends to belatedly celebrate her birthday. I accepted the invite and thought it would be nice to get out of the house and be with some people. I know all these woman and they are all very lovely, accepting people, intelligent and kind. What could go wrong? Ha!

As I sat at this really wonderful restaurant my world started to crumble. It was terrible... I was sitting there and started to realize that I couldn't remain in my body. My body is a foreign object to me. I saw myself in a full length mirror for the first time in sevearl years. I stopped looking a long time ago as I allowed myself to get really fat. I only see myself from the waist up generally.

But these three woman who are all wthin a year of two of my age are all 'normal' sized people and i am not. All of a sudden I was so keenly aware of this and was so trapped in my body I almost screamed.

After dinner they wanted to go to a place to have a drink, listen to some music and dance. I was tired and bowed out but I was also mortified. I was so miserable in this body. It s bad enough to not want to be here because my feline self is way to big to fit comfortably in a human form, but my human form is so uncomfortable in itself I couldn't bear it.

And what's worse I couldn't relate to being with these people at all. One of them is house sitting and took us back to this huge very expensive house to see it. I was so appalled. It was such a waste and although I would love to have a bigger place with a bit more space, this was obscene. How may terraces does one person need? This place had 4 or 5, can't remember.

My world was crumbing around me. I wanted to be 'normal' again, to feel like I belonged somewhere on this earth in 3D for just a few minutes with friends and common interests. I couldn't talk about clothes or men or divorces or any of the stuff these gals were going on about. and I have had some very interesting discussions with them.

It was like somehow I was being shown what I could never have and what was dissolving. I wantd to get out of there so fast and I couldn't. Had to be politically correct and courteous.

I couldn't move, literally and metaphorically. I ws stymied in a place I hated in a body that doesn't work and in a life that no longer serves me.

Ascension does suck because nothing makes sense any more, nothing works. I can't be here or there. I have one foot in sevearl worlds at a time. It's a good thing i have 9 bodies because it's really hard to make my two human feet fit into all these worlds at the same time.

I consider myself an AWAKE ONE. I have been awake my whole life. And yet there is a part of me I refuse to acknowledge and refuse to act on...my physical, 3D body. I don't know when I started to hate it but I can't remember not hating it this time.

It's not the soft-firm sleek furry lithe body of a cat. it's the oversized jiggling, blubber ball body of Jaba the Hut. At east that is how I feel. eveyone says I am crazy but that is my experience of this way station or should I say weigh station.

Between my body and my inability to be with other people I have become a mess. I dont' even know any more whether i should stay here or remove myself entirely. It's like it doens't seem to matter any longer. I have done my job and now I am just hovering...well sort of...not easy for Jaba the Hut to hover.

I neede dto say this out loud so someone would hear it. I dont' know the anser or even how to describe the feelings i have...I only know I feel better when I withdraw and pull in staying away from everyone so I don't have to feel their energy or participate.

Sigh...I'm tired.

Lili

[Sowelu]

((((((((((((((ohhhhhhhh, HUGS!)))))))))))))))))

I relate too well to your description of being in human form, Lili. For me, it's not that I know myself as feline, but rather as formless, and this physical body has always had an uncomfortability factor for me as well. In the last 5 years it also got much larger, and that really is quite difficult to deal with, I agree. ((((Hugs!))))

I'm also tired, and I also don't feel I fit anywhere and have preferred quietude and solitude over socializing for most of this life, so I really relate to your post.

Like you, though, there was a time on this planet - prior to 10 years ago - when I was active, fit, enjoyed the company of others, did things with others daily, worked in a capacity that thrilled me and helped others in a way that truly suited me, and generally had a life that seemed to work in the physical. I look back and wonder what was so wrong or bad about those days and that me, sometimes. Beats the last decade in so many ways! And I was also awake then, too. Perhaps I didn't have the depth of understanding about so much as I have now, but I was the same inner me then as I am now, and I knew myself, as well as much of the gig here.



I guess more than anything I wanted to let you know you're not alone in how you're feeling and what you're going through.

My feeling is that right now there are some major changes going on inside us, and the awareness shift, at least for some of us, is not so much about this world's changes or the next, or the new energies or any of that, so much as it is about ourselves: what we put aside in true feelings so we could be here and take action; what we denied (heart's desires) because the time wasn't right yet (or went for and then saw blow up in our face because it wasn't time yet); what we had to refuse to acknowledge about how we really felt being here or else we'd never get through the decade or two that would follow... things of that nature.

Dunno, perhaps it's just my sense, because it's what I'm dealing with. Regardless, I hear you, Lili, and feel your pain as my own. Bless you for sharing. (((((Hugs!)))))

Love you dearly,
Sowelu

[sama]

ladies, you have just said precisely what i couldnt find the words to say!

i, too, have got fat and uncomfortable, and no longer fit in this world. i do not know where i belong either....just not here.

i grieve endlessly at the sheer atrocity of the waste caused by people with both more money than sense, and a total lack of understanding.

how can they need the excess they have while children live on the streets in some countries? how can any of the excesses be justified? i can almost no longer bear to read the newspapers because what is in them is so terrible. i do not have a tv now and barely miss it. violence makes me ill, noise makes me cringe.

awake? i think i am, and then i experience 3d emotions and feelings and wonder......am i awake? or just a sad little wreck? i honestly dont know any longer.

all i know is i do not belong in this hard-edged, overfed, vicious world any longer. i long for home.

hugs to all,
sama ~ wistful....

[Nemue]

To give you an idea of the energy I've been dealing with, I woke today and soon after was bombarded with a very disorienting energy that caused nausea and vomitting. ACK! I HATE that feeling, and I can probably count on one hand the number of times I've had to deal with that in the last 20 years. Man! Awful feeling!Sowelu

Same experience for me this week. I could count on one hand the number of times in my lfe I have been really sick. Monday this week I vomitted for nearly 7-hours on and off. So violent as well. I don't handle this very well at all.

I have also felt really tired, stressed out of my head and so teary. My life is extremely hectic and this isn't going to let up next week. I feel if I survive until next Saturday I am doing well.

To make matters worse I feel very insecure. I hate this - just not me at all.

[sama]

its horrible at times. last two nights the overwhelming wave of grief and despair was appalling. being clairsentient and empathic, it nearly knocked me sideways, and i felt so ill with it. got it sorted out eventually, with the help of a very dear friend, but it was hard work. the changes are so rapid now arent they?

i feel a bit as though am labouring uphill wearing concrete boots!

hugs
sama

[Cherubtree]

Yes Dear sama...I feel it too...concrete boots is a good analogy..can so relate to that....
Love,
Cherub
Hang in there....reminds me of that ktten hanging from a tree....:-)