Question - if you could share...

[Sowelu]

Hi All!

I'm wondering if others who come here are having any difficulties with the board; slowness, disconnecting from server, etc.

I have been having a really hard time posting for months, really, but just lately it's become worse. So what I'm wondering is if it's MY energy that's causing me all the trouble, or if it's the board itself.

If it's the board, I can see if the proboards folks can do something for us. But if it's me... I wonder if it's because it's time to move on? I honestly don't know, and I have no real feel of push or pull either way. That's why I'm asking you what your experiences here are lately.

Thanks! If you don't want to post you can send me a private message or email, that's just fine.

Much love to all
Sowelu

[Cherubtree]

Dear Sowelu:
I am not feeling any slowness or issues with the Board. I am so grateful for everything you post. I think we all are going through so much on our own evolutionary paths. I know I am in just the last month or so. I feel it is because of all the incoming energies and especially the 10-10-10! Do whatever feels right for you on your path. I know it feels like it changes every day and is so hard to keep a feeling of consistency. I am trying to learn to go with the flow as much as I can. I came across a new healing link I want to share with you. This wonderful healer has so much to offer re: transformation in all the energies.
www.jodunning.com.
Much Love,
Cherub

[Sowelu]

((((Thanks so much, Cherub!))))

I kinda have been thinking it's me. LOL! My energies are pretty intense and powerful lately, and sometimes my entire computer experience is bizarre and frustrating lately. So... there you go. Still don't know what that means for me, honestly. I enjoy posting here, so I guess I'll continue to wait and see for the moment.

Thanks for your reply, MUCH appreciated!

Love you!
Sowelu

[Colourmagic]

Sowelu

I have just been on a weekend course for Life Codes and learnt that this year is a holding energy, whereas next year will be a push energy. I may simply be that. I do agree that there is not so much activity here and hasn't been for a while - it seems to go in fits and spurts

[cathyw]

Hi Sowelu!
I hope you continue these posts! I read everyday and apreciate so much the work you are doing putting this up. It is absolutely incredible! The fact that we can access so much information on a regular basis is sooo important.

All the best!
Cathy

[dove]

Hi, Sowelu,
As I only discovered this website a few days ago, I can't speak to the technical issues, but as to the rest I can at least say "me, too!" to the question of whether to continue since it's been on my mind as well.

I have really appreciated your posting of so many sources which weren't on my radar yet. For the past 7 or so years I have served as a filter of spiritual messages for my small group of 9 people, forwarding them the ones that seem most significant to me, being the one among us who had the most time and passion to do the job. My whole life I've been an information gatherer, a walking encyclopedia of sorts others would come to for answers.

However, my life has definitely been shifting to a new phase in many ways and some of the spiritual services I used to enjoy providing seem to have run their course. Especially with the intense ascension symptoms of late, the difficulties with focusing, short term memory, exhaustion and on and on, I sometimes barely have the energy to keep up with the reading in order to send out the messages. On the one hand, when I hear people comment that they no longer read channeled messages, it makes me very sad to think of being without all the loving support and encouragement (and humor!) from our Friends in High Places. On the other hand perhaps as Lauren Gorgo said in her last message "This growing distance we are already feeling between our expired life and the new life" is indicative of imminent change in our roles.

I can only speak for myself, of course, and don't have an answer yet, either, for whether to keep sending out the messages or not. Presumably clarity will arrive in Divine Order, but in the meantime I greatly appreciate your being an excellent filter of the messages for me.
Many Blessings,
Dove

[Sowelu]

Thanks so much, cathy, colourmagic and dove!

Well, as I said I actually enjoy putting up the messages here that I do. It's a quiet time relaxing thing for me, usually, and I get to use a little bit of creativity here and there, without it being taxing. Which is nice.

So... though I am still having lots of troubles even getting here sometimes, or staying put on this board sometimes (kicked off server, timing out, etc.) I'm not really "planning" to stop posting. Again, we'll see how it goes.

It is a curiosity to me, of course, why it's so tough for me to use the board, but I guess I'll discover why whenever... lol

I'm so glad to hear that it's useful and helpful to others. I've always felt that if something I do is helpful to just one other, it's completely worth whatever effort is required of me. You know?

So much love and gratitude for you all
Sowelu