New Perspective-Jelaila Starr (Joscelyn)

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New Perspective
Jelaila Starr (Joscelyn)
Thursday, December 24, 2009

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Sitting here watching the birds on the feeder outside my office window, I have both happy and sad feelings about my future. My mood began yesterday after a session with a client. It seems she is going to be the one who takes over for me. When we called in the guides, they were the 9D Nibiruans and Jelaila in particular. As I wrote in Mission Remembered, Jelaila completed her mission and returned home back in 2004. I, Joscelyn, the former soul returned to my body. I later learned that walk-ins can go both ways.

I've been doing clean up work since then and preparing for a new mission. Seems I am not going to do as much or maybe I am; the news that Jelaila is working with another of her aspects was something of a shock to me. I knew the session was as much for me as for my client. I'm in semi-retirement now... whatever that means. At this point I think it means that I'll be doing radio interviews and a few conferences, but no more of the heavy grid and template work. This is my time to focus on my personal needs such as getting rehabbing for my body. I've developed arthritis in my lower back. It's also my time to focus on my personal relationships and strengthen them... something not easy to do with in full work mode. So, I'm happy about that but, at the same time, feeling lost and sad that what had filled my every waking moment is at an end for me.

Jelaila and the other 9D Nibiruans will be training this individual; I feel for her! It's a tough training but I think she will do well. Funny, she so looks like Jelaila, too. I know as time healers, the 9D Nibiruans have multiple aspects of themselves in numerous dimensions so it makes sense that Jelaila would have others here to do the work that needs to be done. Still, I have to admit to a bit of jealousy and feelings of abandonment knowing that those I felt so close to for so many years are moving on. Guess that's normal. Oh, it doesn't mean that I'm put out to pasture completely; just that the close interaction will be less frequent now... in part because I'm well trained and thus, don't need close supervision, and because my work now requires less interaction.

Okay, enough pity party... time to go have some fun. I'm off to see Avatar with my boyfriend of 7 months and his family. He knows me as Joscelyn.

On that note, I guess it's time I follow through on my promise to my dying father to legally reclaim my birth name. That will be one of my New Year's resolutions.


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