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Post by LilliHart on Apr 24, 2006 18:28:53 GMT -5
Well, I do have this very strange feeling...I feel like the umbilical cord has been cut...LOL and for me it was if you read my other post about my experience with my mother.
But this feeling is deeper and very big and somewhat forboding. I was just reading the EC board and MirRa's post about being way for the weekend and then being back and started thinking about how quiet the board has been.
Then the next minute I felt very clearly or perhaps thought the thought of "what would I do if I lost all contact with all of you". And that in some ways is a very weird thought becuase of course this is the ONLY contact I have with you but it has become quite intimate.
And then the next thought/feeing was total aloneness...what if I lost contact with everyone, because so much of my contact is via the computer, the internet and even my telephone contact is through Skype on the computer.
What if the internet went down. It was an ominous and forboding thought and IT DIDN'T COME FROM ME.
I heard it coming through me. Almost like a warning. And it startled me and scared me a little.
There are so many freinds and like minds out there that I have contact with through the internet that I have become somewhat attached...don't want to say dependant but definitely attached.
It would be awful to loose contact and not know what happened to people with whom I have developed these friendships.
Which brings up something I have been thinking about lately. That is the development of community...in 3D...or should I say in the flesh.
It's imporant to have community in the flesh. If the time comes and it darned well might, that we have no long distance contact with friends and family we need to have a community in the present and in the flesh.
I for one actually prefer a virtual community. It allows me the freedoms that I can't seem to obtain with people face to face. So the next leg of the journey...for me is in the flesh...not necked...LOL but touchy feeling here and now.
Unlike Destra, I am staying here on the board. I may waft in and out and sometimes I do actually come here and say nothing. LOL That's for you Sama. ;D
But I will be peeking in and it sure would be nice if someone else was here. It's been so eeeeerily quiet here...
Any way, so much for my blubbering.
Ciao for now.
Liliahnah
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Post by Edward on Apr 24, 2006 21:46:19 GMT -5
Hey, I have skype too. well just got it back and now it should work great since I have cable, before I had problems with dial up and it didnt work all that hot.
I know what you meanl Susan, there is definitely a transition period, a down time so to speak for seemingly everyone here, including myself. It's perhaps a time of preparing I sense, perhaps everyone is gathering their barrings or just mellowing out. But I think you started to hit things on the head with the in the flesh and face to face. I think more initmate contact is indeed forthcoming. It's great to be able to have the internet and chat, via messages and postings but hearing that voice over the phone or even face to face contact really brings that fulfillment and energy to the table more "clearly". I really am excited to see what happens when we go even deeper, with telephathy interaction and more deeper on the empathy side as well. That should give us all a whole new perspective on a lot of things. What a grand experience that is going to be.
Peace, Love and Joy,
Ed
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Post by Sowelu on Apr 24, 2006 23:06:50 GMT -5
There's definitely something different in the air, though exactly what... I'm unsure. I've also sensed some things akin to what you mentioned, Lili, though again... nothing is all that clear. I do know that I've felt far more encouraged to do things in the physical than ever before on this path, without a computer or phone. I happen to be renovating things in the house I live in, so it works out nicely, but my stamina in the physical is increasing daily. It's a strange feeling after so a decade or more of being "inner", though! I had a dream last night that implied there are changes on the horizon that I have deliberately not known about but am now getting clued in to, but with dreams so much is symbolic that there's no telling how it will actually play out physically. I've felt less and less tied to the computer or online communications, for sure, but that's been going on for me for months now, really. Interesting times, certainly. I guess we'll see how things go... soon, perhaps? Hmmm... Thanks for your post, Lili! Love you!  Sowelu |
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Post by sama on Apr 25, 2006 5:09:11 GMT -5
YES, YES, YES! me too. very much so.
and like liliahnah, i would be pretty devastated if the internet went down and we could not keep in touch. one does tend to develop a strange virtual intimacy!
there IS something afoot. no doubt of that. changes for all of us.
it is exciting, but it is also very scarey. and i am not afraid to admit that!
for the first time in this last month, i have felt this deep sense of aloneness, of impending change. and i am not at all sure i like it!
but i am waiting.....
hugs
sama
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Post by ADMIN on Apr 25, 2006 8:32:32 GMT -5
Well, looks like we are all going thru chnages ans as Sowelu states, strange ones for the fact.  As I had mentioned in the Going away post, things are being removed from our circle, those that we no longer need. I guess we are now ready to step to the nnext level. My trip was like a turning point for myself. I decided to cut my trip short and return home, following my inner instincts. My ten year relation has ended, this trip was the eye opening for for this release to happen. I thought I wood be devestated, but no. I feel liberated and peaceful, I feel tha I have entered a new phase./ it is a strange feeling. EVERY THING IS CHANGING, EVERYTHING! I thank my friend/ex-partner for his support during our relationship. I am moving faster and feeling the transformation...yeah! ;D |
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Post by menguard on Apr 25, 2006 13:32:37 GMT -5
We are all in an hour glass as its being turned upside down, so we can re-evaluate our present life situations.The moment is the most important factor in retaining our knowledge of what is to come.
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Post by Nicole on Apr 25, 2006 15:25:21 GMT -5
Something is afoot for sure. I have been darn quiet. I mean I can hardly bother myself to do anything but read. But now, I have all of this stuff to say! LOL Not quite there yet, so that could account for the upcoming whatever it is.
Would people here be comfortable with the moderators keeping a list of contact information just in case we should ever want/need to meet up in the flesh? What we could do is compile it and then make sure each of us has it. In fact, we could even devise a phone tree of sorts in case we ever wanted to use it. If we do it this way it's private even to the other members so your personal contact info isn't roaming around out there.
Just a thought - actually the first one I had while reading.
Love you guys!
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Post by sama on Apr 25, 2006 16:31:21 GMT -5
what a good idea. what about the few in the uk and other countries though? dont think we have the same good value phone packages you have in the states!
hugs
sama
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Post by LilliHart on Apr 25, 2006 20:03:04 GMT -5
Would people here be comfortable with the moderators keeping a list of contact information just in case we should ever want/need to meet up in the flesh? Yes Nicole, I think that's a great idea. I believe I mentioned this a while back in another post but the time wasn't right. It would also serve well for another purpose...that of survival. I have a very, very deep sense of forboding and I don't often get that. A list with contact info not only email but phone numbers and possibly addresses. For me I am alone where I am. I don't mean totally alone but alone from you all. But I would like to be able to know people are safe and ok when the shit hits the fan. A phone tree would be fantastic and someone would have to design it. that way we can at least know that we are all OK. It should have a failsafe mechanism built in. By that I mean that instead of one person calling the next two, two people should be calling the same four so that if something happens to one person the contact doesn't end there. I'm not trying to scare anyone here...Sama...  but being prepared is always wise. I am still completely connected to the computer. My entire life revolves around it but I am finding myself getting very tired of what I am doing and wanting to be away from it...a luxury that I cannot afford now. Maybe we are picking up something and preparing for it psychically. I have not been feeling particularly 'spiritual' lately. Not that I feel at all disconnected but not airy fairy either. Like Sowelu, I am more centered in the physical. The other night I dreamed among other things that I had a close encounter of the 2nd kind...contact through crop circles but they were being drawn in the sky. I know I was being given a download of information. It is a way of communicating. I have felt this feeling every since. I questioned if it was an implant or a reptillian false lead and my answer is unclear. But when I go inside and ask I am being told it is a legitimate communication and to beware. Makes me queasy. so that's my 43 cents. If the moderators could keep a secure contact list then I would be up for it. Now we have to find a way to get that info to them that is also secured...not here for sure. Liliahnah |
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Post by Edward on Apr 25, 2006 20:14:22 GMT -5
Something is afoot for sure. I have been darn quiet. I mean I can hardly bother myself to do anything but read. But now, I have all of this stuff to say! LOL Not quite there yet, so that could account for the upcoming whatever it is. Would people here be comfortable with the moderators keeping a list of contact information just in case we should ever want/need to meet up in the flesh? What we could do is compile it and then make sure each of us has it. In fact, we could even devise a phone tree of sorts in case we ever wanted to use it. If we do it this way it's private even to the other members so your personal contact info isn't roaming around out there. Just a thought - actually the first one I had while reading. Love you guys! This is what I have been longing for, for such a long time. To meet up in the physical, face to face. Peace, Love and Joy, Ed |
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Post by Cherubtree on Apr 26, 2006 7:58:20 GMT -5
Hi Lilli:
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Post by Cherubtree on Apr 26, 2006 8:00:46 GMT -5
Hi Lilli: I have been feeling it all, too..as I always do..  I think this is a great idea to have another way to keep in touch for support if we need it.The last few days have been especially oppressive..I have never felt such pain in my legs...thought it was all emotional. But I support you guys in whtever you do..and if you need to take a break..I support that also. Much Love and admiration for you all, Spiirt  |
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Post by ADMIN on Apr 26, 2006 10:06:48 GMT -5
This may very well explain why we are feeling so strange.
Not to mention that we are in spring and our temp. today will hit almost 90!
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Huge Sunspot Coming
25-Apr-2006
An exceptionally large sunspot has appeared on our side of the sun. Sunspot 875 is already the size of the planet Neptune and is continuing to grow. It has a "beta gamma" magnetic field and presently harbors energy for M Class, or intermediate, solar flares.
The spot has appeared during the solar minimum, and the presence of such a large spot during a time of relative solar inactivity suggests that scientists predicting that the next solar maximum, due in 2011 and 2012, will be a very intense one, are likely to be correct. They have theorized that the next max was likely to start early, and be preceeded by an unsettled minimum
The current sunspot is not expected to cause X-Class solar flares, but that could change if it grows dramatically. Should this happen, there could be an unusual opportunity to observe auroras in the lower 48 states.
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Post by Nicole on Apr 26, 2006 11:44:37 GMT -5
"what a good idea. what about the few in the uk and other countries though? dont think we have the same good value phone packages you have in the states!
hugs
sama"
Well, if the shit hit the fan the last thing I'd be worried about are phone bills! LOL But there is no obligation Sama. We just want to make sure there is info available if the net were down. That's a valid concern I think and not just fear mongering. I mean, my whole life is in email. What if mine goes corrupt! Oh lord! hehehe
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Post by ADMIN on Apr 26, 2006 12:05:42 GMT -5
What we can do is assign a e-mail box where all those who would like to be on the list can send their information.' Once everyone is one the list we can e-mail back everyone with the numbers and we can print them out and save them for just incase.
How about that?
It can be anyone one of us who can do that.
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but being prepared is always wise.
I think this is a great idea to have another way to keep in touch for support if we need it.The last few days have been especially oppressive..I have never felt such pain in my legs...thought it was all emotional. But I support you guys in whtever you do..and if you need to take a break..I support that also.