What's Up On Planet Earth? April 12, 2006

[Sowelu]

 
 
The Temporary "Standstill"                                 April 12, 2006

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When the moon reaches its maximum northern or southern declination, it has what is called a lunar “standstill” similar to that of the sun near solstice. The lunar standstills occur every 18.6 years and were widely known, respected and harmonized with by the ancients.

We are currently in what I would call “standstill” energy. To eliminate confusion, I'm not saying that we are currently in the lunar 18.6 year cycle……. I am just using this as an example of how our current energy feels. It is like the space in between spaces, the perfect temperature of no temperature, the space of bliss and contentment, the space of no movement. The space where the pendulum has stopped, if only briefly before it again begins movement. If you are not currently having this experience, you can experience this energy if you choose to…….I will tell you how further along.

April 6th brought in a very powerful energy. Over the week-end the debris or fallout from this horrendous movement began to manifest. Some may have not felt this energetic cleansing or severe surge, while others did. A day later things calmed down, but then, as always, on its heels came the alignment and manifestations resulting from this new energy arriving.

For the first 6 months of 2006, we will be readying and adjusting for the big manifestations to come in June/July and through to August. We have come far with detoxing, a great time of waning energy and removal and loss with nothing seeming to arrive, and great changes in direction. All is always in order. This process knows what it is doing and it is doing it well. Part of the readiness involves the energy surges. These surges serve to uplift the vibration of ourselves and the planet. They have arrived and will continue to arrive intermittently until the summer months. They are preparing us.

This last surge bumped us up in vibration again and caused more movement, fallout or rather, placed us in higher ways of being. Although these times can be unpleasant, we are always bumped up higher and usually feel much better after we align. Quite frankly, I love the ascension process as it is so natural and always in order. All one needs to do is to follow the lead of the energies, be open to what they are offering you, and go along for the ride. No planning, agenda, meddling or interference from ego required. If you can be willing to accept what is occurring, see what the energies are highlighting for you, make the appropriate changes, and let go, you can experience these changes rather quickly and then be poised in your very new position with a much higher connection to Source. In this way, you will always feel better and better as time goes on.

The surge of April 6th (sounds like a natural disaster or something!) brought in a great amount of light that illuminated much. These surges really force us to see what is really going on and give us an opportunity to really get real . As the vibrations of the planet increase exponentially, everything becomes magnified. When a surge occurs, we can really see what we are about as our outside reality suddenly manifests very clearly what we are vibrating personally. What is happening is that the universe is very lovingly supporting us in creating and manifesting what is true for us. What a wonderful opportunity for getting a very clear view of what we are about………and what an opportunity as well to make some changes and clear out the old.

So what about getting real this time? Well……..What are your relationships about? Do you have an agenda for each one? Are you in them for reasons of need? Are you “using” another or letting another “use” you? Do you have a very hidden and subconscious reason for maintaining your friendships? In the higher realms, relationships revolve around pure and simple love for one another. If you are not interacting with others from this space, it will become very clear as you progress into a more highly evolved human. Your relationships will blow up in your face if you are not here. A genuine caring for others is a higher way, and in addition, are your friends genuinely caring about you?

As for your work or your “contribution”……….are you creating or “working” for the money? Is that your agenda? Are you doing things for other reasons than for the pure joy of them? Are you going down a winding road to get anywhere instead of going in one straight shot of pure vibration? In the higher realms it is very simple…..no doing this in order to get that or manipulating or rationalizing or making excuses.

In the higher realms, everything is done for the very pure purpose of pleasure, joy, connection to Source and to the real you. This is the “hidden agenda.” This is the higher space. If you have been having unpleasant experiences or crashes and calamities, most likely it is in relation to the part of you that is connected to and involved in “the old world.” These are the lower vibrations that no longer match us and they then result in collisions, unpleasantness, mishaps and disappointments.

As we see-saw our way to the higher realms reality, we let go, move “up,” tweak what we choose to keep in order to ensure a better fit with the higher ways, and continue on with this process. Although a slow process of zigzagging, we need to continually adjust as the old falls away and no longer functions for us. And during this time we are also creating the New. Let go, align with the New, create the New and repeat this process.

After this last energy surge, I was motivated to clean my entire house (a lower manifestation of purification). Letting go of some of the illusions that I had been allowing in my life greatly helped as well. This bump up and clearing then resulted in a feeling of a very clean, shiny New reality for me. Did you all feel it as well? In addition, when I was out in nature today, things looked very clear . I would imagine that many of you have had this experience as well…….when everything looks very focused (literally visually, not metaphorically). It is as if you are wearing a very New pair of glasses that are correcting your vision and you can now see every detail of every rock formation in the distance. While I was lying on the riverbank today, a hawk flew overhead. I could see every feather on his belly in great detail. It was glorious.

So how, then, to intentionally arrive in the space of bliss? Just go there. It's that easy. Just let everything around you go for a moment or a day and place yourself in a situation that will make you feel great. The world will not end if you are no longer in the lower, denser vibrations. Frequently I turn off my phones, shut down the computer and just be . Today I spent my usual time in nature lying on the riverbank in the ancient lands with no one around for miles. The nature community and I had a wonderful time playing and communing and talking. We were simply being . Even the star beings came and we simply hung out with absolutely no agenda except for the agenda of basking. The peace and joy and gratitude for the beauty around me and the gratitude for the earth existing were profound indeed. Even the gentle breeze felt like pure heaven. It was divinely blissful. These pockets of heaven are there for us all. We need just find a way to tap into them. Know that all your needs are now and will always be met, trust and trust and trust, connect to whatever lights you up, give yourself permission to support yourself in making yourself feel great, and simply soak up the higher realms. Leave it all behind and know this is where you really reside.

As we “standstill” poised on the ridgeline of a very New beginning, the energy surges will eventually come again. We are moving into very New roles as the advent of creating the New Planet Earth is rapidly ascending upon us. Each of these steps or phases is vitally necessary. We cannot rush the process. We need to be very ready and in alignment for what is to come in regard to our New roles. We are going to need to be creating from our connection to ourselves in regard to Source and not from our ego selves. This connection needs to be very pure. This is why this preparation period is so necessary. We are really being supported here even if it may not feel like it.

With all the letting go we can at times feel very ungrounded as we are no longer connected to our old securities. But as we progress ever so surely, we become connected more and more to a much higher source and in this, we can feel the bliss, the trust, and the absolute knowing that all is in order and that we will always be provided for. If your money source seems to be drying up, know that it is only because you are leaving one means of support in readiness for another. In our very New roles, our sources of support will come from very different connections. We need to be very poised in all ways for these New roles, as come summer, there will be manifestations and occurrences that will blow our minds. The purer and more connected we are, the more blissful and pleasant the manifestations. Would you want to be creating from a place of density and illusions? Would you want to be creating a very unpleasant scenario because it is what your limited ego mind insisted upon?


Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times. Until next time,

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[LilliHart]

As usual, Karen and I are going through so many of the same things at the same time and I have a story to share to illustrate it.

On Ap 7, day after this big new energy came in I was out and about with my daughter and mother who has come to visit. It has not been pleasant, as a matter of fact it's been boardering on sheer hell.

My daughter and I went off to do some errands and mom went for sightseeing and shopping with our driver.

When my daughter and I arrive back home hours later we we greeted by a horror. Our septic tank for our condo had collapsed and flooded my place washing refuse and other vile matter into the storage area under our stairs.

Stored there was my entire lifetime of my art work, my children's art work and all the family pictures as well as a few other things. All were in cardboard boxes and all were made of paper some in frames and others in portfolios. I am talking hundreds of pieces of art. All soaking up shit and piss in 4 or more inches of liquid slime.

Voila! Instant Armaggeddon for us.

We had our maid and several other helpers from the complex drag all this filth out into the car port and were tearing at the boxes with bare hands to try to save things. We were ripping the pictures out of their frames and managed to salvage a few of the photos, the kids' graduation pictures and a few baby pictures.

None of the art work was salvagable. All gone in a moment.

My mother arrived on the scene an in her narcissistic and self agrandizing way managed to get me screaming at the top of my lungs to get away and leave and both my daughter and i were sobbing for a life lost.

I saw the way I had identified myself for many, many years just melt into a mass of slime. The artist, the mom all gone.

And in the midst of the worst box of all the entire box of professionally framed pictures was destroyed except for two.

The two were completely dry, never touched by the filth and in completely perfect condition. There sitting there were the only two photos of ME that I have allowed anyone to take for the last 20 years. The humor and irony of this did not escape me nor did the lesson of the day.

At first I thought this was a cleansing, as washing away of the past until I later realized it was the opposite and so very much more.

All week since that incident I struggled with my myriad feelings over my mother...the woman who has single handedly been able to undo me where no one else on the planet in this life or any other has ever been able to do so.

I have a love hate relationship with her that goes way beyond words and frankly I dislike her intensely although feel deeply for her at the same time.

I finally came to realize that the 'incident' symbolized not a cleansing but a representation of me standing, yes still standing in the middle of a pile of shit...shit that she shat on me for my entire lifetime and me taking it over and over again and bathing in it...hating her for it... and never, never seeing the truth.

Someone asked me yesterday what was it I wanted from her when I agreed to incarnate into her family this time around. They asked me what my contract with her was. It took me a while but I have finally figured it out and it was there all along.

Like my unscathed photos I agreed to allow her to spew shit at me and around me for a lifetime and my job? ...was to figure out that in the end I would come out like my two photos...complete intact and unscathed.

I am now beginning to see the roles being played out and beginning to realize her sacrifice to offer me the ground on which I walk in dignity and with strength.

Sevearl weeks ago I dreamt about her and in the end of the dream I was looking at her in the eye and all of a sudden she pulled the veil off and became a 12 foot tall white lion. I almost had a heart attack in my dream and awoke intstantly. I knew then and now that i had never had another incarnation with her previous to this one.

I never understood who she was or why she was in my life until now. She was my partner on my home planet I believe who agreed to come here to help me become the human vessel I am who walks the lion's path. After all I am pure feline and there are not too many of us incarnate now. So it was with one of my own that I needed to find the support necessary to come into 3-D and fully ground myself.

So now my life begins again. And I need some help. If you are really familiar with working the formula of compassion I would like some help in running it on my mother. I have so many issues and so much 'stuff'' that i have processed over the years, but this visit with her and this 'incident' and its ensuing ah-has has prfoundly ruffled my feathers...or should i say my fur.

Please write to me either here or privately and let me know if you would be able to help me work through the formula. I do not have a lot of experience using it and feel deeply that I need and want to use it in this situation.

There is still something missing in my realization. I still am not completely clear on the bigger picture, on the pre-life contract with my mother here in 3D and also i am not complete with the steps to release myself and her from the contractual agreements made elsewhere.

Thanks...MEOW
Lili

[destra]

I don't know about a forumla of compassion Lili, i'd only be able to say follow your heart, not the egotistical emotional aspect of it, but the enlightened loving aspect of it.

I wish you nothing but joy and revelation; i've been there with my own mother, and after 34 years of trying to understand her hold on me, and the sick attachment we had for one another, i've been able to release pretty much everything that i'd been holding on to. She is still very much the same manipulative alcoholic, abusive, confused, sometimes volatile woman she has been for the last 20+ years.... But I handle her differently now. In altering my perception and reactions to her, I was able to free myself of the negative "hold" she had on me.

What has helped me is being honest with myself about my feelings. My feelings are the truest gage of how I am feeling, on every level. So the negative feelings are faced head on, and I spend time looking at things from all angles, putting myself in the shoes of everyone involved in whichever incident I am working on. I find when I can see the greater picture, as you've done in realizing your mother is a close soul friend/family member of yours, and remember that everything does happen for a reason, it is easier to get to the heart of a matter within myself.

I hope your flooding woes work out fast. I'm so sorry you had to lose so many treasures of the heart, I can also relate to that. However, as you know, things are just another part of the illusion. Your art will always remain a magical entity within your being.

Have a spectacular day Lili

Much Light & Love,
Destra

[Sowelu]

((((((Hugs, Lili!))))))

How awful! I'm so sorry you went through this! I have an intensely deep bond with my own mother that was initially "all the pain and horror in my life" but is now a wonderful sweet nurturing connection for me. May you process through and gain all the benefit that is there for you in your relationship to your mother. (((Hugs!)))

I am not so used to using the formula of compassion as I've always had my own version within to work from, but there are a few on this board who are. I hope they've either contacted you privately or will. ((((((Hugs!))))))

You probably know this, but just in case not, the formula is listed here on the forum.

Much love!
Sowelu

[Nicole]

I'm a pro at it Lili (Formula) and would be glad to help in any way you need. Just let me know.

Congratulations on beginning a life free of old baggage - new life indeed!

[LilliHart]

Hi all,
Well I guess this thread should really be in the emotional clearing area but since it started here will continue with it here and if someone wants to move it go forth. But since much of this was triggered by Karen, who, btw, told me years ago in the reading she did for me when we were buds, that I would be doing exactly this in this time frame...spookieeeee!

Here is a copy of something I wrote earlier today to a freind who graciously let me bleed on her for a bit.

You know...<hope you don't mind me processing a little here> It's interesting about my mother. I keep asking what is the contract between us and what did I come in to learn from her? I have had some revelations that have been most suprising and unnerving.

For one thing I had a dream about a week ago about her and in it she removed the veil and I found out she is a VERY high level Paschat (feline) from Lyra, male and most probably King or mate of Liliahnah. Also discovered that I have never incarnated with her before. At least not other than as Lyrans.

Then I get from her last week this line among other lines of utter crap..." I am not at all spiritual." Now in my long and not always wonderful life here this time I have NEVER met ANYONE who would say or admit that. It's almost a given that all people think they are spiritual in one way or another. I could accept when she said she didn't understand many of the terms I use but to say that tweaked a chord in me that I couldn't make it stop resonnating.

So I had to look deeper. She is the most dense, unaware individual I have ever met. The veil is drawn so thickly upon her that it's like cream cheese on a bagel. And if that wasn't so tasty it would be disgusting if you know what I mean. She is completely and absolutely impenetrable and so much in 3D that it is almost suspicious at this time of energetic movement, so this too had me even more interested.

Last night I got some of the picture...when I asked what I came to learn at her feet I was told that SHE didn't come to learn anything but to teach me and others...with her impenetrability and unavailability. I came to learn, in part, how to be OK without being taken care of... how to be so separate I am a world of my own...a universe of my own...and in so learning/ remembering this I would realize an interesting and ironic aspect of the ALL ONE...that he/she/it is ALL ONE and ONLY ONE and that as a sentient being so am I. IT is not unity consciousness as preached by the masses that we are all aspects of the ONE and that together we are all one. It is the ultimate UNITY consciousness that we are EACH ONE...SEPARATE...not all bunched up in a sardine can as ONE. We are separate and in our separateness we are complete and whole and ONE and complete and bingo that's it!

Now I have known this intellectually and it sounds so boobed out and trite as I write it but I really got it now on a very different soul level of KNOWINGNESS! (Remember the Circle of One Initiation? Well this is obviously the next phase of that initiation for me). And the other aspect is once we get this then there is a CHOICE whether or not to join with others. (And if we choose to stay by ourselves it doesn't mean we are advocating seperation...that is the BIGGIE!) This talk of divine love being all there is is mostly New Age hooey. The truth is that there really is only ONE and we are it and I am it...for me that is. An that is the divine wind blowing and the divine love glowing. And everything else is a reflection of my ONEness in my creation... and I guess in everyone else's creation. But what is interesting is not the crebral aspect of this because that is out there all over the place. It's the sheer IS-NESS OF IT ALL. Almost no words to describe it...That's why I must write the meditations for the stargate I witnessed on the equinox.

My mother, who has been in diguise right under my eyes as a Leo in this life time and always innocently said she was a royal cat (groan) volunteered to go deep, deep under the veil to help me remember the beginning of the game that I helped to create.

I have held on to her even though I have hated her and disliked her intensely. I have been so afraid to let go of her and of my daughter in particular who is much like her and myself, believing I couldn't go on alone without them. And now I realize I am fine and will be fine and have always been fine and it sounds so trite but in truth it is the biggest ah ha of all.

To really grok that we are god, to totally know that we can be completely separate and be completely ONE and whole and to be able to choose whether or not we want to join with others in the divine cosmic dance is amazing and not just a little profound. I have had similar mind benders before but not for a long time so this is fun.

I have always suspected there was/is something not quite right with this unity consciousness. It disallows the individual their complete and sole autonomy. This is the ascenscion. It is now for me not in 2012. I have been trained for this all my life and I just am not quite sure what to do with it. But I am sure my helpers and guides won't let me get away with this and not spread the word.

The stargate vision I had and the ensuing information I have gained since then all pointed to this. I have walked back and forth through the stargate through many dimensions in the last few weeks. What a trip that is to do. After mom leaves I will work on the series of meditaitons to help others learn what I have learned... a very private awakening.

And sadly, in some ways, the next step in my awareness is to recognize and release my mother from the contract we made...and in doing so I know that I will release her from the bondage of the 3D body she is in. She goes home in less than 2 days and we still cannot make peace. But my vision has changed and I am just so happy and detached that it is ok so I know all wellness will follow. I am very sad. And I feel I may never see her again. She is a very healthy 85 y.o. but ... well you know.

I would like to see my mother make ascension. She deserves it for taking on this role in this life. Especially if this is the only incarnation on earth she has had. She has had to allow herself to be locked down and put up with a major amount of shit not only from me and my brother but from my father and many, many other people because she is so shut down. I would like to help to liberate her from her own darkness if she can allow for a bit of light to enter.

And maybe i will see her again after the healing...because in truth I can't bear to see her go...it's the human baby sniffle face in me. The sucky little putz. And under it all I love the being that chose to come in and play this role for me and am just beginning to understand what she had to do to be that person.

I suffered through my lifetime in my separateness from her, from source and from self and the irony is that I have discovered incontrovertly ( is that a word?) that I had arrived right from the beginning and just didn't know it. I have always said I was born with memories in tact without the veil and now i see my mother was responsible for me taking up the veil in this life to protect the illusion I had for myself and to create the illusion of protection for rmyself. and I never needed it to begin with...only to realize I was home all along. Hot diddling DAMN!

And the joke was on me. I wrote the scirpt, acted in the play and took the bows...all at my own expense.

HAHAHAHA!

Liliahnah

[Nicole]

Lili,

Also check this out...

www.bluestarhome.net/articles/navigatingemotionalclearing.html

Maybe it will shed some light for you?

[Sowelu]

Wow, Lili. That is just awesome. Amazing insights and shifts! YOU ROCK, you know! ((((((Hugs!))))))

Love you!
Sowelu

[MarliesC]

Wow, Lili. I had goosbumps going up and down my spine reading your insights. Thank you so much. You have shed a lot of light on some spots in my life.

Hugs,
Marlies

[AgeA]

IT is not unity consciousness as preached by the masses that we are all aspects of the ONE and that together we are all one. It is the ultimate UNITY consciousness that we are EACH ONE...SEPARATE...not all bunched up in a sardine can as ONE. We are separate and in our separateness we are complete and whole and ONE and complete and bingo that's it!

WhooHooo Lili, I applaud you! Those are Golden words!


Orancia
ONEness in Infinite Diversity

[magic]

Thanks Sowelu for the post on whats been happening on earth. It's answered so many of my questions. I was feeling these intense vibes of being stuck and have been working through letting go of so many of my fears and worries.

So much is changing so fast and I can feel these intensities on and off. I was wondering where all the flowers I use to see in my mind went. I use to se flowers blooming in my meditations and they stopped for a while but I am sure they will be back. I know I will get back into the momentum again whith these intense energies coming in I feel better already its been a doozy. I hope everyone is doing well I know everyone is going through alot right now. Lots of Love

Magic:)
P.S. Miss you Oranica love ya;)

[LilliHart]

Yes this has been an awesome experience. I will share a little more of it.

I started to use the Formula of Compassion and at first had a really hard time tapping in to what it was I had wanted from a bigger picture and then of course what our contracts were with one another. It plagued me for the last couple days of her stay and I knew I had to do this work before she left.

Much sleep was lost and I was in a daze for days over it. I worked and worked and rung my hands, had to avoid her because I was a powder keg and every time she came near me, which was every day because she was in my house I exploded and was a nasty bitch and got it back in spades.

Finally, two nights before she had to leave I finally laid down and begged for help from my guides and friends on the other side, HS and God him/her/itself. I was told point blank that she was scheduled to die in a plane crash the day she left and that I was the only person who could change that. you can imagine that I freaked out completely. I had always been told and believed that we cannot dictate or have a say in the life and death process of another at that level.

Of course we can go out and shoot or strangle someone in 3D but if their life contract says they will go on such and such a day/time then I was told another person had no control over that so you can imagine my shock at being told otherwise. If I didn't have complete and utter faith in my guides and know beyond any shadow of a doubt that they were always 100$ accurate and I could completely trust them I would have screamed bullshit and pulled out the bottle for a good slug.

But not being a drinker and also knowing that I was hearing the truth and viewing the life contracts from the hall of records I begged for help. They kept telling over and over to look at what I had asked for as a lesson to remember as the key. They were speaking to me so clearly and so loud that it was as though there were in the room with me in 3D.

Icouldn't quite get it. I got little things but I knew inside it wasn't right. Then they told me to look at my relationship with my kids and my greatest fears. I looked and what I saw was that over their lives my greatest fear regarding them was loosing them...to death. And I began to realized I was also afraid to loose my mother. And it was very weird because even though she is going to be 85 she is very youthful and in very good health so I have never really considered loosing her as an option.

Talk about a fantasy world of my own! So I fell asleep with these thoughts and had a dream. The part that was relevant and that I remembered was that I was driving a huge black cadillac (never in real life would I) and the back right hand side door was open. I was at a standstill and she was standing outside the door ready to get into the back seat. I started to drive before she could get in and she called to me. I didn't slow down. i just yelled 'come on mom, just jump in'. She tried running along side the car and tried to jump on board and fell along side and the last thing I remember seeing was her very long finger nails painted bright red with nail polish. I woke up in shock and guilt and crying.

And then I knew! In a flash what our contract was and what it was I wanted to learn. i kept feeling intense fear about her dying in a plane crash the next day and the guides told me to change the thought. Pick a new time line. What did I want. I told them if I had my choice I would have her live and not die, have her experience joy and peace and also to be able to joyfully go through ascension this time around. I told them I wanted to let her go. And then the ah-has started pouring in.

I finally knew and realized that the lesson I wanted to learn was that I wanted to be able to let go and know that I would be ok alone. That I would able to live without her..and without my kids and not be so totally overwhelmed with grief that I would want to kill myself. I wanted to remember that I WAS ok alone and that I would always be alone and OK and that I was whole in my aloneness and didn’t need anyone to take care of me or be there for me...and I also wanted to remember that it ws OK for me to be able to ask for help and receive it and to love and be ok being vulnerable and needing to be loved...the flip side of the same coin.

And I saw the contract and that mom and my kids too had the same contract with me, to be able to let go and be OK doing so. It’ funny how attached we get in 3D and how we really believe in stuff which is complete and total crap. Stuff that we are told and then we buy it with the farm and are trapped emotionally until we process it out.

I have worked on this stuff and released for over 20 years and this still lingered. As I laid their my guides told me to look and I saw the contract between us dissolve. Literally dissolve and become pure light. We all just stood there in the light and i knew it was over.

They told me I DID have a choice regarding another person’s outcome. That choice is choosing another time line in which to participate and working through any issues that would block the time line from coming into being. Once that was done it was considered a new reality within the multiplicity of possibilities and probabilities. I chose and so the outcome manifested the next day.

I went down stairs and told my mother I was sorry for a million and one things and that I was mostly sorry for hurting her with my words. I told her that although we were oil and water on the surface that I loved her and was intensely grateful for what she had done for me. I realized that she had made some huge sacrifices to be as dense and limited in this life time as she had. What was interesting was how she immediately changed. She was lighter and her face was filled with light and joy. We both cried and hugged. I have never hugged her or told her I loved her before.

I designed in my mind how I wanted to see the next day going to the airport and dealing with it and her getting home and it was really quite amazing what happened.

For one thing, where I live the airport is a complete mob scene, an utter zoo. There are armed guards and thousands of people and lines that can take 3-4 hours to get through. We go there and there was NO ONE there. We went through all the lines, her luggage was not searched which they do to EVERYONE...a hand search before you even check in. she upgraded to first class and was through all the lines and on her way to security in 20 minutes.

At security she went through and I asked if I could go behind the lines and wave goodbye and that is a BIG NO NO and they let me and chatted with me on top of it. There was no one else going through security which usually has hundreds of people on the line. We were in and out in 30 minutes and she was at the gate.

And to boot, her plane left a 3rd world airport 30 minute ahead of schedule and landed 45 minutes early. Unbelievable. I have been through this airport several times and taken the same flight and this was truly a miracle.

Since then I have been much less tense about letting my kids do their own thing and I have felt much safer and more secure in knowing that they are ok and will remain so as will my mother.

This has been an amazing process for me. For me it took over 55 years to get to the point where I was willing to do this process and a day and a half to process it to fruition and completion. I believe it went quickly because I was ready to dive in and also because of the previous clearing work I have done which made the space available for me. i am pretty fearless when it comes to this work so when it came up to consciousness I just jumped in. It wasn’t fun and it wasn’t painless but it was worth it.

What really amazes me is the hold that this previous belief had on me and how I was a slave to my own belief and my own reality.

In What the Bleep they ask, ‘why do we continue to recreate the same reality over and over especially if we hate where we are in it and how it makes us feel?’

The answer is ‘habit’ and an inability to recognize that habit for what it is...a false belief that has become real for us.

So that’s the next stage in the saga. Thanks for letting me share this here on the board.
Sometimes it is necessary to have our realities and our healing witnessed just so we can believe it ourselves. You have all been my witnesses and I am very grateful for the chance to share my healing with you. I hope it helps someone else out there to read through this and know it is possible to make sweeping changes of this nature.

Love and hugs,

Liliahnah signing off.

[LilliHart]

Just in case someone reads this and want's to comment, I am letting you all know that comments are welcome.

Lili