Post by Sowelu on Dec 14, 2005 12:55:12 GMT -5
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My Dear Friends:
By now, you are beginning to become aware of a subtle but powerful force at work within your universe. This is the arrival of Multidimensional Awareness. Your physical vehicle is beginning to transform as well. Now is a period of reconstructive "surgery, as the form experiences the altering of itself genetically from one "now moment" to the next. Dreams signal the departure from known territory and there is subliminal indication that the "internal landscape" is changing too.
One of the most notable changes will be the tendency for allergic reactions to foods, objects, or substances in the environment. One physical result of these allergies will be for the Body to experience periodic WATER RETENTION which, at times, produces unpleasant effects. At night, there may be surges of energy or a physical feeling of becoming spacey and "diffuse." Some will feel as though they are "dying." These symptoms are all CONNECTED.
The Oneself Body is, quite literally, slowly TURNING TO CRYSTAL. The retention of water is the beginning of this transformation. Water is LIQUID CRYSTAL. During key times, the Higher Self will create the proper balance of electrical conduction for each person to get "previews" of the Grand Acceleration that will be the completed TRANSFORMATION. This is your Higher Self's way of letting your Ego "open the gift" slowly and savor the experience.
THE ANXIETY OF WAKING
Of particular note at this time, is the pervasive sense of anxiety that will be felt. It is an emotional version of that certain sensation a person might experience when novocaine is beginning to wear off after a tooth has been filled. It is a sign of the dissolution of internalized "sleeping pills," which were installed in consciousness at the beginning of this current Limitation Experience. When it first appears, the Ego will interpret these anxious feelings as "fear." In later stages, when the consciousness is more awake, you will learn to recognize the sensation as "excitement." These two emotions are really flip sides of the same coin.
The "sleeping pills," installed by parents, teachers, and other significant caretakers, were various forms of internal invalidation---a questioning of the child's viewpoint and reality. These invalidations included the denigration of certain spirit "friends," fairies, elves, guides, and the like. The consciousness, as it awakens, will be marked by many "blank spaces" in the memory---real experiences that were erased. The decision to conform and deny internal reality was made by the child, in a moment of time, in order to survive. But it was also part of an intricate plan YOU DESIGNED in order to keep yourself focused here in physical form.
Now that you are reaching a stage where spiritual sleep is no longer required, the most powerful hindrance to further growth is your FEAR OF BEING TAKEN OVER by what you have always perceived as an inner volcano of passionate energy. What you may have failed to notice is the fact that this energy is actually a more expanded LEVEL OF YOURSELF. It is the awakening of TRUE DESIRE AND EXCITEMENT that represents an awareness that your will and "God's Will" are ONE and the same.
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