Post by Sowelu on Jun 8, 2005 16:56:22 GMT -5
Excerpted from here: crimsoncircle.com/channelseries/embodiment/10embodiment05-05.htm
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Your reality right now is set up in a series of controls that you have on yourself. One of the most amusing ones is you control yourselves so much, control that you won’t even let yourself get angry. You say you’re a spiritual person, “God doesn't get angry." Well, God does get angry. God allows that. God embodies that. God loves getting angry, but it does not have to be manifested in the type of ways that you would consider to be harmful for others.
You try to hold it in. Shaumbra, do something in these next 30 days. Try not to hold it in. Try to tell someone exactly how you're feeling. You try to mince your words. You try to control. You say, “Well, I do this out of love."
But, it is not love at all. You are choking yourself, and you are literally choking that other person.
But, you say, “Tobias, now if I practice this all at once, and I take off all of the controls, I may just walk out the door and hit someone. I may say something to someone that I’ve wanted to say for a long time, but I haven't because I don’t want to hurt them." Indeed, what a wonderful experience… being honest… being open… letting the energy flow unrestricted!
You say, “But if I take off the controls, I know I will run home, and I will raid that refrigerator for all of the chocolate… and all of the cake… and all of the pie… and chocolate chip cookies… and perhaps a glass of wine to wash every one down (some laughter). I have to control myself, Tobias. I have to control myself. I have to control my body, for if I don’t it is going to do all sorts of funny things on me. I have to be socially polite. I have to… I can’t let out those little noises in public (more laughter). I have to control myself. "
Shaumbra, you don't have to control a thing anymore. Now, that is a big step. That is a huge step. That is a step that most other humans couldn't even imagine. But, we’re at that point now. Can you let go of the controls?
What are the controls? What is control? Well, it’s a limitation of energy. It is a way of the inner being literally trying to hold onto its identity. As we have said before, in the Old Energy every entity identity will try to preserve its own self… you see.
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Your reality right now is set up in a series of controls that you have on yourself. One of the most amusing ones is you control yourselves so much, control that you won’t even let yourself get angry. You say you’re a spiritual person, “God doesn't get angry." Well, God does get angry. God allows that. God embodies that. God loves getting angry, but it does not have to be manifested in the type of ways that you would consider to be harmful for others.
You try to hold it in. Shaumbra, do something in these next 30 days. Try not to hold it in. Try to tell someone exactly how you're feeling. You try to mince your words. You try to control. You say, “Well, I do this out of love."
But, it is not love at all. You are choking yourself, and you are literally choking that other person.
But, you say, “Tobias, now if I practice this all at once, and I take off all of the controls, I may just walk out the door and hit someone. I may say something to someone that I’ve wanted to say for a long time, but I haven't because I don’t want to hurt them." Indeed, what a wonderful experience… being honest… being open… letting the energy flow unrestricted!
You say, “But if I take off the controls, I know I will run home, and I will raid that refrigerator for all of the chocolate… and all of the cake… and all of the pie… and chocolate chip cookies… and perhaps a glass of wine to wash every one down (some laughter). I have to control myself, Tobias. I have to control myself. I have to control my body, for if I don’t it is going to do all sorts of funny things on me. I have to be socially polite. I have to… I can’t let out those little noises in public (more laughter). I have to control myself. "
Shaumbra, you don't have to control a thing anymore. Now, that is a big step. That is a huge step. That is a step that most other humans couldn't even imagine. But, we’re at that point now. Can you let go of the controls?
What are the controls? What is control? Well, it’s a limitation of energy. It is a way of the inner being literally trying to hold onto its identity. As we have said before, in the Old Energy every entity identity will try to preserve its own self… you see.
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