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THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series: SHOUD 10: "I AM Authentic" - Featuring Adamus Saint-Germain, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Questions and Answers
Presented to the Crimson Circle
May 6, 2006[/b]
www.crimsoncircle.com
I am, yes I am, Adamus Saint-Germain. I AM authentic, and you are becoming also.
Before we begin with our questions on this day, let us talk for a moment more about this whole concept of authentic. Most humans do not make choices in their life. They simply go through life. I suppose that in itself is a choice, but not a very enlightened or liberated choice. Most humans don’t consciously make choices about what they want to do, or how they want to express themselves in this lifetime. They get caught into their cycles, they get caught into their dramas, and pretty soon they’re making no choice at all. They are simply experiencing life but from a very nonauthentic point of view.
Being authentic means taking a look at your life – your life from the creator standpoint. It means taking a look at the choices that you are making without blaming them on anyone else, without judging yourself, without assigning an attribute of right or wrong. It simply is. With that basis, then you make a choice for yourself, not for others. Don’t include any others in this choice making, but only for yourself. And then allow that choice to begin unfolding. Allow it to come into your life. That is being authentic. Choosing for yourself. Being a deliberate and conscious creator without the judgment, without all of the overlays, simply choosing what it is that you want.
The challenge is doing it in duality, doing it in this everyday world of yours surrounded by people who are still very much into their old issues. Surrounded by the old energy, surrounded by all of the poles and influences and all of the other things that do make it difficult. But that is where you can truly learn as a creator what it is like to return to your essence. Be authentic. If you can do it in the midst of all of this other noise and all of these other overlays, then you have truly done something miraculous.
And with that, let us begin with the questions.
LINDA: Okay, I know this was meant for you although it says dear Geoffrey and dear Tobias.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): So many hours we listen to the words of Cauldre, Tobias, Saint-Germain and other entities and we try to make the good feelings and visions come true, but now every one of us is very disappointed. Why? Well, first when you try to go to the CC site and want to go to the channelings, you must now log in with a password. We thought the channelings are free for everyone. Okay, maybe you don’t have to pay but you must register or you don’t have the chance to hear and read the channelings anymore. How does that agree with the statement, it’s free for everyone? For me it looks like the Crimson Circle becomes mightiful. Second, all the last years we were told that we can change future life for us and for mankind here on Mother Earth. So everyone who listened to the channelings, and there are so many people in the world who did, worked hard on himself and herself and with other people because we trusted you. That those who just believe in money, power, weapons and so on have to leave their positions and life will become more fair and social for all mankind. And now you tell us well done but there’s a new decision for you to accept and no one of you will have the chance of seeing and feeling better life. But thank you for all of the work you’ve done. In 50 or 60 years, maybe your children have another chance. What do you think we are? For me and most of the friends, we don’t trust the Crimson Circle anymore. It seems CC only is becoming another powerful organization but not to help all mankind. It’s sad it looks like this, but I hope one day the real truth will be given to all mankind. Sadly, Janz.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Today I am seeking guidance and direction that I need to take right now and in the immediate future about my marriage.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m exhausted. Why? (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like clarity, perhaps validation, about my home situation and my upcoming move.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Would my new house lend itself as a healing center? I feel there’s something special there and do I need to pay attention to my health at this time?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I purchased a puppy a couple of months ago. He has a horrible cough that we’re not able to get rid of. We’ve used homeopathic, we’ve used herbs, we’ve used antibiotics. And he also likes to crap in my son’s room. Could you give me any advice?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m a single mother of three young children from two different fathers. I often have the feeling that raising my kids in this situation is putting too much strain on me and it prevents me from being totally free. Somehow it feels like I’m stuck in my own creation. Can you enlighten me here?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like to have some input or feedback on the problems I’m having with digestion and eating, assimilating, eliminating everything that’s coming through me or not coming through me. Why has it gotten worse lately? Is it specifically what I’m eating or belief systems I’m stuck with? Or maybe as I move into New Energy, it will heal itself.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (from the Internet, read by Linda): The last 15 years have been one continuous clearing process for me. However, I find that the deep influence that my family has had on me, I have not been able to transcend. I still feel inadequate and worthless. Can you give me some guidance on how to move past this?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I wondered if you could clarify something for me. I’ve been learning that you are what you think. That you draw people and experiences to yourself, how you think ...
LINDA: She’s brand new. She’s never going to come back again (laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (from the Internet, read by Linda): You tell us over and over again that Shaumbra should work independent. I’m working in a homeless institution and at the moment I haven’t any desire, idea, ability or need to work independent. What can you tell me about my job? I feel that I can do so much valuable work there. Does my work have any kind of background?
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THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series: SHOUD 10: "I AM Authentic" - Featuring Adamus Saint-Germain, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Questions and Answers
Presented to the Crimson Circle
May 6, 2006[/b]
www.crimsoncircle.com
I am, yes I am, Adamus Saint-Germain. I AM authentic, and you are becoming also.
Before we begin with our questions on this day, let us talk for a moment more about this whole concept of authentic. Most humans do not make choices in their life. They simply go through life. I suppose that in itself is a choice, but not a very enlightened or liberated choice. Most humans don’t consciously make choices about what they want to do, or how they want to express themselves in this lifetime. They get caught into their cycles, they get caught into their dramas, and pretty soon they’re making no choice at all. They are simply experiencing life but from a very nonauthentic point of view.
Being authentic means taking a look at your life – your life from the creator standpoint. It means taking a look at the choices that you are making without blaming them on anyone else, without judging yourself, without assigning an attribute of right or wrong. It simply is. With that basis, then you make a choice for yourself, not for others. Don’t include any others in this choice making, but only for yourself. And then allow that choice to begin unfolding. Allow it to come into your life. That is being authentic. Choosing for yourself. Being a deliberate and conscious creator without the judgment, without all of the overlays, simply choosing what it is that you want.
The challenge is doing it in duality, doing it in this everyday world of yours surrounded by people who are still very much into their old issues. Surrounded by the old energy, surrounded by all of the poles and influences and all of the other things that do make it difficult. But that is where you can truly learn as a creator what it is like to return to your essence. Be authentic. If you can do it in the midst of all of this other noise and all of these other overlays, then you have truly done something miraculous.
And with that, let us begin with the questions.
LINDA: Okay, I know this was meant for you although it says dear Geoffrey and dear Tobias.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): So many hours we listen to the words of Cauldre, Tobias, Saint-Germain and other entities and we try to make the good feelings and visions come true, but now every one of us is very disappointed. Why? Well, first when you try to go to the CC site and want to go to the channelings, you must now log in with a password. We thought the channelings are free for everyone. Okay, maybe you don’t have to pay but you must register or you don’t have the chance to hear and read the channelings anymore. How does that agree with the statement, it’s free for everyone? For me it looks like the Crimson Circle becomes mightiful. Second, all the last years we were told that we can change future life for us and for mankind here on Mother Earth. So everyone who listened to the channelings, and there are so many people in the world who did, worked hard on himself and herself and with other people because we trusted you. That those who just believe in money, power, weapons and so on have to leave their positions and life will become more fair and social for all mankind. And now you tell us well done but there’s a new decision for you to accept and no one of you will have the chance of seeing and feeling better life. But thank you for all of the work you’ve done. In 50 or 60 years, maybe your children have another chance. What do you think we are? For me and most of the friends, we don’t trust the Crimson Circle anymore. It seems CC only is becoming another powerful organization but not to help all mankind. It’s sad it looks like this, but I hope one day the real truth will be given to all mankind. Sadly, Janz.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. We don’t think there was a question here. We think it was a statement and we appreciate you making the statement and there’s very little we can do to reply to it. Your feelings are your feelings and we appreciate that you had this venue to express these.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Today I am seeking guidance and direction that I need to take right now and in the immediate future about my marriage.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We feel that you already know the direction to go in, in this. You are simply looking for validation here. We are having a bit of a discussion with Cauldre here. It is not for us to say which direction to take that in. It is a decision that you are going to have to make for yourself. But as you know there are many difficulties and burdens here. We’re going to ask you to look at it from the standpoint of how you are connected, how the energies are feeding or inappropriately feeding, and what it would be like to let some of this very old and heavy energy surrounding this – to let that go at this point. We think, again, that you already truly feel the answer and you are just looking for validation. We cannot make up your mind for you, but what we are saying here is that you already know what to do.SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m exhausted. Why? (Laughter)
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: There are a variety of reasons for this, and indeed this question is for all of Shaumbra. They are all asking it, why is the body so exhausted. Why is the mind sometimes unclear? Why are we going through all of these things that we are? This is a very large process that you’re going through and it could be considered very difficult. You are transforming from a duality-based human into an expansional-based or a New Energy-based divine human. That process is very challenging on every part of you. We are working with you going gradually, going slowly through this, but yet Shaumbra wants to hurry through this.
Tobias tells the story of a group of beings – you could say they were Shaumbra – when the Crimson Circle first started working together back in approximately 2000. This group was more or less an experimental group. They wanted to go very, very fast. They wanted to see how to push the boundaries or the edges of this whole process. It was very difficult on them. Several decided to leave their physical bodies – to go beyond. Others decided they had to totally remove themselves from society and from everything for a while because it was so difficult on the system. We honor that small group that did this on behalf of all because it gave all of us a chance to take a look at how this process can unfold in a gentle way that didn’t destroy the body or the mind. So it is a very, very difficult and tiring process to go through. You are switching over from one type of energy physics into another, and the body is going to respond at times. It will get very tired. The mind will become exhausted.
What we are saying here is that this is just part of the process. It is not going to last forever and particularly, as you disconnect from some of the old ways of feeding and even from the field, you are going to find a whole new burst of energy. We are working with Shaumbra right now who are already experiencing this. It is not something that – how to say – that no one has gone through yet. Many are already experiencing a new sense of vitality, a new ease in their life, a new simplicity. But they are taking full responsibility for themselves. They aren’t blaming it on others. They aren’t blaming it on the other Shaumbra or the – how to say – the organization or any of these other things. They are taking full responsibility and they are learning that life becomes very easy almost to the point of it being effortless, because it is so – it becomes such a natural flow in their lives. So it is a process that you’re going through and it will not last forever. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like clarity, perhaps validation, about my home situation and my upcoming move.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we’re going to ask you what specifically is it that you choose to do? That is where the greatest clarity is going to come from – from you.SHAUMBRA 4: My choice would be to stay in my beautiful home. It’s not possible. I’m just wondering if this property I’m looking for or at in another state is the right choice?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: We are going to have to say, again, there is no right choice, but just as well there is no wrong choice. It is only choice that counts. So often Shaumbra – how to say – will not make a choice because they are afraid of making the wrong choice. You can go to any property and turn it into your own heaven on Earth. And you can also realize that you can go to any property and you don’t have to stay there forever, it’s not being inflicted on you. This is a wonderful example – and we appreciate your question – but this is a wonderful example of being authentic and taking ownership for your own creations. There’s not a single angel out here, not even the Ballards, or any of us that are saying that you have to do one thing or the other. We want you and we want all of Shaumbra to get used to making the choices and then realizing that there is great joy and great discovery in those choices, and not get locked into any one thing. You cannot make the wrong choice. You can only make a choice, you see.SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Would my new house lend itself as a healing center? I feel there’s something special there and do I need to pay attention to my health at this time?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, indeed. And again you are asking about your new house being a healing center. If you choose it then it becomes. There are no overwhelming attributes of your house or any particular place that is going to make it better or worse. Sometimes we find that the new-agers will run off to a certain area because they hear that the energies are better there. And it doesn’t really matter. Truly those are not the important things. You will find the energy no better in Sedona than it is in Nebraska. It is the same basic energy and it doesn’t exist in just one place. One may be – how to say – have some rather unique geological attributes, but you can do your work anywhere. If you choose to turn your home into a healing center then it becomes a healing center, and then all of the other energies – on the angelic realms and the human realms – come in to support your decision, you see. The Universe conspires to fill your desires. But when you are not making a choice, when you are deferring to any other being for your choice, then what happens is all of the other energies then go into a type of neutral mode. We’re asking Shaumbra to be bold, to take ownership in self, to understand that you are the creator. We have some of these, for instance, the question that was asked earlier, placing great blame on all of these other things outside of themselves – you are not being a creator. You are not being authentic. You are blaming it on everything else. So Shaumbra it is time to step forward. You can make anything work out – anything.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I purchased a puppy a couple of months ago. He has a horrible cough that we’re not able to get rid of. We’ve used homeopathic, we’ve used herbs, we’ve used antibiotics. And he also likes to crap in my son’s room. Could you give me any advice?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. First, let us get beyond this energy that you ‘purchased’ a dog. You accepted the responsibility for this little being that comes in and right now there is – how to say – Old Energy in them. The true essence of the canine energy that wants to come into this body has not come in yet. It is waiting for some clearing to take place. So you are dealing with an old animal type energy that’s still in the body. You can look and hold this little dear one and tell it that whenever it is ready the old animal energy can move aside to let one of the true pet energies come in. In the meantime, a bit of honey and water would be good for the cough and in terms of crapping all over – sometimes these animals are just animals. But the most important thing is to invite this ... there is a pet energy that is waiting to come in into this body of this little being.SHAUMBRA 6: Okay, thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I’m a single mother of three young children from two different fathers. I often have the feeling that raising my kids in this situation is putting too much strain on me and it prevents me from being totally free. Somehow it feels like I’m stuck in my own creation. Can you enlighten me here?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. You are absolutely stuck in your own creation because this is what you believe at this point. You see yourself as a victim. You see yourself as a caretaker, and you are literally choosing to let this stop your own growth. So the young ones who are in your life right now, who you are taking care of, they are very capable on their own. So let us remove that energy that you have to take care of them. And it’s also putting quite an energetic burden on them as well. You have a responsibility while they are young, but you don’t have to put heavy overlay energies on them. Your job is to make them feel safe and make them feel free. But you don’t have to take care of them in a type of energy that you are looking at. What you really need to do is to be taking care of yourself, which you are not doing. You’re putting it off on everything else and you are using everything else to blame for your own lack of moving forward. Can you be authentic with yourself? Stop putting it outside of you. Those walls and the feeling of being trapped – you are creating that yourself. So can you let that go yourself? Can you be so authentic as to stop blaming it on everything else?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): I’d like to have some input or feedback on the problems I’m having with digestion and eating, assimilating, eliminating everything that’s coming through me or not coming through me. Why has it gotten worse lately? Is it specifically what I’m eating or belief systems I’m stuck with? Or maybe as I move into New Energy, it will heal itself.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: It is not necessarily even a matter of having to heal. What is happening here again is – and again you are asking on behalf of all of Shaumbra for so many are going through this situation right now. Your body is going through an incredible change at a deep energetic level that makes its way up ultimately into a chemical or biological balance. The way that any energy is taken in and used or processed is different than it was several years ago. So here you are digesting or eating food and your body is handling it in a whole different way. There is more of a chemical reaction that’s taking place when you take the food into your body. So you find that your whole digestion is thrown out of balance. You are going to find that your diet needs are changing, particularly foods that are heavy in acids are going to be more difficult for you to take in. You don’t need the level of acid in your digestive system as you once needed. So you’re going to be attracted to foods that are more neutral or even potentially more base. It is a process you are going through but you can, first of all, before you take in any food, you can take a moment to feel into the essence energy of that food. Feel into those things that are going to serve your body the best and use – how to say – have a focus on that when you are taking it into your body. Talk to your body then. Let it know that you know it’s changing, that you know that it’s handling foods different and that it can come into a little better balance with the way it digests and eliminates food. Your body will soon catch up to and adjust to all of this. But, indeed, again this is a wonderful example of the changes that you are going through. At its core, there is nothing wrong with the health of your body. It is simply going through this changeover process. Stay away from the foods right now that in particular are spicy or acidic because your body’s having a hard time handling these.SHAUMBRA 8: Do you feel that the wholistic – more of the cleansings and hydrotherapies and enzyme use is helping my body through it, or does not necessarily?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: That actually- the supplements that Shaumbra takes are actually throwing your bodies out of whack. I would suggest, not just for you, but for any Shaumbra, if you are on a heavy supplement type of program – taking regular supplements – you’re going to want to get off of these. It’s sending the wrong signals to your body. If you are doing these on a daily basis, cut back to only once every few days. Eventually cut back to once a week, and then eventually let these go. Your body knows how to take care of itself quite well. But when you’re throwing supplements and enzymes and all these other things into it, your body throws up its hands, so to speak, and says “I’ll just go along with what they’re trying to do to me.” But, it has its own intelligence and abilities and we know many, many Shaumbra are taking all of these supplements. Everything from vitamins and minerals, things for weight or loss of weight, and all of these other things. You are absolutely confusing your biology. Get back to the basics. Talk to your food. Talk to your body.SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (from the Internet, read by Linda): The last 15 years have been one continuous clearing process for me. However, I find that the deep influence that my family has had on me, I have not been able to transcend. I still feel inadequate and worthless. Can you give me some guidance on how to move past this?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we discussed that at the beginning of the Shoud today. It is to understand that the greatest gift you can give yourself is to realize that everything has been a gift. Right now what you’re talking about with the old family energies – first of all, they have an old spin to them so it’s difficult to release them. And we know you and all of Shaumbra have been going through tremendous releasing. But sometimes when that spin is still there and sometimes the – how to say – the old energies are very sticky, then these are going to be difficult to release. So the best thing is to understand that every one of those things was a gift. If your parents were alcoholics, look at the gift that was in there. If you have had lovers who were abusive, look at the gift that was in there and understand you gave yourself that gift. That changes the vibration and the energetic dynamics of those experiences and it takes this spin off, as we say, and then these old ghosts no longer come around to haunt you any more. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Hi. I wondered if you could clarify something for me. I’ve been learning that you are what you think. That you draw people and experiences to yourself, how you think ...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: ... and we’re going to amend that for a moment here, and excuse the interruption. You are what you believe. Thinking has very little to do with it.SHAUMBRA 10: Okay. Well I have migraines all the time. All the time, and my dentist wants to take out another tooth. What could I possibly be thinking to draw this to me? I don’t want to be in this situation and I can’t figure it out.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and we are feeling here Shaumbra, for so many of them already feel the answer. You’re thinking too much. You’re not feeling, and to take out some teeth is rather barbaric ... (laughter)SHAUMBRA 10: I mean – I’m talking every day of pain ...
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: ... and I will go have a discussion with this dentist myself and take out a few of his teeth! (Lots of laughter) And we’ll see if he feels better after that (laughter). I’m appalled but not surprised at this. You literally have too much energy blocked up in your head. You have forgotten how to feel. You’re not allowing the energy to run up and down and across throughout your entire biology. You’re going to want to get some body work and not to focus on the head or definitely not your teeth. But you want to get the entire energy running again. And we’re going to suggest a few things. Learn to cry again. Start your feelings going again. Be aware and sensitive of things. You’ve gotten – we can see it – it’s almost like you’ve got this mass in your energetic brain, not your physical brain, but you’ve got this mass built up because you think everything through too much. And the migraines are simply your beautiful physical self trying to tell you to stop putting so much pressure on it. And breathing is wonderful.SHAUMBRA 10: Okay, thank you.
LINDA: She’s brand new. She’s never going to come back again (laughter).
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: When her headaches go away she will come back (more laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (from the Internet, read by Linda): You tell us over and over again that Shaumbra should work independent. I’m working in a homeless institution and at the moment I haven’t any desire, idea, ability or need to work independent. What can you tell me about my job? I feel that I can do so much valuable work there. Does my work have any kind of background?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. We are going to cross a few lines here with some people. And we know we’re going to get some people irritated and unfortunately Cauldre has to take much of the burden along with Linda and a few others. But we want you to take a look at why you are working with the homeless. We want you to be true and authentic with yourself. We want you to take a look at how it feeds you – and it is feeding you in some very interesting ways. We would love for you to report back to us, but we doubt if you will, but what happens when you take a good internal look. We’re going to make a few a statements to you. You have a social worker attitude. You think that the only way to your own enlightenment is to try to save the rest of the world first. You have tremendous guilt in your life – tremendous guilt about all sorts of things and you think that the only way that you can redeem yourself is to do this work. Now we’re not saying there’s anything wrong with working with the homeless, as long as you’re respecting and have compassion for them. And you don’t. You look at them as poor, indigent beings who are unenlightened and unintelligent and the dregs of society. You have absolutely no compassion for them at all. You should be looking at them through the eyes of God, that they are choosing that and they are living out a brilliant experience in their life. You should be honoring them every day that you walk in there.
So you’re stuck. So you’re stuck. And you want to get unstuck – go authentic. Take a look at why you are there and what’s happening and why you resent the others who are now beginning to open their wings up and soar to new heights, whether it is a business, whether it is a healing modality, or whether it is just damn enjoying life. You’re jealous of them. Thank you. (Lots of laughing and clapping)
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