A Painful rememberance and upwelling

[Edward]

I have always been fascinated with space, the stars and the universe. I have always liked sci-fi that involved any aspect of it. Hence seeing why I would love Stargate Sg-1 the t.v. series. Last night there was a looming battle that was coming of Galactic porportions. As this great galactic battle was taking place and the lives of millions upon billions would be at stake for the coming crusade from the other galaxy would force people to change to their ways(religion) or suffer the wrath/onslaught. When the begining phase of the space battle started and I see the ships firing at each other It brought an upwelling of emotions for me that were very strong and I wanted to release, but then those emotions stopped as to perhpas not over load me? But all the while though the scene and after it I had a deep knowning that there is a connection here and that I have memories/experience of such nature but that is all I gathered that moment and the moments afterwards that last night. I have bits and pieces from Dreams, as in seeing a Planet blown up, which I thought was earth at the time during the dream. I have also seen huge, spce ships a very long(horizontally)one which had to be miles and miles long with circular flying ships much smaller around as we were going through some space clouds as I called them. I don't remember any visions of war in space as of yet but as I have mentioned wi th last's night program of stargate and the looming Galactic battle for a Galaxy and the begings of that battle really for a few seconds brought up alot for me and then it seemed to shut down but the rememberance/after affect of knowning a deep and profound connection to it was still there. I feel there is great pain, sorrow , sadness and regret that is there but still perhaps not totally released.


Peace, Love and Joy,

Ed

[Edward]

Some of the same kind of profoundness also occured during the Lord of the Rings Battle scenes, these of note. The one battle scene in the Two Towers where Gandalf and Roherium coming down the mountain top at dawn. The other was in Return of the king as the Horns were blown to announce the coming of Horse people(shoot I forget the name of the land it was called) Well when they came and the horns blown and after the king there gave the speech and road down and touched the mens spears and swords with his own sword and then gave out the battle cry and then the rest joined in unison and knowning waht layed before them(as in the fight and the numbers). As I type this now it brings tears to my eyes. It was a most powerful experience for me too.

The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, brought a similar upwelling and brought a gasp to my heart when that battle scene started.

Much pain and rememberance in me as I type the above and now this.


Peace, Love and Joy,

Ed

[LilliHart]

Maldek exploding looked like your description Ed and there were lots of volcanoes blowing just before the final blow. All the inhabitants of the planet died and most of the onlookers in space near by were also blown out. I watched it happen from a ship and have vivid memories of the enitre battle/space drama.

[Nicole]

I have the same types of emotions come up during the same things you described Ed. Impending battle and destruction. I guess we've all been through it

[AgeA]

We all have been there. You are not alone in your feelings Ed. But since there is no time the battle is not over yet. Male and female, Light and Dark they are still in conflict and no resolution as of yet on all levels of the Universe and no acceptance of one simple principle:
Oneness in Infinite Diversity.