Post by Sowelu on Jul 19, 2005 14:59:33 GMT -5
This may have been posted here before (even by me?) but I haven't found it, so I thought I'd post it here now. Though it's a channeled piece, it's about symptoms, so I thought this was the better board to post it in.
It begins as though a part of something much longer, though I did not encounter the previous portions on the site. However I have provided the site address at the end, in case you're interested in reading more from the writer.
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OTHER SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS
Many of you are familiar with writings, set forth by this physiological channel, regarding a condition known as "Global Acceleration Syndrome." This term is not a medical diagnosis, per se. Rather, it is an instrument of identification, that can be applied to your life, when no medical diagnosis (or treatment) seems to help you with your "symptoms." At that point, you begin to realize something.
You're pregnant. You're pregnant with the NEW YOU.
And, even though there may be medicines and treatments to help your pregnancy go smoother, which one of you expects to be "cured?" You aren't really sick. You are with Child. The transformation from planetary human to Earth Mother is not limited in experience according to gender. All of you have both male and female energy within you. All of you are capable of being pregnant with the rest of who you are! Accept it, and move on--or deny it, and falter. The choice is yours.
Your first step of Reconnection has been to acknowledge everything and everyone as an aspect of yourself. Mentally, if not emotionally as well, you have done this. Those who haven't done it will need to begin doing it now. After that, you begin to connect to the concept that your body has become correspondent to the Planetary Body. "As above, so below" has many expanded meanings, as you are about to discover! To go through this, you must begin to expand your concept of yourself beyond the first-person level, and begin to identify with all levels. The Earth is not just something that you live upon. It is now becoming something you are. Do you understand this? Is so, please continue. If not, contact the Reconnections Office for assistance in this regard.
We will offer some additional expansion, at this time, concerning what many can expect to be happening in these next few months (or years, if you're a late-bloomer). This is not an exhaustive list, and you are encouraged to report any additional symptoms to the channel, that we might expand upon their meaning as well. Here are a few of the main signs of Physical Transmutation, when they appear in someone who cannot be relieved through ordinary medical means:
FATIGUE: Your body feels tired, even when you have slept the whole night through. You drag yourself from task to task, wondering if you'll ever feel joy in your life again. What is happening here, in most cases, is your nervous system has temporarily blown a "fuse," due to a rapid influx of energy. The body can survive more infusions than you might imagine, but the emotional body will only tolerate so much before it goes on "tilt." The fatigue that many of you are feeling is often a result of that very thing. Feeling yourself to be "electrified," you shut down your nerve receptors, which results in feelings of chronic tiredness and malaise. Energetically, you've blown a fuse.
DEPRESSION: You feel terrible, locked in a dark dungeon of despair. Nothing in the world is going "your way." There is no part of life that excites you anymore. Your loved ones call out to you, but you'd just as soon not answer. You remember love, but you don't often feel it. There is a sense of isolation, even when you are in a room full of people. There are many things we have already shared about depression--one of which is the fact that you are, quite literally, being depressed........held down, seemingly against your will! It's like the world has it's thumb on you. This is happening so that your expanding internal nature will not follow a "normal" course and cause you to try and become a "God" on your planet, rather than uniting with the planet, itself. Your "Dark Side" energies, which are your source of internal magic and wizardry, are not accustomed to being encapsulated in human flesh. They feed on freedom, and they cannot abide the idea of having to be in one place, at one time. But they must, even as the "lighter" aspects of you must become willing to leap into the "dark" of an unknown future, filled with unknown terrors and possibilities.
MOOD SWINGS: Your internal motivational system, at times, may feel like a "train-wreck" of emotions and desires. You want "this," but you also want "that." Normally, both "this and that" run counter to each other! Fire and ice. Oil and water.........all that sort of stuff. But now, your expanding heart and mind have made room to embrace them both! So be it. And by the way...........Of course some of you are manifesting the idea of being "bi-polar." Isn't the Earth bi-polar? Why shouldn't you be? You have the raging tides of the sea, and you will also have the stillness of a mountain lake. You are learning to become it all, and that is causing many of you considerable discomfort. It will become balanced in time.
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS: Many a mother has gone through feelings, at some point in her pregnancy, of wanting to abort the process, and walk away. Things aren't as you planned them! It's a lot harder than you thought it would be. These viewpoints are only natural, when one considers the big picture. Those who are called in to "comfort" you, in your distress, cannot always grasp this. They see suicide as a "break" with reality.......an escape. This is because they are not pregnant, themselves. They are asleep, and may remain so for some time. But to us, the pondering of death in the midst of giving birth is a sacred remembrance. It is a holy cognition. You are a Bridge Between Life and Death. Though we do not recommend following a suicide path to completion, we validate the need which many of you have to ponder it. Part of you is dying, even as another part is beginning to live.
LOSING YOUR GROUND: You are so tightly anchored to the 3D Plane that your transformation guides cannot access delicate programming mechanisms that would infuse you with new life. You are practicing "transformus interruptus!" While the alarm for soul awakening is sounding, some of you are "hitting the snooze button" and rolling over to go back to sleep. Your allegiance to job, spouse, family, physical health, hobbies, possessions, or simply having fun is blocking that path to the expansion which other (sleeping) parts of you crave. And so, in a moment of time, some of your "grounding forces" are simply taken away. You become ill, lose your family, lose your job, or get a good deal of your possessions wiped out. This isn't meant to be punitive at all. It's just part of the process of being opened up. It brings you forward, to live life on the edge! What seems like disaster actually ends up working in your favor.
HYPER-SENSITIVITY: Here is a difficult situation, indeed. Even as your world is becoming more strident, demanding, noisy, complicated, and callous to its citizens--your own inner sensitivity is increasing by leaps and bounds. At times, it is as though fingernails are scraping across some planetary chalkboard, leaving your nerves jangled, and your emotions on edge. Many of you loathe the idea of going outdoors. Others experience panic attacks when they are in crowds, or visit markets and shopping malls. It feels as though someone has taken a bandage off a tender area of your soul! It is a sunburn of nervous exhaustion, that makes you want to climb under the covers in your bed and hide.
INSOMNIA: You are mixing and mingling the sleep-state with waking consciousness. You are neither here nor there, but somewhere in between! During normal sleep schedules you are wide awake, thinking, planning, or merely feeling despair. During daytime work schedules, you are plagued with drowsiness and a feeling that you have been awake for a thousand years. Waking or sleeping, it sometimes feels like a nightmare.
SUPPORTED, BUT NEVER CURED
This is but a partial list of symptoms which may accompany the Birthing of the New Humanity. Some of them may be indicative of some appropriate medical diagnosis, and if you can undergo some kind of treatment to relieve the distress, we encourage you to do so. However, even if this is accomplished--there will come a time when your "water will break," and serious birth pangs may come upon you. In each individual, the effects are different. This is because each of you is attuned to a different part of the Oneself Planetary Body. Every cell of your being is holographic, and is in direct interface with every other cell. But the Veil of Forgetfulness can hide this, as it focuses your 3D persona into the tasks that have been laid out before you. You are changing. Humanity is on the move! If you are on this Transformational Track, your physical body may be supported, but it will never be "normal." Why would you want to be cured of this condition, anyway? You are being woven into a vast network of electromagnetic tones and impulses.........the Motherboard of the Ages! And the end result will be magnificent beyond your wildest imaginings!
ENTERING A STATE OF "FLOW"
Breathing in and out, you move through your day in a state we call "FLOW." You make sure that very little in your life becomes "forced." You are neither pushed nor pulled, on the inside or in your outer world. You treat the rest of your Oneself Reality with the same kind of respect. They are your mirror, your monitors of progress. To make changes in the mirror, one must experience a profound change of perspective!. Mere outward conformity produces inward deformity! More and more, allow your personal authenticity to shine forth. Instead of pushing toward some "goal," practice feeling your way into the "flow." Enlightenment is not a static condition. It is a self-perpetuating hunger for more and more experience of the Reconnected Self. Once it has truly begun, it can be retarded, but it can never be stopped. Wait, therefore, and all things will be accomplished. When confronted, stare as much as you can into the face of your "enemy." Study the lines, then read between them to see what the real issues are that separate you. Your nervous system has been educated to pull your hand away from the heat of the flame. Do what you must! But as you do, you can still pay attention to what's feeding that fire--both inside yourself and out.
Your emotional body is now beginning to realize that all things are moved, either by desire or by fear. You want things, so you work, negotiate or fight. You despise things, so you avoid them, resist them, or flee. It is yourself that you are resisting, and every day you live in this new vibration this fact will become more and more clear. That is the very heart of enlightenment. Fear is not the boogeyman that many of your philosophers have made him out to be! He is but a gate-keeper that guards you from premature entry into infinity. And yes, he is largely illusion. But so also is your physical world, and all the story plots that energize and tantalize you so. Do you really want to cauterize your connections to this 3D process before your time has come? Every situation, in which you push yourself past fear, will destroy sensitivity to a level of yourself that cries out to be understood and embraced.
Once honored and embraced, your fears become gateways into deeper wisdom. But scorned and denied, they harden into a kind of pride--plates of armor, blocking entry into the heart.
And there is purpose in this, but only for a time. You do wish to be strong, don't you? You wish to be in control. But don't know everything, even though your educated mind would have you believe it. Why try to figure it all out? Do you really believe that knowing the exact "details" of your transformation will make the process any easier? On the contrary, such knowledge and focus can move you out of flow, and get you bogged down in struggle.
Do what is before you--no more, no less. Forget about continuity and agenda. It has no meaning for you at this rate of vibration. All things are completed in the Multiverse, all statements are completed, in every way they need to be. Negativity is. You cannot change that. You would not want to, even if you could. Your momentum as a species depends upon your willingness to honor both the positive and negative forces that have guided and sustained you throughout your earthly journey. It is the Principle of Attraction and Repulsion. Desire and Fear. The same flame that warms your body may someday consume your flesh. There is no separation, except what your soul contract will tell you.
Believe what you are told--what resonates deep within you. Question what doesn't seem to match, but not with malice. Do it with gentleness and profound interest. If in doubt, leave it out. Realize that your lack of harmony with some idea may, indeed, be due to some blockage in you, rather than some evil being inflicted by your fellow human. There is really no such thing as malevolence. There are only varying degrees of unconsciousness. Now is your time of great expansion. But it can be a time of contraction as well. The pendulum swings to both extremes. And the CENTER is who you now are. Feelings will arise, from deep within your Multidimensional Being. They are you, but they are not all you are.
Breathe, relax, and bring them on through. They are your "issues," your children, springing forth to experience the light of day. If one of them cannot pass, the resulting constriction will create disharmony and dissolution, until whatever is holding is removed. Relax, breathe, and give your process time. Pain is not your enemy. In many cases, it is a tool--held firmly in the hand of a Cosmic Artist--which will form, in time, the you that is yet to be! We are your midwives, even as you shall also be midwives for generations yet to come! The passing of history now grows very thin. That which once took years will often be completed in days or weeks. Breathe, open, and soon your time of travail will be over. And then comes the morning. Then comes the dawn.
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Channeled by Daniel Jacob www.reconnections.net Copyright, 2004, by Daniel Jacob. All Rights Reserved. May be copied and shared for purposes of personal growth and/or research. All reproduction for profit, by any means, requires the written permission of Reconnections, Inc. * Just Channelings * groups.yahoo.com/group/justchannelings/
It begins as though a part of something much longer, though I did not encounter the previous portions on the site. However I have provided the site address at the end, in case you're interested in reading more from the writer.
*******************************************
OTHER SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS
Many of you are familiar with writings, set forth by this physiological channel, regarding a condition known as "Global Acceleration Syndrome." This term is not a medical diagnosis, per se. Rather, it is an instrument of identification, that can be applied to your life, when no medical diagnosis (or treatment) seems to help you with your "symptoms." At that point, you begin to realize something.
You're pregnant. You're pregnant with the NEW YOU.
And, even though there may be medicines and treatments to help your pregnancy go smoother, which one of you expects to be "cured?" You aren't really sick. You are with Child. The transformation from planetary human to Earth Mother is not limited in experience according to gender. All of you have both male and female energy within you. All of you are capable of being pregnant with the rest of who you are! Accept it, and move on--or deny it, and falter. The choice is yours.
Your first step of Reconnection has been to acknowledge everything and everyone as an aspect of yourself. Mentally, if not emotionally as well, you have done this. Those who haven't done it will need to begin doing it now. After that, you begin to connect to the concept that your body has become correspondent to the Planetary Body. "As above, so below" has many expanded meanings, as you are about to discover! To go through this, you must begin to expand your concept of yourself beyond the first-person level, and begin to identify with all levels. The Earth is not just something that you live upon. It is now becoming something you are. Do you understand this? Is so, please continue. If not, contact the Reconnections Office for assistance in this regard.
We will offer some additional expansion, at this time, concerning what many can expect to be happening in these next few months (or years, if you're a late-bloomer). This is not an exhaustive list, and you are encouraged to report any additional symptoms to the channel, that we might expand upon their meaning as well. Here are a few of the main signs of Physical Transmutation, when they appear in someone who cannot be relieved through ordinary medical means:
FATIGUE: Your body feels tired, even when you have slept the whole night through. You drag yourself from task to task, wondering if you'll ever feel joy in your life again. What is happening here, in most cases, is your nervous system has temporarily blown a "fuse," due to a rapid influx of energy. The body can survive more infusions than you might imagine, but the emotional body will only tolerate so much before it goes on "tilt." The fatigue that many of you are feeling is often a result of that very thing. Feeling yourself to be "electrified," you shut down your nerve receptors, which results in feelings of chronic tiredness and malaise. Energetically, you've blown a fuse.
DEPRESSION: You feel terrible, locked in a dark dungeon of despair. Nothing in the world is going "your way." There is no part of life that excites you anymore. Your loved ones call out to you, but you'd just as soon not answer. You remember love, but you don't often feel it. There is a sense of isolation, even when you are in a room full of people. There are many things we have already shared about depression--one of which is the fact that you are, quite literally, being depressed........held down, seemingly against your will! It's like the world has it's thumb on you. This is happening so that your expanding internal nature will not follow a "normal" course and cause you to try and become a "God" on your planet, rather than uniting with the planet, itself. Your "Dark Side" energies, which are your source of internal magic and wizardry, are not accustomed to being encapsulated in human flesh. They feed on freedom, and they cannot abide the idea of having to be in one place, at one time. But they must, even as the "lighter" aspects of you must become willing to leap into the "dark" of an unknown future, filled with unknown terrors and possibilities.
MOOD SWINGS: Your internal motivational system, at times, may feel like a "train-wreck" of emotions and desires. You want "this," but you also want "that." Normally, both "this and that" run counter to each other! Fire and ice. Oil and water.........all that sort of stuff. But now, your expanding heart and mind have made room to embrace them both! So be it. And by the way...........Of course some of you are manifesting the idea of being "bi-polar." Isn't the Earth bi-polar? Why shouldn't you be? You have the raging tides of the sea, and you will also have the stillness of a mountain lake. You are learning to become it all, and that is causing many of you considerable discomfort. It will become balanced in time.
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS: Many a mother has gone through feelings, at some point in her pregnancy, of wanting to abort the process, and walk away. Things aren't as you planned them! It's a lot harder than you thought it would be. These viewpoints are only natural, when one considers the big picture. Those who are called in to "comfort" you, in your distress, cannot always grasp this. They see suicide as a "break" with reality.......an escape. This is because they are not pregnant, themselves. They are asleep, and may remain so for some time. But to us, the pondering of death in the midst of giving birth is a sacred remembrance. It is a holy cognition. You are a Bridge Between Life and Death. Though we do not recommend following a suicide path to completion, we validate the need which many of you have to ponder it. Part of you is dying, even as another part is beginning to live.
LOSING YOUR GROUND: You are so tightly anchored to the 3D Plane that your transformation guides cannot access delicate programming mechanisms that would infuse you with new life. You are practicing "transformus interruptus!" While the alarm for soul awakening is sounding, some of you are "hitting the snooze button" and rolling over to go back to sleep. Your allegiance to job, spouse, family, physical health, hobbies, possessions, or simply having fun is blocking that path to the expansion which other (sleeping) parts of you crave. And so, in a moment of time, some of your "grounding forces" are simply taken away. You become ill, lose your family, lose your job, or get a good deal of your possessions wiped out. This isn't meant to be punitive at all. It's just part of the process of being opened up. It brings you forward, to live life on the edge! What seems like disaster actually ends up working in your favor.
HYPER-SENSITIVITY: Here is a difficult situation, indeed. Even as your world is becoming more strident, demanding, noisy, complicated, and callous to its citizens--your own inner sensitivity is increasing by leaps and bounds. At times, it is as though fingernails are scraping across some planetary chalkboard, leaving your nerves jangled, and your emotions on edge. Many of you loathe the idea of going outdoors. Others experience panic attacks when they are in crowds, or visit markets and shopping malls. It feels as though someone has taken a bandage off a tender area of your soul! It is a sunburn of nervous exhaustion, that makes you want to climb under the covers in your bed and hide.
INSOMNIA: You are mixing and mingling the sleep-state with waking consciousness. You are neither here nor there, but somewhere in between! During normal sleep schedules you are wide awake, thinking, planning, or merely feeling despair. During daytime work schedules, you are plagued with drowsiness and a feeling that you have been awake for a thousand years. Waking or sleeping, it sometimes feels like a nightmare.
SUPPORTED, BUT NEVER CURED
This is but a partial list of symptoms which may accompany the Birthing of the New Humanity. Some of them may be indicative of some appropriate medical diagnosis, and if you can undergo some kind of treatment to relieve the distress, we encourage you to do so. However, even if this is accomplished--there will come a time when your "water will break," and serious birth pangs may come upon you. In each individual, the effects are different. This is because each of you is attuned to a different part of the Oneself Planetary Body. Every cell of your being is holographic, and is in direct interface with every other cell. But the Veil of Forgetfulness can hide this, as it focuses your 3D persona into the tasks that have been laid out before you. You are changing. Humanity is on the move! If you are on this Transformational Track, your physical body may be supported, but it will never be "normal." Why would you want to be cured of this condition, anyway? You are being woven into a vast network of electromagnetic tones and impulses.........the Motherboard of the Ages! And the end result will be magnificent beyond your wildest imaginings!
ENTERING A STATE OF "FLOW"
Breathing in and out, you move through your day in a state we call "FLOW." You make sure that very little in your life becomes "forced." You are neither pushed nor pulled, on the inside or in your outer world. You treat the rest of your Oneself Reality with the same kind of respect. They are your mirror, your monitors of progress. To make changes in the mirror, one must experience a profound change of perspective!. Mere outward conformity produces inward deformity! More and more, allow your personal authenticity to shine forth. Instead of pushing toward some "goal," practice feeling your way into the "flow." Enlightenment is not a static condition. It is a self-perpetuating hunger for more and more experience of the Reconnected Self. Once it has truly begun, it can be retarded, but it can never be stopped. Wait, therefore, and all things will be accomplished. When confronted, stare as much as you can into the face of your "enemy." Study the lines, then read between them to see what the real issues are that separate you. Your nervous system has been educated to pull your hand away from the heat of the flame. Do what you must! But as you do, you can still pay attention to what's feeding that fire--both inside yourself and out.
Your emotional body is now beginning to realize that all things are moved, either by desire or by fear. You want things, so you work, negotiate or fight. You despise things, so you avoid them, resist them, or flee. It is yourself that you are resisting, and every day you live in this new vibration this fact will become more and more clear. That is the very heart of enlightenment. Fear is not the boogeyman that many of your philosophers have made him out to be! He is but a gate-keeper that guards you from premature entry into infinity. And yes, he is largely illusion. But so also is your physical world, and all the story plots that energize and tantalize you so. Do you really want to cauterize your connections to this 3D process before your time has come? Every situation, in which you push yourself past fear, will destroy sensitivity to a level of yourself that cries out to be understood and embraced.
Once honored and embraced, your fears become gateways into deeper wisdom. But scorned and denied, they harden into a kind of pride--plates of armor, blocking entry into the heart.
And there is purpose in this, but only for a time. You do wish to be strong, don't you? You wish to be in control. But don't know everything, even though your educated mind would have you believe it. Why try to figure it all out? Do you really believe that knowing the exact "details" of your transformation will make the process any easier? On the contrary, such knowledge and focus can move you out of flow, and get you bogged down in struggle.
Do what is before you--no more, no less. Forget about continuity and agenda. It has no meaning for you at this rate of vibration. All things are completed in the Multiverse, all statements are completed, in every way they need to be. Negativity is. You cannot change that. You would not want to, even if you could. Your momentum as a species depends upon your willingness to honor both the positive and negative forces that have guided and sustained you throughout your earthly journey. It is the Principle of Attraction and Repulsion. Desire and Fear. The same flame that warms your body may someday consume your flesh. There is no separation, except what your soul contract will tell you.
Believe what you are told--what resonates deep within you. Question what doesn't seem to match, but not with malice. Do it with gentleness and profound interest. If in doubt, leave it out. Realize that your lack of harmony with some idea may, indeed, be due to some blockage in you, rather than some evil being inflicted by your fellow human. There is really no such thing as malevolence. There are only varying degrees of unconsciousness. Now is your time of great expansion. But it can be a time of contraction as well. The pendulum swings to both extremes. And the CENTER is who you now are. Feelings will arise, from deep within your Multidimensional Being. They are you, but they are not all you are.
Breathe, relax, and bring them on through. They are your "issues," your children, springing forth to experience the light of day. If one of them cannot pass, the resulting constriction will create disharmony and dissolution, until whatever is holding is removed. Relax, breathe, and give your process time. Pain is not your enemy. In many cases, it is a tool--held firmly in the hand of a Cosmic Artist--which will form, in time, the you that is yet to be! We are your midwives, even as you shall also be midwives for generations yet to come! The passing of history now grows very thin. That which once took years will often be completed in days or weeks. Breathe, open, and soon your time of travail will be over. And then comes the morning. Then comes the dawn.
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Channeled by Daniel Jacob www.reconnections.net Copyright, 2004, by Daniel Jacob. All Rights Reserved. May be copied and shared for purposes of personal growth and/or research. All reproduction for profit, by any means, requires the written permission of Reconnections, Inc. * Just Channelings * groups.yahoo.com/group/justchannelings/