Post by A.H. on Jun 16, 2006 1:11:11 GMT -5
Dear Everyone,
I have noted the recent posts people have been sharing here. Often I want to reply but no words seem to express what I want to reply or share. So I want to share what I have been experiencing here on the symptom board.
Lately I am very sensitive to vibration. It may simply be the neighbor who plays the stereo all the time at a low droning tone but I think it's a combination of many things. I haven't been able to get a peaceful nights sleep but every few nights. I have to remind myself that everyone is experiencing their own reality and their actions reflects what they are personally going through themselves. So I try to be understanding but it's hard at times.
At night when I do manage to doze off, I am awakened by powerful waves of energy. My body jumps from it and wakes me up. I remembered tonight an experience I had in meditation. I was checking over my journal and it was on June the 8th. During meditation that night, "They" put a huge crystal in me. It was bigger than I was but it fit into me. "They" told me that it would bring up many things but would also help to smooth them out.
I think I might go crazy or no telling. I am hanging on but this round seems really hard for me. I hope so much that what is to come out of all of this suffering will come sooner than later.
I have noted the recent posts people have been sharing here. Often I want to reply but no words seem to express what I want to reply or share. So I want to share what I have been experiencing here on the symptom board.
Lately I am very sensitive to vibration. It may simply be the neighbor who plays the stereo all the time at a low droning tone but I think it's a combination of many things. I haven't been able to get a peaceful nights sleep but every few nights. I have to remind myself that everyone is experiencing their own reality and their actions reflects what they are personally going through themselves. So I try to be understanding but it's hard at times.
At night when I do manage to doze off, I am awakened by powerful waves of energy. My body jumps from it and wakes me up. I remembered tonight an experience I had in meditation. I was checking over my journal and it was on June the 8th. During meditation that night, "They" put a huge crystal in me. It was bigger than I was but it fit into me. "They" told me that it would bring up many things but would also help to smooth them out.
I think I might go crazy or no telling. I am hanging on but this round seems really hard for me. I hope so much that what is to come out of all of this suffering will come sooner than later.
