thank you for having me

[sama]

but i think that i do not belong here any longer. with deep and profound regret, i am going to delete my membership.

i wish all of you joy and all that you wish for yourselves - but i do not feel that my path lies with yours now. liliahnah - thank you for your abrasive responses - they probably suit members like sunquest, who admired what you said, but for me they have proved extremely painful personally.

you do NOT know me personally, and i am not as you described me. nor am i hard-headed. nonetheless, i thank you for taking the time to write what you did.

sowelu - thank you for the calmness and clarity with which you have always responded, and for your intellectual stimulus.

all of you (yeah - you as well lili....) i wish you nothing but peace and balance and joy.

ok liliahnah....you can talk about me now i've gone! LOL

i am truly sorry that it has come to this, but i have thought long and hard about it, and i do not believe that i can contribute anything helpful to this family any more.

goodbye, and blessings on you all.

sama

[LilliHart]

Sama said:
" wish all of you joy and all that you wish for yourselves - but i do not feel that my path lies with yours now. liliahnah - thank you for your abrasive responses - they probably suit members like sunquest, who admired what you said, but for me they have proved extremely painful personally.

you do NOT know me personally, and i am not as you described me. nor am i hard-headed. nonetheless, i thank you for taking the time to write what you did."

Mores the pity for your leaving Sama...and I wish you well. I don't talk about you and it chuckles me that you think I would waste my time doing so. Why would you think I would stoop to that kind of behavior? Perhaps a mirror? I have spent a lot of time and energy trying to help you see the things you have asked to see and understand. i have merely seen you come back again and again in the same mode.

It's a pity that you feel the way you do but perhaps on your journey it will be helpful for you to take a break. I left EC myself for over a year and learned much, remembered much and found more and more of myself along the way.

As I have mentioned time and again, growth and awakening is painful for many and not easy for most of us...

If my words have helped you to move forward...and even if you don't think that leaving here is moving forward, perhaps it is in disguise (who knows), then I am glad to have been of service to you.

I wish you well on your journey and trust someday to hear from you again in some place on the net. I am sure EC will be poorer for your leaving.

Liliahnah