Post by dutchraven on Jul 12, 2007 7:45:14 GMT -5
I notice in myself a growing awareness of my clinginess to outdated concepts, meaning of numbers and other meaning making made by others than myself. I also have a growing awareness of my desire and need to break free from these outdated things. I say outdated, but maybe its better to call them just past tense of truths… because I find that all these supposed securities and beliefs are becoming a barrier that’s keeping me from living in reality and the bigger truth. As events of recent times shows me clearly that a call is made to my own divine ability to live from integrity of my own soul and heart, of my intuition in what I know I must do to live as I intend. I think I am maturing or something, lol 
But really that’s how it feels… trusting myself, my way and although I still like to read inspiring messages from others, I can far better make out nowadays whether I know things are fitting to my own morals and convictions, even though my convictions have no name or form and are actually more a kind of feeling my way through things and get a yes or a no response from deep within my own being. But I am not infallible. It’s a process. And I still have some wants and needs that conflict inside… a clash of the old titans with this new pure feeling of Life Intended <smiles>… Just felt like sharing this. It’s nothing new, generally speaking, but it’s so bright I have to say something about it. Perhaps I am just getting more and more surefooted in this fluid world of possibilities and chance, steering my way on my own compass in growing harmony with all the Others sailing the ocean of eternal evolving life.
Maybe I just wanted to let you all know.. I am here, stronger inside than ever, lighting my lantern for you to see me when we pass by each other… I am here with you.
Sorry if it sounds mushy here and there, but I tend to get a little lyrical when feeling gets strong. <smiles>
I Love you all,
Dutch Raven
But really that’s how it feels… trusting myself, my way and although I still like to read inspiring messages from others, I can far better make out nowadays whether I know things are fitting to my own morals and convictions, even though my convictions have no name or form and are actually more a kind of feeling my way through things and get a yes or a no response from deep within my own being. But I am not infallible. It’s a process. And I still have some wants and needs that conflict inside… a clash of the old titans with this new pure feeling of Life Intended <smiles>… Just felt like sharing this. It’s nothing new, generally speaking, but it’s so bright I have to say something about it. Perhaps I am just getting more and more surefooted in this fluid world of possibilities and chance, steering my way on my own compass in growing harmony with all the Others sailing the ocean of eternal evolving life. Maybe I just wanted to let you all know.. I am here, stronger inside than ever, lighting my lantern for you to see me when we pass by each other… I am here with you.
Sorry if it sounds mushy here and there, but I tend to get a little lyrical when feeling gets strong. <smiles>
I Love you all,
Dutch Raven
Hi Nicole! Nice to meet you again.