Post by destra on Apr 7, 2006 14:15:31 GMT -5
This is a post from ASF, however I want to share it here because it applies to every single person walking this earth who is trying to find thier enlightenment.
We have a member at ASF who has experienced a psychotic episode after invoking something too great for her, and dwelling in her Kundalini energy when she didn't even know what it was... I hope you will read this with an open mind, knowing that each thought you have creates the reality around you. Please know that there is no race. There is no judgement. This is not a win or fail situation - this is our life. Ascension. Evolution. And getting there first doesn't mean you "win" because eventually, inevitably, we will all be there.
We have a member at ASF who has experienced a psychotic episode after invoking something too great for her, and dwelling in her Kundalini energy when she didn't even know what it was... I hope you will read this with an open mind, knowing that each thought you have creates the reality around you. Please know that there is no race. There is no judgement. This is not a win or fail situation - this is our life. Ascension. Evolution. And getting there first doesn't mean you "win" because eventually, inevitably, we will all be there.
In light of all that has gone on energetically here lately, I feel compelled to share a general reminder with everyone...
Life is not a test. There is no mystery prize for those who "work harder" at ascension than others. Ascension is our evolution which is NATURAL and part of our HUMANITY.
If you didn't "try" to ascend you still would!! We all ARE ascending, even those who don't feel like it, or know it. We are evolving.
Kundalini energy is ancient, mysterious, and very VERY powerful. I have never in my 34 years of life activated mine fully. I have had moments where I felt it moving. But I have never TRIED to force it to activate because I am aware of how BIG it is.
Our minds are small. Our perception is small. When we try to cram something very big and very godlike into our small perception it can really end up having a negative effect on our mind or body.
A very dear sister of ours has given us the biggest gift possible this month - she lived this very experience in order to teach us to be at peace in the moment. To be at peace with WHERE YOU ARE SPIRITUALLY.
She tried too hard, too fast, and ended up receiving information her mind was not capable of transmuting. So she had a psychotic episode and a month of her life is now going to be spent in a hospital. All because she pushed herself spiritually.
Please - be in the moment. Be in the NOW. Realize that you are exactly where you are meant to be right now. God IS with you at all times, and you ARE God. BUT... you are God in a Human body, with amnesia. So don't push yourself! God would never push you. God only asks you to live each moment to the fullest, in Love, in Light, with faith and joy!!!
Anything other than that is self imposed. So simplify your life. Simplify your spiritual goals. Realize that even if you stopped "trying" you would still be who you are - God.
I hope this message reaches those who require its words today.
With all my heart,
Destra