Post by promiseddreams on Feb 26, 2005 5:43:14 GMT -5
Hello everyone!
After more than 6 weeks of being sicker than a dog.... something happend last night! And it was so unexpected that I almost missed it!
It seemed like my poor physical body was bent on cleaning out every possible nook, craney, cavety and anything else that needed cleaning - and had been doing so with great diligence and attention to detail! To be honest, I was getting more than just a bit cranky and was driving my poor Victor crazy with not being happy with being so sick!
I used to tell people that even with the lupus/fibro etc, I am a remarkably healthy person. Meaning I don't as a norm get the head colds, or flu bugs or what ever it is that is going around. So the cosmic joke began on Jan 12 with me beginning to wonder about the safety of my toe nails because I was wretching so violently and often, it went down hill from there....
All in all, I lost over 20 pounds in about 6 weeks, no exercise, just being sick and having a bit of life stuff stress to deal with.
So last night, I'd reached my limit (or more correctly finished the purge) - poor Victor was in the line of fire and I wasn't in the mood to take any live prisoners! While sitting alone, in the front room, contemplating the best way to make the people around me as miserable as I was at that moment.... It dawned on me that it had been **me** that had been the worst problem all along. I'd somehow allowed myself to play into the pitty party and drifted away from my own internal truth and peace.
It had been in the back of my mind that all of this was more vibrations and moving on up the assention ladder, but I hadn't "verified" the wonder if........
Then somehow, it just "was" the move had been made and the blood began to sing with much joy inside my very being! I am literally trembling with the intensity of these new vibes and have this urge to stand on top of the house and shout it out to the world!
This afternoon after a short nap (still getting the old body back to some semblance of better physically) I walked into our front room and there was this blinding and I mean BLINDING golden white light pouring through the big picture windows to the point that I could not see out of them. The whole room was bathed in this brightness that literally made my eyes water. I just stopped and enjoyed!!!!!!
It makes sense now! The lucid dreaming seems to be back, I can feel my healing vibes radiate off of my fingertips, art images are lining up in my head demanding to get out (LOL), my spirit friends are so close by that I can feel them, my guides are sitting around with these wonderful beauitful smiles that keep trying to overtake the corners of their lips.... and I am in a place right now where NO ONE can even begin to bring me back down!
I feel like a little kid in a brand new candy store, the one only "rich" kids got to play in. And now it is my gift, I am special enough and good enough to be a part of this wonderful dream! WOWWWWWW!!!!!!
Can we say Peggy is excited?! :-) There is sooooo much to say and not so many places to say it! But the time is coming, and this forum, fast becoming a place very close to my heart is a wonderful place to start.
Thank all of you for listening! And I'd bet if you just stopped for a quick moment, closed your eyes and asked to see, this incredible light is for us all and it takes away the pain and fills that void with radiance and unconditional love.
Yours in love and light!
Peg
After more than 6 weeks of being sicker than a dog.... something happend last night! And it was so unexpected that I almost missed it!
It seemed like my poor physical body was bent on cleaning out every possible nook, craney, cavety and anything else that needed cleaning - and had been doing so with great diligence and attention to detail! To be honest, I was getting more than just a bit cranky and was driving my poor Victor crazy with not being happy with being so sick!
I used to tell people that even with the lupus/fibro etc, I am a remarkably healthy person. Meaning I don't as a norm get the head colds, or flu bugs or what ever it is that is going around. So the cosmic joke began on Jan 12 with me beginning to wonder about the safety of my toe nails because I was wretching so violently and often, it went down hill from there....
All in all, I lost over 20 pounds in about 6 weeks, no exercise, just being sick and having a bit of life stuff stress to deal with.
So last night, I'd reached my limit (or more correctly finished the purge) - poor Victor was in the line of fire and I wasn't in the mood to take any live prisoners! While sitting alone, in the front room, contemplating the best way to make the people around me as miserable as I was at that moment.... It dawned on me that it had been **me** that had been the worst problem all along. I'd somehow allowed myself to play into the pitty party and drifted away from my own internal truth and peace.
It had been in the back of my mind that all of this was more vibrations and moving on up the assention ladder, but I hadn't "verified" the wonder if........
Then somehow, it just "was" the move had been made and the blood began to sing with much joy inside my very being! I am literally trembling with the intensity of these new vibes and have this urge to stand on top of the house and shout it out to the world!
This afternoon after a short nap (still getting the old body back to some semblance of better physically) I walked into our front room and there was this blinding and I mean BLINDING golden white light pouring through the big picture windows to the point that I could not see out of them. The whole room was bathed in this brightness that literally made my eyes water. I just stopped and enjoyed!!!!!!
It makes sense now! The lucid dreaming seems to be back, I can feel my healing vibes radiate off of my fingertips, art images are lining up in my head demanding to get out (LOL), my spirit friends are so close by that I can feel them, my guides are sitting around with these wonderful beauitful smiles that keep trying to overtake the corners of their lips.... and I am in a place right now where NO ONE can even begin to bring me back down!
I feel like a little kid in a brand new candy store, the one only "rich" kids got to play in. And now it is my gift, I am special enough and good enough to be a part of this wonderful dream! WOWWWWWW!!!!!!
Can we say Peggy is excited?! :-) There is sooooo much to say and not so many places to say it! But the time is coming, and this forum, fast becoming a place very close to my heart is a wonderful place to start.
Thank all of you for listening! And I'd bet if you just stopped for a quick moment, closed your eyes and asked to see, this incredible light is for us all and it takes away the pain and fills that void with radiance and unconditional love.
Yours in love and light!
Peg