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[SolarAngels]

Namaste all,

With all the incoming energies from Venus and The Goddess, that are coming to our planet. I felt to share some things I have been experianceing, and hoped to start a discussion.

In my own personal process it has actualy been easier on me to embody the Goddess energies and I feel more comfortable within self, when I express through those energies.

I have been doing much inner work latly, and have come up with some ascension symtoms, and have been having some interesting dreams which have been reflecting the incoming energies from venus and how they relate to the clearing I am experiacneing.

The symtoms I have been getting are , very full on shoulder pain and neck pain particulary on the left side, and temple migraines on the right side.

Last night, I had a bath, and put on a particular cd from Delta Goodrem that always tunes me in to my Goddess self, I had a little realease of tears, then I got out of the bath felt incredabily dizzy, my hole body vibrated, I felt extremly ill, and felt like vomiting big time, and while this was going on, with my eyes open I could see an eclpise. I ran to the toliet and dry wrethced, quickly ran to my bed lied down and after about 10 minties it passed.

Although for 4 days now I have had these symtoms, I have also been experianceing major blissouts.
My dreams have been very interesting over the last week, I have had dreams of romantic relationships of times past, and also relationships whom I dont know who they are, and in these dreams , which actualy do not reflect my conscious self while awake, meaning I dont experiance the emotions in my waking self, and I have acted in ways that I just never would in my waking self, in regards to whats playing out in my dreams.

My dreams have been about fighting with females, anger and jealousy , which leads me to bealive that our Guides and particular the Goddess are working with us big time while we sleep.

Over the last 2 years I have had major issues with the patriarcl energy, and teachings of that nature on the planet, and also my patriarcl energy self, so these dreams are quite the suprize for me.

I have come to feel that these dreams reflect for me personly ,the feelings of abandenment, pain and anger I have experianced in some way, of the Goddess abandaning me in times past and the over identification of the patriarcl energy of this planet, and anger at self for my over identification of the patriarcl energy, in feeling I was forced in some way to act out of that energy.

And my anger at not being able to express my self through the Goddess without being judged by people. And my jealousy of other planets, worlds and women on earth who could live in that space without judgement, but I couldnt when I have incarnated into male bodies as it was not apropriate.

I trully feel the Goddess energy, does not insist on one way to truth and source, actualy my hole interpretation of information has changed over the last 2 years and is still changeing as I am sure it does for most people.

I have been having issues with information that says, this is the truth, and the truth is, in regards to other worlds, dimentions, God masters angels,etc, and when I read such things, to me it shows the one who wrote it is identifying with the patriarcl energy in some way, or the old energy ways of earth, and not alighning with the new energies coming to earth, I have seen this in my self also, which is why I dont post much any more on forums, I find it hard to handle when people talk of absoulte truths, I find it very patriarcl.


Thank you for allowing me to share my heart with you. I love you all, and I would also like to thank the Goddess energies for the lovly energies I have been experianceing in my life, and for coming back into my life, for helping me to express my true self and teaching me the ways of the heart.

I love you.
Om Shanti with Love.
SolarAngels.

[ADMIN]

Wow SolarsAngel,
This sounds more like a vent. I think Sowelu would be the appropiate person to answer this post and you speak much of your late dreams.
The aches you are feeling, most of us are also experiencing.
I can also relate to what you say about not posting on many forums. When we reach certain levels we can feel that posting in certain forums will lead us no where, what we seek is a group where we can realate to others what is happening to us. Most of us are doing roles of guiding and teachers, but we also as doctors need to refer to another doctor or person to be healed as when we fall into certain modes we can't focus on our own abilities which we have, we tend to fall into denial.
it is very couragous of you to share this with us here and I have to say that many of us are going thru the same or similar situations as you are!
We support you all the way.

[SolarAngels]

Namatse Ra, thank you, I love you

I really feel this venus event is a really important event and a major oppurtunity for amazing soul growth, remembrance, healing and communication.
Love is so yummy ;D.
Om Shanti with Love.
SolarAngels

[Lunaria]

Hi SolarAngels,
Your dreams sound like you are releasing some stuff. The pain you feel I think we have all felt and are still feeling.
I think our guides work on us at night. As for posting on other forums, I don't anymore.
For some reason I left all other forums except EC. Then we set up this one..the new EC.
I just seemed that all the other forums did not resonate when they used to. I am also having intense dreams.

[Sowelu]

Hiya SolarAngels!

Wow, yes. I've also been experiencing the energetic difficulties you mention from migraines and dizziness to shoulder, neck and head tension/pain, as well as nausea.

I was also quite surprised to read about the dream content you described... I had a dream about a week ago wherein I felt, saw and "remembered" having had a male child and abandoning him at birth (I've not had any children in this life).

I could feel his feelings of resentment and anger, and I had a vision in the dream of his entire life span as a result of being abandoned. His anger, directed at "mother" and females in general, tainted him so that he became mean and nasty and selfish. His actions were the result of constantly feeling victimized by life (the feminine) in so many ways.

This raised deep feelings of sadness and regret in me, in the dream, until I had a vision of an alternative life where I did not abandon the male child. It was... worse, in many ways. I was not only not able to provide for him in ways that would alleviate his troubles, but as a result of taking on the personal parental role in the lifetime, a greater set of responsibilities was left poorly attended, and there was a sense of a greater loss that went beyond the personal, to the greater whole. And yet I still felt saddened and as though I had failed him in some way.

It felt like a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" type of thing. When I awakened I came to the understanding that I was simply to accept and allow the feelings evoked by the symbolic scenario, because they exist in the "mother" energetic archetype.

Interestingly, however, for many days after the dream, I actually felt and processed the CHILD's emotional energies! I felt like a petulant child and my thoughts were like those of a petulant child. It was a very difficult and confusing set of circumstances at first, because these were not "my" feelings. Like you mentioned about some dreams depicting "you" in ways that you would never behave, these feelings I faced and released were not those I carried in this lifetime from my own life experiences.

Once I understood what I was feeling, however, connecting the feelings with the dream, a sense of peace started to come over me. I was also then able to "mother" myself through it, in a sense.

Just as an aside, this idea of feeling feelings that are not "mine" and processing them to compassion is something I've done a lot of in the last 3 or so years. I'm not exactly sure why, but there is a sense of it being part of what I "can" do, so I do. As though there are energies present that need integration and release, and I'm here and able, so in they come.

As we grow closer to a unified being status, perhaps, we realize and find within our own "self", the energetic realities of all types and kinds of people and their experiences, thoughts and feelings? That's the sense. That we are moving into a greater sense of self, and with it we are embracing or unifying with this entire paradigm... so everything here is a "real" mirror of self. Therefore, anything that needs harmonizing is a potential issue or patterning that we might process through our own self.

What I've come to see is that each of these occurrences follows some archetypal pattern, like a boilerplate for feelings and thought patterns... the archetypes that essentially "govern" the paradigm design here, I guess you could say.

I mentioned that in case this sort of thing might apply to you or others in some way.

Thanks so much for sharing your experiences, SolarAngels! (((Hugs))) I'm often curious if others go through the types of things I do on this path.

Much love and gratitude for you,
Sowelu

[spirit4444]

Dear Solar Angel:
I agree...we all are going through similar stuff..I can identify with the l shoulder and neck freezing up on me, also...altho my heaches seem to be on the L side. But I also get the dizziness and nausea. I have noticed my dreams are very bizarre, too...and I need more sleep to process this all.
You are such a support to all of us...I just wanted to send you a hug...and much love for all you are going through. So glad we have each other to talk to...:-) We are family.
Love,
Spirit ;D

[SolarAngels]

Namaste sisters, Lun Sowelu and Spirit4444 ;D.
Thank you for your hugs, and support.

Thank you Sowelu for sharing your experiance's with me, I found them to be very interesting. At times its hard to know if one is clearing collective thought forms, soul groups, both, or just ones own stuff. Maybe all actualy as we are all one.

I do feel with what I have been experianceing, seems to reflect a clearing of all the relationships I have been in on earth in some ways, and maybe a bit of collective stuff and soul groups in the arena of romantic relationships. actualy my dreams have been getting more intense , it seems that maybe I am clearing all sorts of stuff lol.

I have been consciously tuning into the venus energy for nealry 2 weeks now in a big way, so it has been quite intense for me at times. I do feel we work at times with clearing colelctive thoughts forms, and putting alternative thoughtforms etc up in the grids for peoples to grab onto if they chosse to.

Thank you all for your replies. I love you all .
Om Shanti with Love and hugs.
SolarAngels

[whitequeen]

Hi all,
I too have been having similar dreams of a variety of 'male' or masculine energies and beings that I guess need to be healed within my counsciouness. Also dreaming about past releationships with former male lovers, etc.

I have never really dreamt much about the lovers and relationships in my life previously, but now since the Venus energies are so heightened I guess they are coming forth this way in my psyche for healing.

Have also been dreaming a great deal about my son in this life. He IS very much in this life as you described in you dream Sowelu. As I stand strong and tall and take a stand in my own integrity I notice that he is healing. Amazing how we affect one another with our decisions.
And when we are willing to be aware of all that is happening around and within us the discoveries are quite awesome.

I too have experienced severe and incapciting head and neck pain, mostly left sided; but the good news is after 30 odd years of this, mostly it is gone now in the last 2 years since doing final alignment of DNA.

Now that the DNA is recoded, I find my body healing more quickly and that I am able to detect what it needs almost instantaneously.

As an aside, I don't think that aligning and recoding DNA will cure all ailments as much as it prepares us to cure our ailments more easily and faster.

Blessings,
WQ