Post by destra on Feb 24, 2006 1:10:58 GMT -5
I had such a topsy turvy day today EC family 
I want to share some of it with you now.
Today I woke up to havok. I won't go into details, but it was centered around my lease, a false accusation of a violation of our lease, and a couple hours of phone tag with superintendants and property managers.
I handled this the way i've been handling most things in the last few weeks - with strength. I did not take any crap from anyone, nor did I give any. I spoke from the heart, and shot from the hip, and in the end, it all smoothed over and I was given apology after apology by some very red faced building managers.
After this I reflected on my balcony, and was feeling good about the way i'd reacted. I did not lay down like a doormat as I have been prone to in the past. Nor did I over react and go emotionally crazy. I stood my ground, spoke with candor, and was honest. And it all worked out! I was feeling good about it - when I saw my friend Hawk. I havn't seen him in about 4 weeks, and it felt really really timely that he chose that moment to fly by me. Then the 4 black crows flew by and within me I heard "Go look in Doreens Number book and look up 4." I already knew that crows symbolize a mystical ancient power, and strength as well as prophecy. So I went and looked up 4, and with a great sigh of relief read that my angels were with me, watching over me and supporting my prayers.
I went to pick up my daughter at school, and intented that I would get a good parking spot today. It is usually a fight as everyone has to park at the curb to pick up their wee ones (Toronto is over crowded and parking is horrendous). As I pulled up I bust out laughing LOUDLY because the primo spot was open - the spot right in front of the stairway up to her door.... it is never available - and yet here it was. I said a silent thank you to my Angel friends, and sat back to wait until the doors opened. I decided to switch on the car radio, and as I did, I laughed again, but this time with tears of joy streaming down my face, the song on the radio was:
Talks to Angels by - The Black Crows
I laughed and cried and thanked my Angels for yet more affirmation - it was incredible.
I have been feeling much more centered lately, and I have to say I think a huge turning point for me was dropping the last of my ego defenses and just learning to suck it up and know when I am talking out of spirit, and know when I am talking out of ego.
That and invoking the Angels, God/desses and Saints. I am feeling much more connected to all that is.
I hope this little story of my day puts a smile on someones face, or perhaps stirs something within a heart, and helps someone find their footing in their own faith again. Without faith in ourselves we are as good as back in the 3D soup.
With much Love,
Destra
I want to share some of it with you now.
Today I woke up to havok. I won't go into details, but it was centered around my lease, a false accusation of a violation of our lease, and a couple hours of phone tag with superintendants and property managers.
I handled this the way i've been handling most things in the last few weeks - with strength. I did not take any crap from anyone, nor did I give any. I spoke from the heart, and shot from the hip, and in the end, it all smoothed over and I was given apology after apology by some very red faced building managers.
After this I reflected on my balcony, and was feeling good about the way i'd reacted. I did not lay down like a doormat as I have been prone to in the past. Nor did I over react and go emotionally crazy. I stood my ground, spoke with candor, and was honest. And it all worked out! I was feeling good about it - when I saw my friend Hawk. I havn't seen him in about 4 weeks, and it felt really really timely that he chose that moment to fly by me. Then the 4 black crows flew by and within me I heard "Go look in Doreens Number book and look up 4." I already knew that crows symbolize a mystical ancient power, and strength as well as prophecy. So I went and looked up 4, and with a great sigh of relief read that my angels were with me, watching over me and supporting my prayers.
I went to pick up my daughter at school, and intented that I would get a good parking spot today. It is usually a fight as everyone has to park at the curb to pick up their wee ones (Toronto is over crowded and parking is horrendous). As I pulled up I bust out laughing LOUDLY because the primo spot was open - the spot right in front of the stairway up to her door.... it is never available - and yet here it was. I said a silent thank you to my Angel friends, and sat back to wait until the doors opened. I decided to switch on the car radio, and as I did, I laughed again, but this time with tears of joy streaming down my face, the song on the radio was:
Talks to Angels by - The Black Crows
I laughed and cried and thanked my Angels for yet more affirmation - it was incredible.
I have been feeling much more centered lately, and I have to say I think a huge turning point for me was dropping the last of my ego defenses and just learning to suck it up and know when I am talking out of spirit, and know when I am talking out of ego.
That and invoking the Angels, God/desses and Saints. I am feeling much more connected to all that is.
I hope this little story of my day puts a smile on someones face, or perhaps stirs something within a heart, and helps someone find their footing in their own faith again. Without faith in ourselves we are as good as back in the 3D soup.
With much Love,
Destra
;D