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Post by Sowelu on May 3, 2006 21:35:12 GMT -5
    FROM THE MAY SURF REPORT While April's focus was on core level changes, May's focus is on implementing these changes into our outer lives. For much of the month, there will continue to be a stop and go feeling to much of what we are doing. It will often feel as if we were taking three steps forward and one step back. This is happening because we need to make continual readjustments to correct our course to keep it aligned in the new direction. We will especially find ourselves being brought to a halt each time that we try to do old things in old ways. This is because the old methods are finished. There's no going backwards and there's no more clinging to the old. We have entered the time of NO DOWN - NO RETURN. Many of us have been feeling like an iceberg that has broken away from the main landmass and is drifting out to the Sea of the Unknown. There is nothing to hold onto. At the same time, our iceberg is steadily melting and the water levels are rising.... We are being totally unplugged from our old worlds. What makes this continually challenging is that so many elements of our lives are finished on energetic levels, yet we are still dealing with them in our outer world. To do this, we have to utilize our new selves, doing things straight from our deepest core, being constantly REAL and TRUE. If we try to deal with stuff in the old ways, we will find ourselves brought to yet another standstill. www.nvisible.com/
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Post by dutchraven on May 16, 2006 16:17:48 GMT -5
This is so true for me.. sometimes I wonder who I am now... I have found and got a lovely job now.. am in love and it seems to be that the other person does love me as well... and its a strange love.. wich is a whole other story.. wich I don;t have the time nor the feeling to go deep into right now... only that it seems to be fated somehow.. I am also starting a new educationprogram later this year.... but do feel I lost my old identity... or somehow regaining it.. some of you will understand perfectly what I talk about here .. I know.. I feel like the child I was has taken control again.. and making her dreams come true now... letting go of adult chaos.. letting go of the path astray.. getting back on the right track.. I am loosing .. and I am winning..
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Post by Nicole on May 16, 2006 16:20:38 GMT -5
Woohoo DutchRaven!!!
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Post by ADMIN on May 17, 2006 10:33:42 GMT -5
DutchRaven, Enjoy! Enjoy! Enjoy! As for me, I am closing chapters in my life which no longer work for me. Wohoo!
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Post by dutchraven on May 17, 2006 15:35:26 GMT -5
Thank you girls!! and am glad for you too Mir Ra! Its a strange and lovely feeling... but can make one feel unsure footed as well.. so it's a challenge, but a fun one .. if we make it to be fun Love, Dutchy
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