Post by Edward on Mar 15, 2006 15:36:20 GMT -5
I think believe I am tapping into alternate realities or as Seth likes to say, "Probable selves". Last night I have had several dreams of which were like the world I Live in now, with humans as we know it an in structures and technology of what is known for our current known society. I have several episodes and all the while I was concious of my surroundings while sleeping in bed. I heard my mother talking in the ohther room and at one point it distracted me in the dream state and I was like shit holding on as much as I could then woke up then went to the bathroom in a hurry and jumped right back in bed, and said, "damn it I better be able to get back to that". I was able to and the first segment that follows below is the one I got back to.
There were 3 segments or dreams the first one I can not remember at this time, the second one involves a house, kidna looks old the neighboorhood looks suburban enough. Everything doesn't seem as bright. I am in the house mother is after me. I am in a crawl space and she is trying to get at me to come down. I won't. She leaves, I come down and I enter what seems to be the master Bedroom where my mother and father rest. It is dark and all the shades are drawn down. (This is where I lose the dream and I wake up) I return to bed and the dream(I am back in dream state) Lot's of clothes laying around and it is very messy. I go through the very short hallway and come to a door on my left which leads into the bathroom. I open the door. My mother is very tall as I look at her. She is completely Naked and is aghast at me finding her naked and says close the door and I am just standing their thinking what is the problem. So I obey her wishes. She had to be close to 7ft tall I want to say. I have no Idea what age I was in the dream or how tall I was. Next thing I do is I go down the other hallway to my sisters room. She is laying on her high rise bed. Or so it seemed. I came in to have anal sex with her from the rear end. To me this was normal and the thought actually went through my mind and which I knew that I was not to have actually intercourse with her until the time was right/allowed to, and It was a normal happenings in the family. Now as I go to perform she says no not now and I said yes, I know you scream at first but you eventually like it. I was about to go at it and then compassion came over me and I gave in and relented and said alright not this time. Then I was off to what was seemingly my bedroom. It was blue colored walls, I had a desk/dresser when I first come in to the right. to the left is the bed and on shelves are 2-3 foot dolls of various comedians and some action heroes. Stuff I was familar with in the dream, I was able to also read in the dream but I forget the names already of those dolls and action hereo dolls.I turn around and in the center of the room I would call it north from where I entered the room is a window and the sun is out and it is day time. I pan around back to where there is a mirror on the wall and close to my dresser. I see a whole bunch of packaged cards, kinda like baseball cards. There are boxes of it and many packs laying there. I look at one at is seems to be like Magic cards, like Magic The Gathering playing cards. I knew that these were not to be opened for what ever reason. I think I was selling them. I really wanted to open them(me Ed conciousness) So I was able to open up one pack and inside was a platnum/silverly looking strip of paper if youc an call it that it felt silky to me. Anyways I did not win the particular prize and as I was reading, it said made in Federation and had the copyright symbol, now my (Ed conciousness says), Galactic Federation? Then myself in the dream I am thinking its a Federation perhaps a country or name of a Group. Ed conciousness now in the dream is leaning towards something like the Russin Federation or along those lines of a country type. This is the end of this dream sequence here and then it changes scenery perhaps a little later on.
Now I am back in my old neighboorhood. Tinley park. I am out in the feilds where I had played many of times. But at this time I have this long white chord and it stretches very far. I say 4 blocks or so. I see that it is connected to my house on the corner where I used to live. It is a white electrical cord like the kind you find on a hairdryer but its really long. Anyways I am like, this is cumbersome so from the far distance I was away I was able to get a little closer and wrap up some of the cord. I am still about 2-3 blocks away and I just yank the cord out of the socket that is connected to the house. I proceed to wrap the cord up and make my way to the house as I do this. By the time I get to the house I have a arm full of wirring in a loosely made ball. The garage door is open about two feet off the ground. I was like I'm curious to see what's underneath. To my surprise I see my mom's current car, and I see the old minivan that I just got rid of. Moms car was all the way to the left and the minivan was on the right. It was a two door garage. Now as I look inside more as I lay down catching a glimpse inside, I see the refridgerator that was in the garage. I see the toy rack that was there that housed various balls, equipment and toys. Above it to the left was a hanging Big-Wheel. I was like hey this is my house. I open up the garage door a little more so I Could get in. As I do I stand up and I take a look at the minivan that I am passing. On the passenger side front mirrior had the same white skid marks on the side of the mirrior. I was like woah. I am about 4 feet or so now from the inside garage door leading to the house from the garage. I enter it and I see my old dog, Tasha, she was a fullbreed cockerspaniel. She was waiting in the forey there. I now walk into the kitching which was to the left of the forey of where I walked in from. My dad is doing re-modling to the kitchin and house and much has been changed. I was like I need to go and take a bath. I head my way to the bath and my dad is also said he is working in here too. I had my foot in the tub which was a deep tub, looking like a spa tub. He was in the tub and was working with the drains and he said no. I wanted to take a bath really bad too but I understood. So that was pretty much the end of this dream segement there and like I said the other dream segement that I mentioned I can not remember but it lead into the first one that I started talking about.
So I am pretty sure I am tapping into some alternate realities here of myself. If not then they are either past or future lives I am tapping into which all are sporting the same sort of technical society we currently live in now and which are human, from my perspective.
Peace, Love and Joy,
Ed
There were 3 segments or dreams the first one I can not remember at this time, the second one involves a house, kidna looks old the neighboorhood looks suburban enough. Everything doesn't seem as bright. I am in the house mother is after me. I am in a crawl space and she is trying to get at me to come down. I won't. She leaves, I come down and I enter what seems to be the master Bedroom where my mother and father rest. It is dark and all the shades are drawn down. (This is where I lose the dream and I wake up) I return to bed and the dream(I am back in dream state) Lot's of clothes laying around and it is very messy. I go through the very short hallway and come to a door on my left which leads into the bathroom. I open the door. My mother is very tall as I look at her. She is completely Naked and is aghast at me finding her naked and says close the door and I am just standing their thinking what is the problem. So I obey her wishes. She had to be close to 7ft tall I want to say. I have no Idea what age I was in the dream or how tall I was. Next thing I do is I go down the other hallway to my sisters room. She is laying on her high rise bed. Or so it seemed. I came in to have anal sex with her from the rear end. To me this was normal and the thought actually went through my mind and which I knew that I was not to have actually intercourse with her until the time was right/allowed to, and It was a normal happenings in the family. Now as I go to perform she says no not now and I said yes, I know you scream at first but you eventually like it. I was about to go at it and then compassion came over me and I gave in and relented and said alright not this time. Then I was off to what was seemingly my bedroom. It was blue colored walls, I had a desk/dresser when I first come in to the right. to the left is the bed and on shelves are 2-3 foot dolls of various comedians and some action heroes. Stuff I was familar with in the dream, I was able to also read in the dream but I forget the names already of those dolls and action hereo dolls.I turn around and in the center of the room I would call it north from where I entered the room is a window and the sun is out and it is day time. I pan around back to where there is a mirror on the wall and close to my dresser. I see a whole bunch of packaged cards, kinda like baseball cards. There are boxes of it and many packs laying there. I look at one at is seems to be like Magic cards, like Magic The Gathering playing cards. I knew that these were not to be opened for what ever reason. I think I was selling them. I really wanted to open them(me Ed conciousness) So I was able to open up one pack and inside was a platnum/silverly looking strip of paper if youc an call it that it felt silky to me. Anyways I did not win the particular prize and as I was reading, it said made in Federation and had the copyright symbol, now my (Ed conciousness says), Galactic Federation? Then myself in the dream I am thinking its a Federation perhaps a country or name of a Group. Ed conciousness now in the dream is leaning towards something like the Russin Federation or along those lines of a country type. This is the end of this dream sequence here and then it changes scenery perhaps a little later on.
Now I am back in my old neighboorhood. Tinley park. I am out in the feilds where I had played many of times. But at this time I have this long white chord and it stretches very far. I say 4 blocks or so. I see that it is connected to my house on the corner where I used to live. It is a white electrical cord like the kind you find on a hairdryer but its really long. Anyways I am like, this is cumbersome so from the far distance I was away I was able to get a little closer and wrap up some of the cord. I am still about 2-3 blocks away and I just yank the cord out of the socket that is connected to the house. I proceed to wrap the cord up and make my way to the house as I do this. By the time I get to the house I have a arm full of wirring in a loosely made ball. The garage door is open about two feet off the ground. I was like I'm curious to see what's underneath. To my surprise I see my mom's current car, and I see the old minivan that I just got rid of. Moms car was all the way to the left and the minivan was on the right. It was a two door garage. Now as I look inside more as I lay down catching a glimpse inside, I see the refridgerator that was in the garage. I see the toy rack that was there that housed various balls, equipment and toys. Above it to the left was a hanging Big-Wheel. I was like hey this is my house. I open up the garage door a little more so I Could get in. As I do I stand up and I take a look at the minivan that I am passing. On the passenger side front mirrior had the same white skid marks on the side of the mirrior. I was like woah. I am about 4 feet or so now from the inside garage door leading to the house from the garage. I enter it and I see my old dog, Tasha, she was a fullbreed cockerspaniel. She was waiting in the forey there. I now walk into the kitching which was to the left of the forey of where I walked in from. My dad is doing re-modling to the kitchin and house and much has been changed. I was like I need to go and take a bath. I head my way to the bath and my dad is also said he is working in here too. I had my foot in the tub which was a deep tub, looking like a spa tub. He was in the tub and was working with the drains and he said no. I wanted to take a bath really bad too but I understood. So that was pretty much the end of this dream segement there and like I said the other dream segement that I mentioned I can not remember but it lead into the first one that I started talking about.
So I am pretty sure I am tapping into some alternate realities here of myself. If not then they are either past or future lives I am tapping into which all are sporting the same sort of technical society we currently live in now and which are human, from my perspective.
Peace, Love and Joy,
Ed