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Post by healing16 on Mar 6, 2005 17:10:06 GMT -5
ok guys..i am trying so hard here to become more indepeandant and not have to ask for so much help from others..clearing emotions, meditating, working on diet, weening of meds, yoga, exercising, energy work..but i can only go so fast..so please bare with me and all my questions ok..thank you for your patience..this after noon during meditation i had a lovely visit from 'Uriel'--i have been wanting to connect with him..but to no avail lately..i have felt connected to Met and my other guides but not Uriel..but today was different..it was pretty intense..and lovely..no i am wondergin if it was too good to be true..i know that other entities have come and disguised themselves as others before to many others i am aqainted with and i am still so fuzzy and unsure that i am wondering if that could have happened here..is there anyway anyone can tell that?
thanks love Myrrhi
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Post by Monikah on Mar 6, 2005 18:02:24 GMT -5
Setting aside doubts and questions, how does your heart feel?
Does it "want" this one to be Uriel but it just doesn't feel quite right? Or does it feel yes, this was, with no doubt at the time, but other doubts are clouding the experience now?
Cooperation is inherent in the work we do. It's really healthy to know when to ask for help. Glad you do!
Love,
Monikah
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Post by Nicole on Mar 6, 2005 18:19:24 GMT -5
When doing "guide talk training" I always tell people that especially at first, trust the first thing you get. If you doubt yourself you will set a precedent for it.
Later on you'll learn to recognize the energy of someone and you will know if you're really encountering the same person, no matter what they look like or how they present themself to you.
Of course, easier said than done. I doubt myself about ME and MY messages but have never done so about work for others. LOL
And what Monikah said was 100% correct.
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Post by healing16 on Mar 6, 2005 18:36:10 GMT -5
hmmmm..thats a good question..right now my emotions are really being influenced my moods..rebound withrawal effects from my meds..so it is really hard to tell exactly how i am honestly feeling...it was a pretty lengthy dialogue more so then i have had with anyone else ever from other dimensions..it was intense intesne warmth..almost like we were merging energies and i was warm even though the room was colder..when i ever 'see' anything or anyone..i get a visual of them in my minds eye--know what i mean--i rarely see them with my eyes type of thing..except for flashes--but i got a very good visual of him--keeping in mind that it is all coming thru my own personal filter-- he had long brownish hair and very striking eyes..beautiful blue eyes--and he was telling me it was he, who was in my dream the other nite ( i dreamt about a woman who was giving my information about my mission.decodement etc) he was also showing me pyramid like shapes with colors at the top, and he was comforting me about alot of the things that have been going on lately..he was talking me thru my thru some recent sexual issues I have been having..telling me that sex and love are do not have to be 2 sepertae things and that sexual feelings are not bad or negatvie or dirty and that it all can be wonderful--and then holding me--for comfort..wow..now that i am retelling it--it seems so wonderful and right--i think its just that because 'sex' was brought up during the exchange i thought maybe this was not on the up and up--which really just reflects the current issues i am having with sex right now..that it is dirty and negative (believe me i have no idea where this is all coming from i have always been a very sexual person and very comfortable and healthy sex life--but the last 6-7 months or so sex is soo negaitve to me) so the more i am thinking about it, the more i think it was him--but just my own fear and issues clouding it..thanks Mon and Nicole
lov Myrrhi
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Post by Monikah on Mar 6, 2005 18:46:12 GMT -5
I'd say that no one else could or would be this personal with you. And certainly god.desses are highly sexual beings. In whole realities, this topic is easily discussed because sex is natural and normal.
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Post by healing16 on Mar 6, 2005 18:53:37 GMT -5
Thats exactly the point he was trying to make Mon. I know in time I will trust and get clarity. Its actually like I almost feel him standing over my shoulder with me rigth now saying. "OK..you wanted to get in touch with me..I am here and you are stuck with me now..ha ha" I iwsh I could draw..if what i saw in my minds eye is any real indication of what he looks like..he is a real looker  love Myrrhi |
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