Att: Sowelu

[ADMIN]

Hello gang!

I have been away for a bit. Besides mt inner process I have also been VERY busy at work with little time to get on line.
After work. it's home to cook and relax a bit, then off to sleep.
But, I hope I will be able to have more time soon to come here, hopefully when all the big bosses stop coming over to the dealership.

I also wanted to share a dream I have had twice in the past two month.
Sowelu, if you can give me your imput I would be grateful as you are good at this.

I have dreamed twice that I have kiied an infant, I have hid the body and that have gone about as if I had nothing to do with the killing. I see myself still acting like the child is alive thou i know it is dead.
I go ahead and buy things for the infant as to feed and give it it's needs, but deep inside I know it's not there any longer and I don't even feel guilty or sorry that I killed it.
About me others are asking for the infant and I reply that it's okay. they suspcious about the child as they can't see it, wondering if I kiiled it, hid it, or if I am not in mysane mind.
I was thinking about this dream this morning, could it be that I let go of something inside myself? I ahve let go of many things and have felt like I have entered a new state, crossed over a boundary of sort.
Anyway, I owuld love your imput or anyone else who may have any idea what this means.

[Sowelu]

(((Hiya MirRA!)))

Having a dream more than once typically indicates that the dreamer has still not understood the dream's message, and it is important to make the attempt. So, good for you for asking for input on it!! (((Hugs!)))

The symbology is somewhat straightforward in that it's basically saying you've killed off a part of self but are hiding the evidence, as well as the fact that you have.

The part of self killed off is symbolized by the infant...

Babies symbolize a new birth within the self; new aspects coming into being, a new beginning of some kind. They also can symbolize openness as well as untapped potential for growth within the self.

Killing a baby or infant conveys the idea that you have killed off this newness that was entering. Hiding the evidence and the fact that you killed it off, indicates not being honest with yourself about this choice and/or action taken, and avoiding or being afraid to deal with the situation.

You continue to engage in life as if this newness is still valid and growing for you, though it is not. At some level you are aware that what you're doing is essentially false, yet you continue in order to keep the ruse going. It almost appears as though you are keeping up the pretense for others, since you actually feel no guilt or remorse for your actions. And yet all others in a dream are actually symbolic of aspects of self, so the deeper truth is that you are lying to yourself, somehow.

Self-deception is an energetic issue that a great many lightworker type people are currently facing in their life, in varying ways. As though it's part of what the new energies are bringing up to be reckoned with for us all. We'll each get our own version of this issue, depending on our unique life path.

The dream doesn't indicate what the baby symbolizes specifically, but goes into details around your deceptive behavior in regard to it. So perhaps this indicates that what's most important is to understand why you're behaving in deceptive ways about a choice and/or action you've made.

Without knowing more about the circumstances of your daily life, it's hard to offer anything more concrete, MirRA. I hope this at least helps you get started in clearing up whatever's being pointed out to you in this dream. It certainly seems it's important for you to realize just what you're exhibiting lately, in your energies.

Let me know if I can be of any further help!

Love you! (((Hugs!)))
Sowelu

[ADMIN]

Thanks Sowelu,
I think you are right on the money.
I have been trying very hard to rid of all things that no longer are of value, but some are hard to let go.
This can be out of fear of facing the unlnown alone, and not talking about relationships, but of surroundings and old habits which no longer have value.
I also have been giving a lot of energy into the 3 d plane, or seems I am hanging on to it with people and I have even gone into their energy field to feel like they say blend in?
I do feel like I am indeed pretending, that is to stay in the 3 D plane while I feel the infant is the new birth and I may be trying to avoid it.
I say this because in the dream I felt like I was ignoring the killed infant, I was indifferent to it.
Wow, I guess I need to make a choice or better yet make a Move as this may indeed be my consciousness telling me something.
That's why I needed your imput, and your answer has very well struck a chord.
I will give this serious consideration as for having the same dream twice means I am getting a call.
I also have to say, thou I was hipocritical to the death of the infant I also felt great fear of being discovered for knowing what happened and keeping it to myself.

[Sowelu]

((((Hugs, MirRA!))))

I'm glad you found it helpful. As I said in the interp, most of us are having to face self-deception issues right now, and I just came through one myself in the last 2 days! So... it's a toughie, and mostly, I think, it's become so much harder to really understand what's going on in our energies because we've truly come so far and don't necessarily even THINK in terms of "issues" anymore. Most of us have so decidedly stepped into the concept of "NEW" that we're geared to think and move in "positive" ways at this point, you know? So when an issue arises now... it just seems soooo much harder to really see clearly.

I don't know if I expressed it well, but my own self-deception issue was really tough to get at and understand well, that I just wanted you to know you're not alone by any means, and if it's tough to figure out... be kind to yourself. It's just because it's really deep and obscure to our consciousness now, and easily misinterpreted as something else, at this point.

Love you!!
Sowelu