what up with this dream?

[genius]

In my concious dreams I usually try to find girls to have sex with, but it has been hard! WTF?

Last time this happened, I was in a fucked up surgical type basement lab deal, with the light green and white tile, and silver medical equipment. I remarked in my mind, it is crazy their are really places/situations, it really gets this bad. I thought of it as being as real as any other reality, just another "page" of reality.

I knew it was a dream, so I acted like I had complete control, even tho it didn't feel like it. I hurriedly searched for a girl to do it too. I went through a door, to the left side of the room were two people, I saw a pair of chopped up legs against the far wall, which
I disregarded very quickly, because I saw a girl of about 24 or so working at a desk. I said, hey baby, in a deep voice, letting her know what was up, ya know? Like I had found her.

She exclaims in a sensual and excited voice, "I can't believe it is actually going to happen like this!" More sensual than excited. The only problem was I knew I was in for trouble, she didn't want to have sex.

She grabs me, I am concentrating and closing my eyes and doing my best not to be scared, because I am saying in my mind that I have the light healers. This doesn't seem to help to much.

She grabs my hand and injects some burning chemical into one of my fingers. I let the scene go, not being concerned, thinking this may be a time in a future life in which I now have to live it in accordance of not blaming, of taking the situation with grace, etc....


What do you guys think? Real shit probably? not mind trippin'?

B4 this happened, I was in another dream scene where I could really, really feel the light healers, but of course I knew it was a dream and rushed off as soon as I could to find a really hot girl. I regret that with what happened, wouldn't you? What do you think?

[Sowelu]

Well, genius, perhaps the dream is attempting to convey the idea that if you approach life from the perspective that others exist to serve your personal pleasure, then you will attract experiences of being used BY others for their personal pleasure.

Your experience of life is determined by your beliefs about life. Your experience of others is determined by how you view and treat others. The dream state is not a simple fantasyland, it is another level of consciousness wherein we experience life based on our own intentions, beliefs and needs. We often get to see the other side of our intentions in dreams, becoming the "victim" of what we perpetrate. Especially the attitudes, intentions and beliefs we don't see or understand clearly about ourselves.

If you intend to be assisted by light healers, you likely can't escape learning this very basic energy dynamic lesson.

From what you've written here, it seems you made a choice of preference in the dream state, and were shown an example of the result of that choice. While in the presence of light healers, you chose instead to seek personal pleasure by using another. Thus, you saw what happens if we live from that energetic intent. We will become used by others, as well. One goes hand-in-hand with the other.

If we learn this lesson, there will be less experiences one must "accept with grace", as you called it, because we simply won't create them.

Take or toss as you see fit.

With love,
Sowelu

[Edward]

Perhaps, this is a sign that you rush to do things not caring or realizing who or what is around you. I think part of this dream is indicative of you not paying attention to details. Coupled with possiblyof being not open minded enough to other things that may be effecting you and which may be effecting others.

Also I think you have a need or desire for something in your life.. To be loved, appriciated, noticed or recognized or cared about, something. I don't know what, but I get that sense too.


Peace, Love and Enlightenment,


Ed