Post by magic on Jun 13, 2006 17:47:19 GMT -5
Hi Everyone,
I want to share with you some strang feelings I have been having latley any in put would be helpful. I noticed this past month I have been feeling very different. It seems despair is in the air so to speak.
I have been feeling strong feelings of nontolerance for suffering along with this uncomfortable feeling I get inside that comes and goes. The first thing that really triggered it was the death of a beautiful swan and her chick in our backyard, they were attacked by what may have been a snapper turtle and I took it rather hard. Though I understand this is part of nature it lingered in my head all day and caused me great saddness. I feel much better today but thats just one example of how I have been feeling lately.
I don't know exactly how to describe this feeling other than to say it is an uncomfortable feeling inside were I feel very uncomfortable then fearful as if something bad is going to happen then later I will regain control again and feel ok then the whole process repeats itself. I am not sure if I am feeling into earths energies or it's just coming from within myself. I have never felt such feelings so strongly as I have been feeling these days. All I can say is strong feelings more on the negative side rather than positive so to speak and I am usually not like this. I am telling myself to be strong but it can be hard at times. Any input of what anyone may thinks this could be would be most helpful.
Thanks so much
Lots of Love
Magic
I want to share with you some strang feelings I have been having latley any in put would be helpful. I noticed this past month I have been feeling very different. It seems despair is in the air so to speak.
I have been feeling strong feelings of nontolerance for suffering along with this uncomfortable feeling I get inside that comes and goes. The first thing that really triggered it was the death of a beautiful swan and her chick in our backyard, they were attacked by what may have been a snapper turtle and I took it rather hard. Though I understand this is part of nature it lingered in my head all day and caused me great saddness. I feel much better today but thats just one example of how I have been feeling lately.
I don't know exactly how to describe this feeling other than to say it is an uncomfortable feeling inside were I feel very uncomfortable then fearful as if something bad is going to happen then later I will regain control again and feel ok then the whole process repeats itself. I am not sure if I am feeling into earths energies or it's just coming from within myself. I have never felt such feelings so strongly as I have been feeling these days. All I can say is strong feelings more on the negative side rather than positive so to speak and I am usually not like this. I am telling myself to be strong but it can be hard at times. Any input of what anyone may thinks this could be would be most helpful.
Thanks so much
Lots of Love
Magic