Post by ADMIN on Jun 27, 2016 21:44:06 GMT -5
Hello Family,
Back from my trip and getting ready for my next air trip.
I had not wanted to visit the tragic area at first but, they had other plans for me.
This trip was a very emotional one at all levels.
Upon arriving to Orlando I immediately felt a cloud of uncertainty and a sense of people lost in time.
My friend greeted me with a wonderful tortinilli and spinach stew. That was comforting to the soul.
Mind you this was my first outting after three in what we call a retreat.
Her home felt very welcoming and the energy level was very good which I immediately praised her wonderful vibrations in her cute home.
My friend had made plans for my visit and besides treating me as if were my birthday she wanted us to go were the vigil was held for the less fortunate of the Pulse shooting.
I nodded as to let her know that if I could avoid going there it would be best to do what other plans she had.
At times we make plans but, spirit have their own plans and they find a way to make things happen.
My friend wanted to treat me to a hair session with Michael. Michael had 4 friends that were killed in the shooting and he considered himself lucky as he was out of the country when the tragedy happened. He considered he was saved by his angel, which I don't doubt.
Upon arriving to the salon which is near where the vigil took place my friend and Michael embraced in a long hug since they had this great sorrow and pain from losing close friends.
Meeting Michael was a great pleasure. He was happy to finally meet me as I was also to meet him. I did however sense that he needed or seeks advice or direction from a fairy godmother. :-)
After doing my hair Michael enphazised on going to the grounds where the vigil was held before heading out to dinner. At this point I had no voice and went along knowing how easily I pick up vibrations and energy. Knowing this I would have prepared and worn a belt. But, it was late and I knew what I was in for.
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As we approached the area my heart started aching... I felt the fear, the sorrow, the pain, the judgments, the critizisim, the guilt....
The vibration was too much as if I was witnessing the killing of many, many, more than 49. As if these souls were used, discarded fir selfish reasons whichever they may be.
I had to sit in a chair and just bursted into tears as these souls were an extension of my being and the compassion feeling for those relatives, curious ones, staring at photos of their love ones just broke my heart.
There were dogs to help with healing, candles, and people just coming by to pay their respects. A very moving scenario with many gaving questions if this senseless act.
As I sat there crying I was approached by a man named John. John is with a group who goes to tragedies to help people in their pain and he prays and consoles them.
John asked me if I had lost a person in the shootings.. I replied no, that I did not lose one person but that all the people in that shooting were part of my family. He gave me a puzzled look and then smiled and hug me. He says I know what you mean it's such a pity. Me knowing within that these people played a role in the things and events that are to come. I could just only release the pain through my heart and my person. We got together and we'd agreed and we prayed for all the souls for the light to guide them in a better path we exchange some conversation regarding what John does where he goes and how they help people in despair.
After that I walked out to the front of the building and I left a signature on the side. The least I could do was send them Love & Light and that's exactly what I did. So my friends as you know I was guided to Orlando to bring a tiny ray if light... I hope I did just that...
