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Post by Edward on Jan 17, 2005 23:25:52 GMT -5
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Post by ADMIN on Jan 19, 2005 11:58:10 GMT -5
Ed! ;D You and I are defintely on the same page! My God, where will this take us? I just saw this and was going to post it when I saw you beat me! ;D Here is the apparatus called "Angel Light" And it was all just a dream. proof that we are taken to alien spaceships and are being taught! Wow!!!!!!!
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Post by Edward on Jan 19, 2005 15:21:17 GMT -5
And it was all just a dream. proof that we are taken to alien spaceships and are being taught! Wow!!!!!!! Jumps up and down, waves hands. My turn, my turn, its it my turn yet? ;D But on all serious notes I think there is a possibility I was abducted when I was a child. But I have not further explored it. I have recently now explored the idea and the possibility that it may in fact have happen, but I don't know who to talk to. Peace, Love and Enlightenment, Ed
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Post by Nicole on Jan 19, 2005 15:53:28 GMT -5
What do you need to talk about? Then you can decide the who to talk to.
I think I was taken at least once. I woke up twice with my head at the foot of my bed under the covers with the bed still tucked in tight like my mom would do. There was no way I could have gotten in this position without messing the covers cause it was a twin bed. I just remember screaming and trying to tear the covers off and by that time mom would be there getting me out.
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Post by Edward on Jan 19, 2005 19:39:57 GMT -5
What do you need to talk about? Then you can decide the who to talk to. I think I was taken at least once. I woke up twice with my head at the foot of my bed under the covers with the bed still tucked in tight like my mom would do. There was no way I could have gotten in this position without messing the covers cause it was a twin bed. I just remember screaming and trying to tear the covers off and by that time mom would be there getting me out. Well, as a child growing up I was fearful of the dark. I could not sleep with out the lights on. Nite-light, bathroom light, the light of my room. Anything. I was petrafied to the core. I would frequently hide under the covers and keep my body parts under it for hope that it would protect me. I would consitantly move to my parents bed and sleep. And when I was getting too big I slept on the floor next to the bed. I would have alot of sleep paralysis. I would not be able to move but my eyes were able to open. It was like my body was asleep but my eyes and mind weren't. I have had that over the years but it was mainly concentrated from age 2-9. In my dreams I used to see a green mist or dark figure come up the stairs or in my room to come get me. When I was awake I felt I was always being watched from the shawdows of my room. I was deathly scared. Hence I always had the l ights on so I could see what was in front of me. But back to my dreams these dreams were always reaccuring. Even when I was sleeping on the floor next to my parents bed. I would dream that I am there and that this same green mist would come to get me. Sometimes I think I was able to be able to make it go away. Not too totally sure. But Fear and total petrafaction came with it and surrounded me when it came. Same thing when I was falling asleep in my room. Like I said I could almost see the shadows move, and I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me because I stared for a long time until I could not keep my eyes awake. I don't know if I was making up this fear in my mind or what but It wasn't fun I tell you that. Now onto other more physical attributes. During this time period of infant to 9 years old, I had constant bloody noses in the middle of the night. It was just about a weekly and sometimes nightly affair. When I was 7 I had some really bad ear aches and pressure building up. I had to get tubes in my ears and my mother brought up my noses bleeds prior since I was frequently at the doctors from infant to 18. They were supposed to do something to my nose and cross the cartilage or something to stop my nose bleeds during the same time I had my tubes inserted. I still had nose bleeds after my tubes were put in to drain my ear of all this pressure build up. I was always very sick with allergies when I was little. Not so much now-a-days. I asked my mother if they did anything to my nose during surgery to put tubes in my ears and she said I think so. My noses bleeds went away as I got older but I still was subseptable to them very easily but over the years it pretty much has went away. Now to my birthmarks. Or my "so called birth marks" that my mom say that they are my birthmarks. on the outside of my middle finger on my left hand I have had this dark brown pefect circle. It is where the base of the finger meets the webbing inbetween fingers on the side. This one my mom puts off as a mole or freckle. But thats been there since I could remember and I can remember things as early as 2years old. I've got a vivid memory. Anyways just across from this brown spot is the birth mark my mom says must be a birth mark. it is on my fourth finger starting from the thumb right next to the middle finger. There are two parralell lines starting from the web of that finger and stoping just shy of my knuckle. They are both equal in length and they are spaced half the size of my pinky apart. Again they are perfectly parallel to each other. My mom insists that this is a birth mark, or so she claims. This scar is in white lines still just as it was when I was a child and very visible. I have had various scars over my years from scrabing my knee to o ther things but they eventually faded but was sitll noticable somewhat. This scar never faded. It's like the freaking Nasca lines of peru...lmfao. Ok kidding aside, now I have a scar on my left cheeck. It looks like a dimple but it sure looks like my skin was scooped out. it has the shape. So as to that being a true dimple or something cut out of me when I was very very young. So I don't know. Now back to my finger where the brown spot is. Over the years, it has lost it's color. I think sometime after highschool perhaps, maybe during Highschool I think is pretty close to when it started changing colors. It is now just pure white, like scar tissue. And underneath the skin I can feel something underneath it. Perhaps its my imagination but I feel a small think object there now, at this very moment. You see I have always been i nterested i n UFO , abductions and I have always wanted since I could remember to be aboard a space craft. These feelings reallly started to come out durning junior high and HighSchool. I thought to myself, man that would be cool to be aboard a space ship and I often thought of what it would be like being abducted. Now not once did I ever conisder myself as being one who has been possible abducted. That didn't start to formulate until this 2004-2005. The knowledge I have obtain over the years about abductions and various things and when I reflect on it, for some reason a lightbulb went off and I started to remember my fear of the dark, m y nose bleeds and my dreams I had as a child. So I am know trying to discover if I infact have been actually abducted in my life and if I have infact have some sort of implant or devices in me. With the way I grew up and the things that have happened I am seriously considering it but I do not know who to talk to or anything. Peace, Love and Enlightenment, Ed
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