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Post by Colourmagic on Dec 24, 2009 5:49:47 GMT -5
Merry Christmas to everyone and hope you all have a peaceful and fun time whatever you're doing and wherever you are. Love and Light Colourmagic  |
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 24, 2009 19:34:48 GMT -5
Though I seem to not be feeling the holiday spirit at all this year, I know there are those who are and do... and so I wish you each and all a very blessed holiday season, with the hope and anticipation of lovely, uplifting and surprising changes for us all in 2010. 
With love,
Sowelu
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Post by LilliHart on Dec 25, 2009 19:28:02 GMT -5
I'm also not feeling much of the holiday energies, but I still wish all of you who are a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Only three more years folks, to 2012. Wow! Then what? Anyone have any visions of what's to come?
Love Lili
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Post by Edward on Dec 25, 2009 22:29:05 GMT -5
Merry Christmas and Happy New year to you all.
As for the date my queen. Well Either more of the same will continue to happen or People will start to come together and assert themselves in bringing together the people of this planet in a peaceful and non-controling way. An enlightenment of the planet and the breaking free of the bonds and control mechanisms that have been in place.
Ed
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 26, 2009 5:48:56 GMT -5
Hey Lili! It seems I've lost all ability to "project" or "envision" anything that isn't What Is NOW, at this point. Sounds simple on the surface but is actually rather difficult to contend with, truth to tell. And of course in all the emotional processing these many years, I've encountered so many scenarios of what was "supposed" to happen and how things were "supposed" to be - and cleared the illusion of them - that I have no idea anymore.
I always used to go by "feeling" in life, but again, all this "integrating to neutral" and processing out fear has left me fairly empty on the feeling side of things at this point, so I can't "sense" anything, either. I can't "feel my way into" thoughts, feelings, possibilities... nothing. It's the strangest state of being I think I've ever encountered.
But if "tabula rasa" was the goal... I may be pretty darn close. LOL! In which case... we'll see what I become "filled with" now that I've been emptied, I guess. But nope... no clue from here.
Love you! (((Hugs)))
Sowelu
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Post by LilliHart on Dec 26, 2009 15:48:00 GMT -5
HI ED! My leige and faithful one. LOL I guess I'll never be able to let the WhiteQueen be forgotten. HAHA!
And Sowelu, lemme tell you, I'm in the EXACT same place, is it any suprise? Zippity do dah for prognastications. :0) When I look forward I can see until Dec 2012 and then it's black. My astrologer who is an ascension guru and light body officiando says it's because I'm trying to see into the future of this 3D dimension and I won't be here so I can't see what's to come in the next. My daughter has the same experience only she is not a visionary, but a feeler, like you. I also have almost no feelings left in this neutral place...except for anger but it's always directed in the present...and mostly triggered by frustration and injustice. Sigh...
I have no desire really anymore, except I am envisioning where I would like to live because where I am isn't where I want to stay. I was told I was put where I am to keep me safe and hidden until Dec 2012. Who knows. It's ok for the time being but I really do not like it here and want to be in a place in the mountains that is 100% off grid and alone. I am so tired of humans.
How's your new place Sowelu? Settled in?
Ed what are you doing these days? I remember when you were just waking up. What a journey! LOL And it's been over 4 years since we've spoken. Last time was when I was in Costa Rica.
Bow now, your queen is checking out. Here, kiss the ring. LOL
Lili
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 26, 2009 18:15:27 GMT -5
*heehee* I just had to share this, Lili, since to you was the first time I uttered anything to anyone about my experience lately. This is from my horoscope (I'm Cancer), of all things... "The year ends with a Full Moon in Cancer, that, in some parts of the world at least, is going to present an eclipse. That suggests you're reaching the end of an 'emotional era'. Soon, you simply won't feel what you have felt so much, so often in the past." So I'm fairly well settled into the new digs, and I let go (donated) of a whole lot to be comfortable here... but I've also re-confirmed my sense that apartment living is just not... really the way I like to live on this planet. I'm so used to houses, non-attached to other buildings, no one above, next to or below you. Apartments feel like a restriction on freedom to me. Someone else sets rules, which I never like of course (*giggle*) So... I suppose that's good to learn... again. I've only had two apartments? I think? Otherwise I've rented whole houses or entire flats (which is much like a whole house just cuz of front-to-back size complete with porches, and with me, the other tenants were rarely home)... Anyway... I'm here, I've made it my home, it's lovely with my plants and artwork and all... but it feels confining. We'll see how things go, I guess. Love you! Sowelu |
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Post by Edward on Dec 27, 2009 21:46:08 GMT -5
;D hehe. A fond recollection. As for me I feel like I'm in the same place as you and sowelu, though i feel that things are slipping away or my seemingly inability to stay focused in the sense of doing the stuff I want to see done. I'm working in a job that looks like it will be over soon, though I don't know where to go or how I will live. I still live with my parents and that will end by summer time of 2010, since they are moving to Florida. I've been struggling a bit spiritually and mentally at times. I've put on more weight, not eating too well, I'm having good and bad day's ect.... I have a project I want to do though it seemed like for some reason I could not get in touch with the person who wanted to hear my ideas after I told it to them via facebook. It involves my Crystals bowls and using the sound in combination with sounds of nature, like a rainstorm, ocean sounds, birds ect.... I want to help bring forth awareness to people of our world and ourselves so people themselves can start taking action and asking questions and hence changing the world. I know some will try to see it as a cult thing, or as a religious thing and be fearful but I I believe I have the fortitude and understanding to help be a messenger in a sense kinda like Jesus, Ghandi and Dr. Martin Luther King was. I just want to be the one that stands up with out fear and just get people to start to realize it's ok to ask questions and it's ok to stand up for what you believe in. Many people don't even try for fear of ridicule , loss of job ect.... That doesn't bother me Ed HI ED! My leige and faithful one. LOL I guess I'll never be able to let the WhiteQueen be forgotten. HAHA! And Sowelu, lemme tell you, I'm in the EXACT same place, is it any suprise? Zippity do dah for prognastications. :0) When I look forward I can see until Dec 2012 and then it's black. My astrologer who is an ascension guru and light body officiando says it's because I'm trying to see into the future of this 3D dimension and I won't be here so I can't see what's to come in the next. My daughter has the same experience only she is not a visionary, but a feeler, like you. I also have almost no feelings left in this neutral place...except for anger but it's always directed in the present...and mostly triggered by frustration and injustice. Sigh... I have no desire really anymore, except I am envisioning where I would like to live because where I am isn't where I want to stay. I was told I was put where I am to keep me safe and hidden until Dec 2012. Who knows. It's ok for the time being but I really do not like it here and want to be in a place in the mountains that is 100% off grid and alone. I am so tired of humans. How's your new place Sowelu? Settled in? Ed what are you doing these days? I remember when you were just waking up. What a journey! LOL And it's been over 4 years since we've spoken. Last time was when I was in Costa Rica. Bow now, your queen is checking out. Here, kiss the ring. LOL Lili |
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Post by Edward on Dec 27, 2009 21:48:11 GMT -5
I'm a cancer too. I wonder if Lili is too? Be interesting, migh explain why we are all feeling the same emotionally. Ed *heehee* I just had to share this, Lili, since to you was the first time I uttered anything to anyone about my experience lately. This is from my horoscope (I'm Cancer), of all things... "The year ends with a Full Moon in Cancer, that, in some parts of the world at least, is going to present an eclipse. That suggests you're reaching the end of an 'emotional era'. Soon, you simply won't feel what you have felt so much, so often in the past." So I'm fairly well settled into the new digs, and I let go (donated) of a whole lot to be comfortable here... but I've also re-confirmed my sense that apartment living is just not... really the way I like to live on this planet. I'm so used to houses, non-attached to other buildings, no one above, next to or below you. Apartments feel like a restriction on freedom to me. Someone else sets rules, which I never like of course (*giggle*) So... I suppose that's good to learn... again. I've only had two apartments? I think? Otherwise I've rented whole houses or entire flats (which is much like a whole house just cuz of front-to-back size complete with porches, and with me, the other tenants were rarely home)... Anyway... I'm here, I've made it my home, it's lovely with my plants and artwork and all... but it feels confining. We'll see how things go, I guess. Love you! Sowelu |
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