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Post by dutchraven on Nov 30, 2005 18:13:11 GMT -5
My internet nickname is Dutch Raven, but my real (first) name is Marjolein, I'll respond to both names 
I first came in to contact with the council via Delphi Forums, also was a(n inactive) member of the group on MSN.. actually for a couple of years I lost consious contact with spirit and my spirituality. But now I am back 
You will get to know me probably as a thinker, investigator, easygoing and quite open. I can be very talkative at times and may suddenly ease off because I also need time alone alot, probably to process stuf and take a break for recharging. This latter thing will probably balance out in time, when I find the balance (unity) in myself, as I have been a living breathing polarity most of the time now .. shooting back and forth
I've been called back here out of interest, curiosity and a little nudge in your direction I guess
I have read a few posts, but so far I only remember MirRa, so I hope to get to 'meet' the rest of you as well.
Untill then.
Love,
Dutch Raven
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Post by menguard on Nov 30, 2005 18:27:57 GMT -5
Dutch raven,
Welcome back to the home away from home, I like your sincerity, it speaks a lot and resonates well with me.Nice to be with open hearted people here at Earth council.
Love and light
Menguard
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Post by dutchraven on Nov 30, 2005 19:32:12 GMT -5
Good to meet you Menguard,
Thank you for your warm welcome
Love,
Dutch Raven
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Post by menguard on Nov 30, 2005 19:47:10 GMT -5
That is exactly why I am here to embrace our world with the warmth that is needed in the years to come.Nice to meet you warrior of light.  Love and Light Menguard |
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Post by ADMIN on Nov 30, 2005 20:16:01 GMT -5
Dutch Raven! Long time no see. How sweet to see you here my friend, it's been a while. I am glad you found us! I am sure our family here will enjoy your presence and you will aslo find souls who are serious about their spiritual path. It's funny how we are directed to past connections. I am sure you bring good things to share with us and it's a great pleasure to see ya again! ;D Just in case you may wonder, Lun has moved to other avenues in writing poetry. Welcome Home Sister! |
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Post by destra on Nov 30, 2005 23:13:47 GMT -5
Dutch Raven i'm so pleased to meet you Enjoy your time here, this is a lovely and warm community and you'll feel right at home! Much Light & Love, Destra |
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Post by liza on Dec 1, 2005 9:50:17 GMT -5
Hi DutchRaven, welcome to the boards! Feel free to do what you are nudged towards here and out of here. Absolutely no pressure from me. You may even find that we're in similar shoes! I like my solitary time as well, but can be chatty. What are your interests currently? Other than finding your balance |
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Post by dutchraven on Dec 1, 2005 13:59:27 GMT -5
MirRa thanks |
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Post by dutchraven on Dec 1, 2005 14:01:09 GMT -5
Pleased to meet you as well Destra. |
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Post by LilliHart on Dec 1, 2005 14:06:32 GMT -5
Hi Dutch Raven,
Love your name! Welcome back. I too have recently been called back to these boards so am reigniting old friendships and contacts. Looking forward to your perambulations! :-)
Liliahnah
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Post by dutchraven on Dec 1, 2005 14:27:29 GMT -5
Hi Liza, Thank you for the welcome My interest currently are crystals (co-healing with crystals), learning to love unconditionally, being without judgement, coming into my own power, experiencing the spirit/god(dess) in me (co-creating),.. and the path of ascension in general. I'm also interested in the Twinsoul/flame/ray/soulmate thing, but I am not sure what to make of it. It's easier to see every relationship as something unique without giving it a name. I just came out of a very pre-occupying love-relationship wich went very deep. I experienced parts of me I didnt think were there (kinda dark parts to give it a label). It was a very confronting and mirrorlike relationship, I almost completely lost myself within it. So I am now kinda recuperating from that experience. Even getting reaquainted with myself. <smiles> I am still somewhat sad that we broke up, but I am now learning alot about working through the dark parts to come to a truer, unconditional love without the many expectations. He and I are talking a little bit again, since shortly, and I think he doesn't want to loose contact with me. A few months ago this was not possible for me, but now I feel more confident and happy within, so I can make the move of being into contact with someone who did hurt me so much in the past (so it felt). I can see more through the illusionary bit, and see us more as two souls in human bodies. Both masters in disquise. I am even aware now that he cannot really hurt me (much) anymore, since I feel more compassionate and understanding even though I don't litterally understand everything The whole thing gave me alot of insight and a need to come back into my own power BIG TIME! Maybe we can restore the original happiness we felt when we found eachother someday, maybe more even (not even saying that it is to be a love-relationship, (though you have many kinds of love-relationships, you know what I mean..) but maybe a soulrelationship or something new I don't even have a word for. I have a soul-relationship with another ex of mine and it is very good to have such a friend. It's a sad story with a happy end (and still unfolding), I could write a book about it, lol I can even tell more, but I guess there are more chances for that in the future. I'm not even sure you are interested in all this, lol... Anyway, thanks for listening. Alot of info I guess, but that may help to understand where I am coming from, also a bit of the reason I have been away for so long... Love, Dutch Raven |
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Post by innerpeace1967 on Dec 1, 2005 16:21:02 GMT -5
Hi Dutch Raven, Sounds like you've just been through a similar experience to me re; twin flame relationship. I also came out of it wanting to find my spiritual self and work on the inner me. Still working on it, getting there slowly lol. good to meet you with love and peace, Ali |
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Post by dutchraven on Dec 1, 2005 16:50:41 GMT -5
Hi Liliahnah, Thanks for the welcome! Good to see old friends coming together. I may not have many old friends here <smiles> or maybe I do, you never know ;D But I sure like to make some new ones! I'm not sure what the word perambulations means actually, lol I suppose it has to do with words, talking? I'll look it up on the internet ah found it, I was somewhat in the right direction, lol, though not the way I thought.. here's my perambulation of the word..lol per·am·bu·late (p-rmby-lt) v. per·am·bu·lat·ed, per·am·bu·lat·ing, per·am·bu·lates v.tr. 1. To walk through. 2. To inspect (an area) on foot. v.intr. To walk about; roam or stroll. Love, Dutch Raven |
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Post by dutchraven on Dec 1, 2005 17:10:43 GMT -5
Ali Good to meet you. I am not sure if I call him a twinflame, but there are some very interesting feelings I have with him I have not found anywhere else, not even with my dearest soulmate. When we hug, I close my eyes and I am home, it's even almost if he is not there physically, but I am home. We enjoy the same movies (ok maybe not that special lol) but we share the same souljoy.. can't explain better right now what I mean exactly. But... we are, or we seem so different on other levels. For example.. the man from mars, woman from venus thing just played a mayor clashrole in our relationship, wich was very awkward, cause I always thought of myself before as a kinda masculine woman. And never really had so much man-woman related problems before.. lol he kinda brought out the archetypal woman in me, with all her dark sides, wich he hated I think, lol And wich I kinda hated as well.. but I am now getting to accept alot more about myself than I did ever.. Anyways, it's been very interesting now I can look at it without my heart hurting like hell. We'll see how we can relate in the future. I do know I have to be very careful dealing with him, I so easily get imbalanced... and I have no clue why exactly yet. The key is to be found in the way we keep the balance I guess.. The only time I don't get imbalanced with him is by hugging him and be silent, silent in speach and in mind, present, just there with him in that moment. And its all allright. I hope whatwever way we choose, we can at least hug eachother often in the future, because that feeling of home is a real cushion to rest on, a true blessing to have and a big reminder that home is here already, maybe in bits and pieces, but not completely absent as it may feel often. I would be interested to hear from your experiences... but maybe we should continue the discussion on another board if you feel free to do so. Or you can email me, I will enable my e-mail on this board, just in case. Love, Dutch Raven |
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Post by innerpeace1967 on Dec 2, 2005 15:05:16 GMT -5
Hi Dutch Raven,
I believe the relationship I have just come out of was with my twin flame from what I have read about it.
It was so intense I've never felt anything like it with anyone else, we also both felt like we had a bond and found part of us that was missing.
From what I've read though, if you are not ready and have 'baggage' you end up destroying each other because everything becomes amplified.
This is what happened to us I think, little things became major issues, we were both bringing things out in each other we didn't like, and were hurting each other but couldn't let go of the bond and love we felt.
I wonder if this is down to the intense nature of the relationship and not being spiritually mature enough to deal with it. Everytime something went wrong it was like pressing a 'self destruction' button on our soul.
The hurt I felt was so deep, I've never cried so much or felt such a sense of loss as I've felt with this relationship and it's ending.
We also tried to be friends but we were still hurting each other so we are not in contact now, who knows maybe in the future or another life...........
Now I am doing much like you following my spiritual path and finding myself, which all started because of this relationship, so I do have him to thank for that.
I still feel a bond with him and still feel hurt deep within, but I guess that will get better in time.
with love and peace
Ali
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