Post by andy on Nov 10, 2005 18:32:10 GMT -5
hello, my name is andy 27, and right now i am a little scared and feeling a bit confused. looking for people with similar experiences and found this site where things make more sense.
around this time last year i began experiencing a buzzing in my left ear, starting at around 11-12 o'clock at night. i had no previous knowledge of et involvment in our society at this time. it is only recently i have been looking on the net for similar experiences, which brought me here amongst other places and the stories being expressed unnerved me to say the least.
at first i thought the noise was a car outside with its engine running,i even went out to check. no, no car. this buzzing has persitted ever night since then, with varying degrees of intensity. around this time i also began seeing things in a diffrent light. little things like knowing who and when some one is approaching my house, and other things a little more abstract.
these revelations have continued and intensified and popped in july this year.
i woke up one morning and checked my emails, as i had been conversing on a certain web page and was hoping for a reply. the reply i got was anonimous but it stated that i had made myself available for an energy exchange. i was s#$tting my pants to say the least. during the rest of the day i was compelled to look at pictures of some ancient artifacts from mexico and scotland. i began to understand what they meant or symbolised, which was diametrically opposed to what the anthroplogist had written about them. i also experienced the same plane fly past my window in exactly the same way three times. this shattered my sense of concrete reality. i knew without a shadow of doubt then, about the illusionary nature of reality .
that night my body just got up and went into a star shape posture. then what happened next i can only describe as a quickeneing. an energy swirlled through my entire body at break neck speed. i stumbled and fell backwards and it happened again.it felt like something trying to rip me apart. i tried to get to sleep to no avail. i then became aware of two beings peering at me from above. they were not in my room it was more like they were on a diffrent vibratory level and i was seeing them through the top of my head. they were greys or maybe blues could only see there faces.one said "this ones crazy" the other"crack him open see what happens" . the feeling i got from them was sort of mishievous. a space craft , an oval silver coloured orb then flew past the window.
the next morning i noticed that my skin had an eerie green glow almost like a mist attached to it. i also began to feel terribly nautious. i spent most of that day in the shower in between bouts of dry wretching. the green mist slowly subsided and i began to feel a little bit more like myself. the rest of the day was spent trying make some sense out of it all. some where inside i knew it still was not over. that night while trying to get to sleep i just got up walked out of the house and along the road into the local cemetry. i walked quite a distance into the cemetry then began wretching again. there was no physical matter coming out it was more like an electronic noise. this went on for a while until i felt a loud crack at the base of my neck. with that i was propelled forward. my forhead struck the ground and a flood of something shot out of my head and into the ground. i went back home and tryed to get some sleep. upon waking the next morning i checked my emails just to make sure of no more phantom emails, and there it was. a letter thanking me for my efforts the night before. there was also a part i was to send on to a list of other emails that were accompanying the mail. it stated that i was to recieve 5$ for every one on the list and that i should set up a post office box to recieve this payment. it stated that this was all perfectly legal according to some law of the 106th us congress. at this point i ignored it i didnt want payment from any one or thing as i felt this might obligate me to something in the future.
i then went outside to watch the sun coming up. my body then began to perform movements almost kung fu like. this proceded for about half an hour when i started to feel something begin to merge with me. i have heard of people meeting praying mantis type aliens. this was like that except it was more like a giant butterfly. at times throughout the experience it was like if id willed it to happen i could have taken off, i could feel its wings protruding from my back.. i walked about with this entity in me for a few days. it fed off energy , with the use of an energetic prrobiscus that it was able to project . it also fed off the scent of flowers. there was other occurences that i couldnt explain, or rather have no context with which to relay some of the experiences.it was like seeing demons, who were somehow behind the personallity and experiences of eveyone.
with what little idea of myself i had left i managed to battle hard enough to gain control of my body again.
it has taken me quite a while to regain myself and i am still not 100% to be honest i dont think you can be the same again after experiences of this kind. since then have had two really strange dreams.
one i was in a dark swamp coiled up in a giant snake which was sinking its jaws into my neck, while crushing me. the other i was led into a cave which looked like the entrance to the underworld from the four corners region in arizona. whether this was the actuall site or the reptiles cattering to my bent of character i am not sure. i was led inside and told a few things which i struggle to regain in my waking hours. at the end of the explanation i felt a hand on my shoulder then a giant blue crystal sword was stabbed through my back at the level of my heart. i looked down to see it protruding through my chest at which point i woke up. the pain is still there.
around this time last year i began experiencing a buzzing in my left ear, starting at around 11-12 o'clock at night. i had no previous knowledge of et involvment in our society at this time. it is only recently i have been looking on the net for similar experiences, which brought me here amongst other places and the stories being expressed unnerved me to say the least.
at first i thought the noise was a car outside with its engine running,i even went out to check. no, no car. this buzzing has persitted ever night since then, with varying degrees of intensity. around this time i also began seeing things in a diffrent light. little things like knowing who and when some one is approaching my house, and other things a little more abstract.
these revelations have continued and intensified and popped in july this year.
i woke up one morning and checked my emails, as i had been conversing on a certain web page and was hoping for a reply. the reply i got was anonimous but it stated that i had made myself available for an energy exchange. i was s#$tting my pants to say the least. during the rest of the day i was compelled to look at pictures of some ancient artifacts from mexico and scotland. i began to understand what they meant or symbolised, which was diametrically opposed to what the anthroplogist had written about them. i also experienced the same plane fly past my window in exactly the same way three times. this shattered my sense of concrete reality. i knew without a shadow of doubt then, about the illusionary nature of reality .
that night my body just got up and went into a star shape posture. then what happened next i can only describe as a quickeneing. an energy swirlled through my entire body at break neck speed. i stumbled and fell backwards and it happened again.it felt like something trying to rip me apart. i tried to get to sleep to no avail. i then became aware of two beings peering at me from above. they were not in my room it was more like they were on a diffrent vibratory level and i was seeing them through the top of my head. they were greys or maybe blues could only see there faces.one said "this ones crazy" the other"crack him open see what happens" . the feeling i got from them was sort of mishievous. a space craft , an oval silver coloured orb then flew past the window.
the next morning i noticed that my skin had an eerie green glow almost like a mist attached to it. i also began to feel terribly nautious. i spent most of that day in the shower in between bouts of dry wretching. the green mist slowly subsided and i began to feel a little bit more like myself. the rest of the day was spent trying make some sense out of it all. some where inside i knew it still was not over. that night while trying to get to sleep i just got up walked out of the house and along the road into the local cemetry. i walked quite a distance into the cemetry then began wretching again. there was no physical matter coming out it was more like an electronic noise. this went on for a while until i felt a loud crack at the base of my neck. with that i was propelled forward. my forhead struck the ground and a flood of something shot out of my head and into the ground. i went back home and tryed to get some sleep. upon waking the next morning i checked my emails just to make sure of no more phantom emails, and there it was. a letter thanking me for my efforts the night before. there was also a part i was to send on to a list of other emails that were accompanying the mail. it stated that i was to recieve 5$ for every one on the list and that i should set up a post office box to recieve this payment. it stated that this was all perfectly legal according to some law of the 106th us congress. at this point i ignored it i didnt want payment from any one or thing as i felt this might obligate me to something in the future.
i then went outside to watch the sun coming up. my body then began to perform movements almost kung fu like. this proceded for about half an hour when i started to feel something begin to merge with me. i have heard of people meeting praying mantis type aliens. this was like that except it was more like a giant butterfly. at times throughout the experience it was like if id willed it to happen i could have taken off, i could feel its wings protruding from my back.. i walked about with this entity in me for a few days. it fed off energy , with the use of an energetic prrobiscus that it was able to project . it also fed off the scent of flowers. there was other occurences that i couldnt explain, or rather have no context with which to relay some of the experiences.it was like seeing demons, who were somehow behind the personallity and experiences of eveyone.
with what little idea of myself i had left i managed to battle hard enough to gain control of my body again.
it has taken me quite a while to regain myself and i am still not 100% to be honest i dont think you can be the same again after experiences of this kind. since then have had two really strange dreams.
one i was in a dark swamp coiled up in a giant snake which was sinking its jaws into my neck, while crushing me. the other i was led into a cave which looked like the entrance to the underworld from the four corners region in arizona. whether this was the actuall site or the reptiles cattering to my bent of character i am not sure. i was led inside and told a few things which i struggle to regain in my waking hours. at the end of the explanation i felt a hand on my shoulder then a giant blue crystal sword was stabbed through my back at the level of my heart. i looked down to see it protruding through my chest at which point i woke up. the pain is still there.
