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Post by AgeA on Sept 29, 2005 6:10:03 GMT -5
One wise woman friend of mine said that Water and Oil do not mix. And I think it applies to Men and Women. All the families I knew I see everywhere there is a discord in relationship. Which brings me to the question if women are so different from men that they are even able to Love them at all. The way I understand it now and what Archangels said this last short patriarchical age was when women basically allowed themselves to be second to men. It is very short time indeed Universally when psychic abilities were supressed and so men were needed to protect women. I remember now even Tobias said once that raping were allowed by women on a higher level which of course I didnt accepted when I heard it two years ago.
This new coming age is very different. You can see already the changes when women became more and more independent economically and otherwise. Now I think what will happen when they will regain they natural abilities and will they need men at all?
And man need love of a woman...
How can there be true balance even when upstairs there isnt any.
I remember Jelaila said that this Universe was founded by two groups Ñarians and Felines with Carians carrying the male side and Felines female part in the game. Whether this is true what I can see that there is still a conflict being played. In fact still the same old conflict. Women need to love the male for what they are not because they need them or something they can use and throw away. Otherwise, this conflict will never end.
Which brings me to the question I want to ask everyone: Can women love men just for what they are not because they are providers or strong or smart or anything they can use. Would women still love men when they will regain their complete psychic and creational powers? Can women love men just because they Love them? Are we going to have (even if short) age of balance between male and female, men and women here on Earth? Is that even possible without complete merge spiritual and physical ?
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Post by liza on Sept 29, 2005 6:41:47 GMT -5
You forgot the factor of homosexuality. ;D
It seems to me that you're angry because a couple of women didn't meet your expectations at your pace. They do have their own paces to honor as you do yours. How do you work around that?
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Post by AgeA on Sept 29, 2005 9:20:27 GMT -5
Liza there is something else I need to clarify. It might seem like a surprise but I am not much in favor of homosexuality and lesbianism. Here is why when I said bisexuality by that I meant hermaphrodite or a being that has in its biological or cybernetic structure male and female parts and thus able to reproduce, have an orgasm and ascension. This is kind of being does not exist here yet although it had been done before. Perhaps it is possible future not with current human prototype but with future one. Depends on what will be decided upstairs and by all of us ultimately.
Also, because of the energetic structure and design itself homosexuals and lesbians not able to achieve true orgasm with partner of the same sex and not just a feeling in the genitals. If you never had 'true orgasm' you woudnt know what I mean here. It is not easy to describe it for me. It is not just a coincidence of sexual act being penis inside vagina. In fact it is representation of true 'ascension' and absolutely necessary for achieving your divinity and Godhood.(unless of course you have both parts in you like Archangels for example and thus can experience it).
P.S. I was quite suprised to find out actually that probably up to 90% of humans here never had 'true orgasm'
P.S. I also like word 'Unisex' I think it says better what I mean here than word hermaphrodite that is sort of old academical word and not used much nowadays and would be confusing for some people.
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Post by Nicole on Sept 29, 2005 9:22:14 GMT -5
AgeA, so much internal strife and dysfunction in your relationship with Angela. You've been talking about it for quite some time, and I remember all of the grief and anguish that you've been through. If you'll just get it all out and then look within you, you'll find your peace. It's your responsibility to own and clear your stuff, but you know that already. Of course we're here to bounce your stuff off of if you need assistance.
Blessings on this journey!
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Post by AgeA on Sept 29, 2005 9:28:42 GMT -5
Thank you Nicole so much! You are right as always. I will get over what happened between me and Angela somehow..I hope...  |
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Post by Edward on Sept 29, 2005 11:39:08 GMT -5
I will get over what happened between me and Angela somehow..I hope... This quote here speaks volumes AgeA. It's a pattern of stuffing and hidding, although I do recognize that you may have not intended it to sound that way. This is something that is deep inside you and you need to work to release it and to process it. This means to go through the experience and to let it go. Or working it out in a way were you don't hide from your feelings. Getting over something is like just tossing it aside, burying it or just forgetting about it. You know that doing this doesn't resolve anything. It just keeps prolonging the pain and having brief moments of release which is in fact a false sense of security because in fact you haven't really processed it in the first place. What you have said about women applies to men as well. It is issues that both the women and men have to work out. It's a painful one because for such a long time Women have been the vulnerable type sterotypes emotionally and men were supposed to be the strong never show emotions. Well these polarities in both aspects are now changing and we are coming in a time to finally bring balance back where the masculin and feminine energies are balanced with-in each the Male and Female. But as this happens the is much fire and brimstone so to speak and lot's of sparks that fly when issues are being brought up or not brought up and being worked out or not. The key here is to keep everything in perspective. I know this may seem hard to do and is easier said then done. But the key in this process in making sure the "communication" process is open and that there is some sort of mutual understanding of each others situation, even if one does not agree full of why another is acting in such a way. Having an understanding and this communication process is the essential building blocks in getting things cleared, released and fully processed. Just remember everyone deep down inside truely does want to be loved and want to show love but with all the programing, issues and hurts in their lives for both male and females, the road back to the center(balance) is often one that is less traveled but needs to be traveled. Rember to have Openess, Understanding and Communication not just for others but for yourself as well.  (((((((((((Hugs))))))))))) Peace, Love and Enlightenment, Ed |
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Post by Nicole on Sept 29, 2005 13:12:57 GMT -5
All mirrors huh?
(((HUGS)))
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Post by ADMIN on Sept 29, 2005 13:52:31 GMT -5
Agea,
Remember that our game plan has a purpose. Every woman that comes into your game brings a gift for your growth. Having that in mind, you are greatly blessed and so are they for providing you with the tools which will allow you to reach your destiny.
::SMILE:: It's all GOOD!
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Post by ducky on Sept 30, 2005 0:14:28 GMT -5
It is a time of awakening. Part of that awakening is the yearning, oh so deep yearning to find our Twin Soul. Once found the Twin Soul path of healing is a painful one yet there is Joy and Bliss too. I understand deeply your need TO LOVE, TO BE LOVED. Be kind to yourself. Your guidance speaks wisely. There ARE women out there that really Do Love their man. Oh there are times I'm not much for words, tripping over the very thoughts I am trying to share. I hope you find a supportive message from my babbles. 
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Post by AgeA on Sept 30, 2005 2:18:48 GMT -5
Thank you Ed, Nisroc, Mirra, Angel Heart for your support and kind words. I know that there are many women who love their men. I just wish I found me one one day.
Also, something changed when I got up today. It felt I let go of Angela. She is my friend but we are not on the same road now so...it is all good.
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Post by liza on Sept 30, 2005 4:10:21 GMT -5
True orgasm? What's that? If there's one, I'd like to know about it. ;D Yeah.. it's all good, Mark. I agree with Angel Heart about women being out there who do love their mates. It sucks with unrequited love and the imbalances in a female/male relationship, but looks like you're banking all on the next possible relationship. Putting all eggs in a basket. Is that a good idea? I just feel like you're trying too hard at things, and this is one of them. As for homosexuality, that's probably a whole different sausage.  I'm sorry, bro, I probably have come off as difficult to you lately. My intentions aren't to make you uncomforable, but to share what I feel might be important for you to think about.. if it ultimately does not resonate with you, then it's still all good I am willing to be wrong. ;D |
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Post by ducky on Sept 30, 2005 4:47:47 GMT -5
;D To new beginnings  |
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Post by Nicole on Sept 30, 2005 8:20:06 GMT -5
AgeA,
Last night I was thinking of you and it dawned on me that you have AI DNA, and this was an exercise to get you to feel deep emotion and open your heart. But to feel joy we also have to feel pain. You've felt both ends, very deeply. Now the test is going to be can you allow yourself to feel again. Your DNA has changed but will continue to do so if you don't shut yourself down.
Blessings!
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Post by penndragon on Sept 30, 2005 23:39:09 GMT -5
Continue to love her (Angela)as much as you want. You never have to let her go, but you do have to find yourself. Love yourself, first. As you do this, you will find that you loved her for the things that she taught you about yourself. Like, what sh*t you won't take, off of anyone. Sounds like your pissed. That's normal in Male/Female, Female/Male, Female/Female, Male/Male relationships.
Love yourself. Find a hobby. Get engrossed. Learn who you are. Remember, It's not what you will put up with as you grow older, it what you won't put with. This girl must be fine. And, remember, women out number men in the world 6 to 1.
Your odds of finding someone who will love you back are a lot greater than you think. But, you have to know and love yourself first. Don't take it out on the ladies, if possible.
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Post by AgeA on Oct 1, 2005 6:36:04 GMT -5
Penndragon, dont worry I was just joking I wont 'hurt' any ladies. I love ladies  To Liza, I dont want to get into much details about 'true orgasm' here if you dont mind but we can talk about privately if you want by email or chat if you want my take on it. You can also read many other people who experienced and wrote about it for example many 'Indian' masters they are good at it. |
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