Post by Sowelu on Jul 21, 2005 13:09:49 GMT -5
Though my outer world still all looks the same, I sense a whole lot newness about to burst, it seems. And then I'm consistently surprised at just how things keep manifesting around me and in the world. I was wondering, if anyone has the time or inclination, if anyone else is noticing changes in the outer of their world, or feeling dramatic shift feelings on the inside, just lately. 
I just had an experience I found... enchanting, in a way. I was talking with a roommate about our collective future living circumstances (we have 6 months to relocate 4 of us and a dog, never an easy task, and all atempts thus far have fallen through).
We were laughing at the piling up failures to "get it right" so far, but with genuine mirth and lightness. And we each were expressing how we really feel like it's finally time to experience the FRUIT of our lifelong labors, no longer the continued toils. Mind you this is a roommie who has never stepped upon a spiritual path or sought enlightenment, etc. He lives by his gut and heart, pretty much, and doesn't bother with the mental aspects, or the lingo. *heehee*
Anyway, as I was realizing how in tune he is despite never working at it consciously, I literally and truly saw stars all around the outer edges of my vision. Little lights zooming this way and that, circling the outer edge, and seeming "individual", a "collective", "conscious" and "light" all at the same time. How FUN!
Never happened before. I didn't hit my head, no, I wasn't straining in any way, either.
Anyway, just wondering if anyone else is experiencing things decidedly different, suddenly.
With love,
Sowelu
I just had an experience I found... enchanting, in a way. I was talking with a roommate about our collective future living circumstances (we have 6 months to relocate 4 of us and a dog, never an easy task, and all atempts thus far have fallen through).
We were laughing at the piling up failures to "get it right" so far, but with genuine mirth and lightness. And we each were expressing how we really feel like it's finally time to experience the FRUIT of our lifelong labors, no longer the continued toils. Mind you this is a roommie who has never stepped upon a spiritual path or sought enlightenment, etc. He lives by his gut and heart, pretty much, and doesn't bother with the mental aspects, or the lingo. *heehee*
Anyway, as I was realizing how in tune he is despite never working at it consciously, I literally and truly saw stars all around the outer edges of my vision. Little lights zooming this way and that, circling the outer edge, and seeming "individual", a "collective", "conscious" and "light" all at the same time. How FUN!
Never happened before. I didn't hit my head, no, I wasn't straining in any way, either.
Anyway, just wondering if anyone else is experiencing things decidedly different, suddenly.
With love,
Sowelu
