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Post by cinsinus1 on Dec 19, 2004 10:38:12 GMT -5
Hi ALL*
This is one of short vision I have suddenly. Normally, when I get to my bed at night, I ask my Inner I AM many questions and sometimes be in dialog. In one of them I have this vision suddenly.
Climbing with MirRA to the top of a mountain!
MirRA* was as a Native American woman. She was short betwen 1.5-1.55 meter and have long hairs with very light and mostly white hair and finally she was old and older than now (masy be near 70). And she was wearing a long (approximately near to knees) red coat to protect from cold and rain. And me as cinsinus shape and figure and in my today's age (45 years). I don't remember the beginning but then I was wearing my black sweater.
The place is like Himalaya mountain series and we were in one of that mountain climbing were there is no food or water with us as seen. But, MirRA* was unable to continue to climb the mountain, she felt cold and chill and there was a light storm. I helped her and it was very hard. Even sometimes MirRA* asked to continue alone. Finally we reached the top of the mounatain we were glad and MirRA* was very tired she lied down on the top floor and I sit down behind her and the storm was increased its speed and started to play with our hairs. We had s light smile and when we were waiting our future of shall we die (cause we were tired and there is no food and water) or shall we lift up I take a flute and try to play a mystic music parts and the vision is end!
I saw this before 4-5 days. It was not important -for me- to share this unfinished vision. But, now I felt to share this short vision. But, you have a comment?
With Love
cinsinus
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Post by Lunaria on Dec 19, 2004 12:35:17 GMT -5
WOW, Cinsinus,
This means something.
But I don't know what.
This is a job for SOWELU.
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 20, 2004 4:23:39 GMT -5
((((Hi cinsinus1))))
MirRA = 49991=5
It seems this vision is in response to questions you may have posed in your dialogue. It reveals much to ponder, perhaps. MirRA must symbolize something for you... she may represent a grand idea of spiritual things, or perhaps she feels much like your guidance to you. She may seem to you to walk the path of someone you admire. Only you can say for sure. It is clear that her image (and/or energy) is used to represent something that exists in you, however, and is not her, herself, in this vision.
Numerologically, the use of her name implies that you are experiencing changes, or will be soon, and these changes may well be in regard to the parts of self that you feel resonate with who you know MirRA to be.
These changes (5) occur in the area of the heart (4=M), where there may be a "trinity" of difficulty that is ending (999=irR), resulting in a new unity in Self (1=A) for you. (MirRA = 49991 = 5)
The "trinity" of Self is known as the "mind/body/spirit" complex. A "trinity" of difficulty indicates that a hidden emotion (body), influences the (mind), which alters your perception of (spirit).
Using the ideals you carry within, represented by MirRA or symbolized by her because of how you see her, you work to gain perspective, clarity, spiritual awareness. Essentially, this is a way of saying "Here's a vision of how you've grown with your current beliefs, from their inception to their highest culmination to date".
In this vision MirRA is serving as your teacher, and may well be your higher self or guidance. The area of examination in this vision is emotional at its root (female), and likely something you feel is sacred or proper, respectful or righteous. The sense I have is that you are being shown that there are emotions unknown to you that "support" or drive your beliefs of spiritual truth. And that these beliefs can take you no further, so the emotion must be uprooted and released in order for you to move forward.
Hair symbolizes one's power, or one's "mental power", or beliefs. The length of hair denotes how much power the beliefs or mental ideas have over the Being (long hair indicates a lot of power). Light and white hair indicates the concept that these beliefs or ideas are "of purity and truth", or so the holder of them thinks. They seem to be, or are perceived to be, "wise", pure and true. The size of the Being indicates a certain "smallness", seemingly as a way of conveying the message that though these beliefs seem quite pure and seem to have great power, they are in actuality based in a "small self" who is doing the believing/perceiving. Her age in the vision seems to indicate the old as in "the old, no longer useful".
Red often indicates anger, however if it does not, then it can be yet another way of conveying the idea that what this being represents is very powerful for you. Red is the color of the lowest earthly vibrations above fear and the unknown (black) in the spectrum, indicating also that this power is of an earthly type, not necessarily as "high" frequency as it may seem. Skewed, perhaps, by the human perspective. Coats often imply there is a covering up or hiding of the true self. In this case, my sense is that you are being shown a truth here - what you believe that is so powerful to you, is actually a cover over something more true. Perhaps another way of saying it is that it's a "human interpretation of a deeper truth(s)".
Again, I get that the red indicates that emotions are at play here in the message, and particularly that anger of some kind is covering up something deeper and more true. It may not be known as anger, or be felt as something different, such as a "righteous indignation" or something else rather than anger. Again, perhaps based in the perspective of being a human being attempting to perceive the Divine. But the message seems to be saying that however you choose to understand it, it is a cover over a truth that needs revealing.
Your own description of why the coat is worn says much: To protect against Cold = emotional coldness; and Rain = emotional cleansing needed for growth to take place. Anger typically IS a cover over deeper emotions that we ignore, deny, don't even know live deep within us. Anger is our clue that there's something deeper. It serves as our deflecting shield, so to speak, keeping us and everyone else from looking too closely into our vulnerable places.
(more in next post)
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 20, 2004 4:41:02 GMT -5
You being a fair representation of your actual current human self is a way of letting you know that this vision is a message about and for you. And in it, your guidance chose to show you in a symbolic garment, the black sweater. Black often indicates an unknown which can well be fear, and this is what covers your heart, chest area. A knit rather than standard shirt indicates a thick layer, and again I get the sense that you've protected against having to face it, somehow. So in seeing yourself wearing that sweater, is the place in the vision where you are shown that you do not realize what covers your true heart. The symbology behind MirRA's red coat can help you figure it out. Again there is the sense of this spiritual path being a sacred journey, yet it seems the attempts to gain perspective are not nourishing or yielding much. There is no true nourishment (food), nor is there emotional richness (water).MirRA, as a symbolic representative of your guidance, seems to take on this "cold, chill" as a way of revealing in this vision that your pursuits or attempts at achieving new heights in awareness are lacking the warmth and nurturing quality that is needed. There is an "emotional coldness" to whatever understanding you may have gained.
The storm then indicates a period of emotional difficulties and emotional changes, though temporary. My sense is that this particular storm piece indicates a time of frustration on your path, perhaps.
What MirRA represents for you is what could not take you further on this journey's climb. You hit a snag, so to speak, got frustrated, and needed to reassess.I get this sense of you doing your best to "uphold the old wisdom", still believing it to be truth, while disregarding the evidence that it has not truly nourished you, but rather has taken from you. (Anything based in fear will do that, even if we're unaware the fear exists. In fact, the drain and sense of emptiness is our clue that there is indeed a fear lurking, which drives our beliefs and behaviors) This piece seems to symbolize a time when you feel cut off from higher self or guidance through this personal ordeal. A separation occurs in self so that you are not feeling what needs to be felt, not connecting in ways you desire. We often don't realize that when this happens we have chosen to invest ourselves in something that is not truth. Without seeing it clearly, we are attempting to "work our will", to make truth conform to our ideas of what it should be, rather than letting go of our rigid ideas and allowing truth to reveal itself to us as it truly is. And when we do this, our guidance tends to take a step back, letting us feel the reality of our chosen path. They respect our choice but cannot follow us there, and we end up feeling we're "going it alone".At this point you reach what seems to be the pinnacle of your highest beliefs of old, and it has proven exhausting. Once there, rather than peace or serenity, you encounter an emotional turbulence, which "plays on the powers" you've carried in your beliefs. Again, having reached the ultimate level of what amounts to your highest ideals, and finding no nourishment in it, you are left wondering, "Is this all there is? Or is there something beyond this highest height you've managed to achieve? This apex does not seem to be nourishing me, I feel spent, exhausted and without warmth. Is THIS what I've been working so hard for all this time? Surely there must be something more."Trying to play a mystical musical piece indicates that perhaps you did not succeed, it's not clear. The sense I have is that once you reach this highest point in beliefs, you attempt to make beautiful music with what you've gained from your journey, but it has not quite worked out so well. If this is the case, it may help to realize that the beliefs that got you to where you are, according to this vision, are not quite what they seem. Re-examination of them, with an emphasis on allowing feelings to flow, may help things shift.
As always, this is merely one perspective from which this vision can be interpreted. It is up to you to decide if it works for you. I offer it with love and blessings. Take or toss as you see fit.
Love you! (((Hugs!)))
Sowelu
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Post by Lunaria on Dec 20, 2004 12:37:30 GMT -5
Excellent, Sowelu.
Wow.
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Post by ADMIN on Dec 20, 2004 12:57:08 GMT -5
Wow Sowelu, EXCELLENT!!!!! I need to say again and again, you have such talent!!! MAY THE DIVINE PRESENCE BLESS YOU FOR HAVING THE INSIGHTS THAT YOU HAVE SO NATURALLY, i DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DO IT!  I wanted to share a bit of info I found on the web regarding the color re. For the orientals red denotes wisdom and power. I don't know if this would apply to this dream because one has to look at the other details. But, I was thinking that the coat only went to the knee length which is also covering the 1rst chakra which is as you say the lowest of all. Just thought that maybe this coat was covering all the chakra areas? What do you think. |
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Post by cinsinus1 on Dec 20, 2004 15:12:22 GMT -5
Wow Sowelu, veeery beautiful and wonderful. Really (as MirRA* said) you've a talent gem.
And now, I'll check what you said with my inner I AM. Yes, I agree with you in this: MirRA* idea is a reflect to myself which I must solve it. Also, this is mostly an strong emotional case needs to heal. But, what is it? It is my path matter or signal which needs to reach and face it to solve it with Love. Regarding to the red and black (colors) yes, red is indicate also exotic power and knoweledge (for me more than wisdom). And the black can be found in more higher dimenssion and we must live their when we reach it (but that one is not indicated the Darkness negative things, it has another concept). And is after that or before that the red dimenssion start (I'll check it). So also, I must check if these colors reflect the earthy things or more higher than our dimenssions. Cause I was thinking on those colors when my vision been. But, the case is an earthy case. It seems I have a chaotic area (ball of wool).
I'll try to check all these and when I found the point and solve it I'll tell you. If before I have many comment or questions I'll ask.
But one last thing. The last quote of mine: I take a flute and try to play a mystic music parts... Now, I wrote easly till my my last sentence I had a difficulty to express about it and I spent many minute to write it and
it was not as the vision. Well, in fact I played (just I insert TRY to show the action of playing which was not fitted the picture).
OK. there are many feelings I will go my path in order to face them and clear them in balance.
With the Blessing of the Present I AM RA and I AM AMON I AM Unified Human Reality to you dear Sowelu*, MirRA*, Lunaria* and all of us.
With LOVE and (((Hugs)))
cinsinus
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Post by Sowelu on Dec 20, 2004 15:32:52 GMT -5
((((Hugs!)))) cinsinus1!!
I seem to feel that while emotions may flow, you may not have so much "work" to do around what was shown in the vision. Almost as though it is a natural progression. Regardless, blessings to you in deciphering for yourself all that it means for you!
MirRA, yes, the coat covers the main body. The lower chakras, including the heart. It does not, however, cover the throat, brow or crown. The implication there, again, seems to be that strong "earth energy" covers the emotional body, which the mind is not consciously aware of. My sense was that it represented anger due to the cold, storm and potential rain, as well as the drain on the MirRA character in the vision, who at times could not go on, was aged, etc. Vibrant life force typically does not "take" from us in this way, you know?
Also because it is worn as a form of protection, something not "needed" but put on from a limited perspective about life. In other words, Spirit, an open heart, etc. does not "need" to protect itself. A vision would not so clearly reveal a protective layer if it was not attempting to point out something amiss.
The coat also does not cover the feet, indicating that the difficulties revealed in the vision are part of the natural growth path of this truly spiritual journey. The feet have been firm and true all along, and now it's simply time to exaimine what's been revealed by the symbols of the vision.
Red is sometimes tough to decipher in dreams and visions because it is such a prevalent vibrational color here. It can denote passion, anger, or simply strong, vibrant life force. What it means to the individual is important, of course, and can be meditated upon for further clarity.
Much love! (((Hugs)))
Sowelu
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Post by cinsinus1 on Dec 20, 2004 16:15:38 GMT -5
((((Hugs!)))) Sowelu Now I remebered one thing: Before 2-3 years ago, I tried to see what if MirRA and I had any common incarnation. And many unclear feelings and answers that yes, but we were separated our path for not disagreeing or something like that. Also in the climbing event there are many unclear feelings seems disagree, anger, fear and some ego plays and duality. And the time is NOW to let them go . OK. I'll inform you with what I found. With True and Unconditional Love (((Hugs))) cinsinus1 |
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Post by cinsinus1 on Dec 23, 2004 15:23:37 GMT -5
Hi ALL*,
I have many amazing decipher but -yet- not finished. I feel this weekend or may be at the beginning of next week it will be completed and ready to share them here.
With True and Unconditional Love
cinsinus
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Post by cinsinus1 on Dec 30, 2004 13:59:01 GMT -5
Hi ALL*,
I have some delay, but I not translated yet my notes - yet. I will do my best to translate it and share it soonest.
With Love
cinsinus
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